Qiu Tong suddenly laughed, and continued to speak: "This person, he cannot be too perfect, there is no such thing as a perfect person in the world, I have always sought to make myself perfect, but I feel very tired, so I helped myself carry a burden of spirit, so, I think, occasionally doing bad things, maybe it's not bad, but right now in my heart, I feel like I'm having a prank."
I laughed when I heard it, feeling that Qiu Tong was a bit childish.
"We should eat dinner!" Qiu Tong said.
I stood up. "Alright, I'll go to the dining car and see if I can get some food!"
"No need, I'll go and see what kind of food is suitable. You just wait here and take all of our luggage to the luggage rack upstairs!" Qiu Tong stood up and said.
"Alright then!" "No," I said.
Thus, Qiu Tong left and I brought the luggage from the two of us to the luggage rack. Qiu Tong's big box was really heavy, and other than her belongings, I think it was also something that she brought back to Yuan Duo's parents.
After a long while, Qiu Tong came back with a few dishes, some rice, and two disposable paper cups.
"Yi Ke, I want to drink some white spirit wine, can you accompany me to drink?" Qiu Tong suddenly said.
"Sure, but I don't think there's any liquor on this train?" "No," I said.
Qiu Tong laughed, then climbed up to the top bunk and opened up her luggage. After fumbling around for a while, she came down with a bottle of Beijing Erguotou and two canned beef in her hands.
"Look, isn't this?" Qiu Tong shook the thing in her hand, and laughed complacently, "This is what I prepared to give to Yuan Duo's father. There are quite a few bottles, let's stealthily enjoy one bottle! Anyway, Father Yuan Duo couldn't see it, so I don't know. "
I smiled. "Good!"
Thus, I spread the dishes out on the table, opened up a bottle of white wine, poured some and started drinking with Qiu Tong.
Drinking with Qiu Tong in such an environment made me feel strange in my heart. It was a very wonderful feeling.
After drinking a few mouthfuls, Qiu Tong suddenly said: "Yi Ke, the other day when you were together with A Zhu at the Japanese restaurant's entrance, Li Shun was very rude, I apologize on her behalf to you and A Zhu."
I hurriedly said, "It's fine, autumnum, don't mind me. I have long forgotten about it."
"You forgot that I haven't. The first time I saw A Zhu, she had already seen all of this. Qiu Tong said, "When I have the chance to see A Zhu again, I want to apologize to her in front of everyone!"
I replied, "There's no need. autumnum, you're too polite."
Qiu Tong was silent for a moment, then played with the wine cup in her hand, looking at me one moment: "Yi Ke, A Zhu is so beautiful, her temperament is so good, her job is also very good, and I can tell that she treats you very well, you have to cherish her, I think that the two of you are compatible with each other."
I think, at this moment, Qiu Tong must be thinking more than that, she would definitely feel that it's inconceivable. How could a young man who washed his feet be together with a beautiful air stewardess, and how could a noble and refined air stewardess fall for a young master who washed his feet. She said it was a good match, and she might even think that I, a toad, had eaten swan meat. Of course, she would not say these words out loud.
Or perhaps, if she really thinks that I am a good match for Hai Zhu, then she would definitely stop treating me as a foot-washer. She started to doubt my true identity, and started to think highly of either my ability to intentionally hide or my ability to lurk.
I would rather she think that Hai Zhu and I are incompatible.
I said, "autumnum, you're thinking too much. A Zhu is my friend's sister, I've only seen her as my own sister!"
Obviously, my words were heartfelt, because I felt that my words were empty and lacking in confidence.
Of course, my guilty conscience couldn't escape the intelligent Qiu Tong's eyes. Qiu Tong looked at me with a faint smile, and said half-truthfully: "Really? Yi Ke, just as you said, you treat A Zhu as your little sister, but, I can clearly see in A Zhu's eyes, you don't seem to be a normal big brother's gaze, hehe, a big man wants to marry a big woman, but a big woman wants to marry a big one, you are not young anymore, why do you need to hide anything in your eyes when it comes to dating? "
What Qiu Tong said was of course correct. If it was in the presence of others, I would definitely acknowledge the relationship between A Zhu and I. However, in front of this realistic version of being like a dream, I couldn't help but not dare to not admit it.
At this time, Qiu Tong's face was slightly red, and she looked exceptionally moving.
"Honestly speaking, Yi Ke, I like A Zhu a lot. I started to like her before we even met on the phone, and after seeing her, I like her even more. She's such a gentle, kind, beautiful, and cultured girl. In this lifetime, it will be difficult and difficult for you to meet a close friend that you know. " Qiu Tong's voice carried a faint smell of alcohol.
I didn't say anything, and when I thought back to that night with Hai Zhu that they almost fell in love, my heartbeat couldn't help but increase. I also couldn't help but think of what Hai Zhu had said to me, and looked at Qiu Tong who was in front of me.
At this time, Qiu Tong also stopped talking, she looked at the wine cup in her hand quietly, her eyes became depressed again.
The sleeping compartment was very quiet, with only the rhythmic sound of the train.
Looking outside the carriage, the snow was still blowing furiously. Snow was falling on the windows and soon turned into streaks of water.
It seemed to get hotter and hotter, so I took off my coat.
Qiu Tong also felt that it was hot and took off her jacket.
At this time, Qiu Tong was wearing a light blue cashmere sweater, revealing the lines on the upper half of her body. Under her slender and white neck was a well-developed and tall chest, which was less than a meter away from me.
This is Qiu Tong, and is even more so a goddess of my dreams, the closest confidant of my Illusory World, the one who calls me "Ke Ke" like a dream.
At this moment, she is right in front of me, very close to me. If there hadn't been a real existence, if she knew that I was Ke Ke, if she and I were to always live within illusions, at this moment, if I were to hold her in my arms, she would definitely not have rejected me.
If I really can have Qiu Tong, then all of the women in this world will disappear from my mind and become dust.
My breathing quickened as I thought about it.
At this moment, Qiu Tong seemed to inadvertently raise her head to look at me, causing me to suddenly be shocked in my heart.
Qiu Tong only glanced at it for a moment, and that instantly shattered my dreams, and instantly pulled me back to the terrifying and repulsive reality. I hastily took a deep breath, and ate the dish with my chopsticks while concealing it.
Qiu Tong's face became even redder, and she pursed her lips, as if she felt that I was about to commit the same sickness as the infatuated ones from before.
Qiu Tong seemed to realize that I was paying attention to her chest and that one of her hands was unconsciously reaching for his jacket, but then, after hesitating for a moment, she retracted it back, as if she felt that doing so now would hurt my self-esteem.
I didn't dare look at Qiu Tong, I didn't even dare raise my head as I continued to eat and drink.
After a while, Qiu Tong returned to normal and raised his cup to drink with me. I didn't even dare to look up as I clinked my cup with Qiu Tong and took a big gulp.
Erguotou's power was not small at all. Even after drinking it, I still felt that it was tasty. Qiu Tong had almost finished her cup, so naturally, she would have a stronger taste of alcohol as well.
Qiu Tong drank wine but she did not eat anything at all. She put down her wine cup and stared out the window in a daze.
I secretly glanced at Qiu Tong, who was perspiring profusely. It seemed that she was getting hotter and hotter from drinking.
"Yi Ke, let me ask you a question." Qiu Tong didn't look at me, she was still looking out of the window. "Do you believe that outside of our real world, there is still another illusory world?"
My heart trembled, I understand what Qiu Tong was thinking just now. It must have been the message I left for her that touched her.
I calmed myself down and said, "autumnum, I don't understand what you mean by that. What is this illusory world? Could it be the world where ghosts live? "
Qiu Tong turned around and looked at me, "Of course not. The illusory world that I'm talking about, exists objectively in the real world, but I can't see the other space that I'm not able to see. In this space, no one can see each other, but we can clearly feel each other's existence.
I pretended to be enlightened. "That's what I mean. I think it's something that exists, like a phone message or an internet connection."
Qiu Tong nodded his head, "Then, how far do you think there is between this kind of virtual reality and reality?"
"This is hard to say. It depends on the level of communication we have in this illusory world. The level is shallow, it's tens of thousands of miles away, and the level is deep. It's just a hair's breadth away."
"Then, do you think that this illusory space is real?" Qiu Tong looked at me.
"Of course it's real!"
"Why?"
"Although this space can't be seen or touched, people are real, their thoughts are real. As long as there is a real person's true thoughts, then this space will be real, it will be real!"
"You're right." Qiu Tong nodded and said, "Say, do you think the virtual world will become a reality?"
"Whether or not the virtual reality can become a reality depends on the person in reality and what the person in reality does." My heart gave a sudden lurch.
Sparks flew out of Qiu Tong's eyes, but, they were extinguished in a moment.
Qiu Tong's gaze turned dim as I expected it, and my calm back to normal after a while. I know that personality determines fate, and Qiu Tong's personality determines the principles behind her character, and determines that she won't be unable to fight against Old Li and his wife, or against reality.
After a while, Qiu Tong said slowly: "Perhaps, to some people, only illusions are beautiful. That kind of beauty makes people linger around for a long time and they don't want to walk out. Reality was bitter, and many people would rather choose illusory sweetness than taste the bitterness of reality. Humans subconsciously want to avoid reality, even though that illusory beauty is a mirage that only appears once in a while, and might even be destroyed in the most brilliant of moments. "
Qiu Tong's voice revealed deep helplessness and melancholy.
I quietly listened to what Qiu Tong was saying and did not say a word.
I laughed when I heard it, feeling that Qiu Tong was a bit childish.
"We should eat dinner!" Qiu Tong said.
I stood up. "Alright, I'll go to the dining car and see if I can get some food!"
"No need, I'll go and see what kind of food is suitable. You just wait here and take all of our luggage to the luggage rack upstairs!" Qiu Tong stood up and said.
"Alright then!" "No," I said.
Thus, Qiu Tong left and I brought the luggage from the two of us to the luggage rack. Qiu Tong's big box was really heavy, and other than her belongings, I think it was also something that she brought back to Yuan Duo's parents.
After a long while, Qiu Tong came back with a few dishes, some rice, and two disposable paper cups.
"Yi Ke, I want to drink some white spirit wine, can you accompany me to drink?" Qiu Tong suddenly said.
"Sure, but I don't think there's any liquor on this train?" "No," I said.
Qiu Tong laughed, then climbed up to the top bunk and opened up her luggage. After fumbling around for a while, she came down with a bottle of Beijing Erguotou and two canned beef in her hands.
"Look, isn't this?" Qiu Tong shook the thing in her hand, and laughed complacently, "This is what I prepared to give to Yuan Duo's father. There are quite a few bottles, let's stealthily enjoy one bottle! Anyway, Father Yuan Duo couldn't see it, so I don't know. "
I smiled. "Good!"
Thus, I spread the dishes out on the table, opened up a bottle of white wine, poured some and started drinking with Qiu Tong.
Drinking with Qiu Tong in such an environment made me feel strange in my heart. It was a very wonderful feeling.
After drinking a few mouthfuls, Qiu Tong suddenly said: "Yi Ke, the other day when you were together with A Zhu at the Japanese restaurant's entrance, Li Shun was very rude, I apologize on her behalf to you and A Zhu."
I hurriedly said, "It's fine, autumnum, don't mind me. I have long forgotten about it."
"You forgot that I haven't. The first time I saw A Zhu, she had already seen all of this. Qiu Tong said, "When I have the chance to see A Zhu again, I want to apologize to her in front of everyone!"
I replied, "There's no need. autumnum, you're too polite."
Qiu Tong was silent for a moment, then played with the wine cup in her hand, looking at me one moment: "Yi Ke, A Zhu is so beautiful, her temperament is so good, her job is also very good, and I can tell that she treats you very well, you have to cherish her, I think that the two of you are compatible with each other."
I think, at this moment, Qiu Tong must be thinking more than that, she would definitely feel that it's inconceivable. How could a young man who washed his feet be together with a beautiful air stewardess, and how could a noble and refined air stewardess fall for a young master who washed his feet. She said it was a good match, and she might even think that I, a toad, had eaten swan meat. Of course, she would not say these words out loud.
Or perhaps, if she really thinks that I am a good match for Hai Zhu, then she would definitely stop treating me as a foot-washer. She started to doubt my true identity, and started to think highly of either my ability to intentionally hide or my ability to lurk.
I would rather she think that Hai Zhu and I are incompatible.
I said, "autumnum, you're thinking too much. A Zhu is my friend's sister, I've only seen her as my own sister!"
Obviously, my words were heartfelt, because I felt that my words were empty and lacking in confidence.
Of course, my guilty conscience couldn't escape the intelligent Qiu Tong's eyes. Qiu Tong looked at me with a faint smile, and said half-truthfully: "Really? Yi Ke, just as you said, you treat A Zhu as your little sister, but, I can clearly see in A Zhu's eyes, you don't seem to be a normal big brother's gaze, hehe, a big man wants to marry a big woman, but a big woman wants to marry a big one, you are not young anymore, why do you need to hide anything in your eyes when it comes to dating? "
What Qiu Tong said was of course correct. If it was in the presence of others, I would definitely acknowledge the relationship between A Zhu and I. However, in front of this realistic version of being like a dream, I couldn't help but not dare to not admit it.
At this time, Qiu Tong's face was slightly red, and she looked exceptionally moving.
"Honestly speaking, Yi Ke, I like A Zhu a lot. I started to like her before we even met on the phone, and after seeing her, I like her even more. She's such a gentle, kind, beautiful, and cultured girl. In this lifetime, it will be difficult and difficult for you to meet a close friend that you know. " Qiu Tong's voice carried a faint smell of alcohol.
I didn't say anything, and when I thought back to that night with Hai Zhu that they almost fell in love, my heartbeat couldn't help but increase. I also couldn't help but think of what Hai Zhu had said to me, and looked at Qiu Tong who was in front of me.
At this time, Qiu Tong also stopped talking, she looked at the wine cup in her hand quietly, her eyes became depressed again.
The sleeping compartment was very quiet, with only the rhythmic sound of the train.
Looking outside the carriage, the snow was still blowing furiously. Snow was falling on the windows and soon turned into streaks of water.
It seemed to get hotter and hotter, so I took off my coat.
Qiu Tong also felt that it was hot and took off her jacket.
At this time, Qiu Tong was wearing a light blue cashmere sweater, revealing the lines on the upper half of her body. Under her slender and white neck was a well-developed and tall chest, which was less than a meter away from me.
This is Qiu Tong, and is even more so a goddess of my dreams, the closest confidant of my Illusory World, the one who calls me "Ke Ke" like a dream.
At this moment, she is right in front of me, very close to me. If there hadn't been a real existence, if she knew that I was Ke Ke, if she and I were to always live within illusions, at this moment, if I were to hold her in my arms, she would definitely not have rejected me.
If I really can have Qiu Tong, then all of the women in this world will disappear from my mind and become dust.
My breathing quickened as I thought about it.
At this moment, Qiu Tong seemed to inadvertently raise her head to look at me, causing me to suddenly be shocked in my heart.
Qiu Tong only glanced at it for a moment, and that instantly shattered my dreams, and instantly pulled me back to the terrifying and repulsive reality. I hastily took a deep breath, and ate the dish with my chopsticks while concealing it.
Qiu Tong's face became even redder, and she pursed her lips, as if she felt that I was about to commit the same sickness as the infatuated ones from before.
Qiu Tong seemed to realize that I was paying attention to her chest and that one of her hands was unconsciously reaching for his jacket, but then, after hesitating for a moment, she retracted it back, as if she felt that doing so now would hurt my self-esteem.
I didn't dare look at Qiu Tong, I didn't even dare raise my head as I continued to eat and drink.
After a while, Qiu Tong returned to normal and raised his cup to drink with me. I didn't even dare to look up as I clinked my cup with Qiu Tong and took a big gulp.
Erguotou's power was not small at all. Even after drinking it, I still felt that it was tasty. Qiu Tong had almost finished her cup, so naturally, she would have a stronger taste of alcohol as well.
Qiu Tong drank wine but she did not eat anything at all. She put down her wine cup and stared out the window in a daze.
I secretly glanced at Qiu Tong, who was perspiring profusely. It seemed that she was getting hotter and hotter from drinking.
"Yi Ke, let me ask you a question." Qiu Tong didn't look at me, she was still looking out of the window. "Do you believe that outside of our real world, there is still another illusory world?"
My heart trembled, I understand what Qiu Tong was thinking just now. It must have been the message I left for her that touched her.
I calmed myself down and said, "autumnum, I don't understand what you mean by that. What is this illusory world? Could it be the world where ghosts live? "
Qiu Tong turned around and looked at me, "Of course not. The illusory world that I'm talking about, exists objectively in the real world, but I can't see the other space that I'm not able to see. In this space, no one can see each other, but we can clearly feel each other's existence.
I pretended to be enlightened. "That's what I mean. I think it's something that exists, like a phone message or an internet connection."
Qiu Tong nodded his head, "Then, how far do you think there is between this kind of virtual reality and reality?"
"This is hard to say. It depends on the level of communication we have in this illusory world. The level is shallow, it's tens of thousands of miles away, and the level is deep. It's just a hair's breadth away."
"Then, do you think that this illusory space is real?" Qiu Tong looked at me.
"Of course it's real!"
"Why?"
"Although this space can't be seen or touched, people are real, their thoughts are real. As long as there is a real person's true thoughts, then this space will be real, it will be real!"
"You're right." Qiu Tong nodded and said, "Say, do you think the virtual world will become a reality?"
"Whether or not the virtual reality can become a reality depends on the person in reality and what the person in reality does." My heart gave a sudden lurch.
Sparks flew out of Qiu Tong's eyes, but, they were extinguished in a moment.
Qiu Tong's gaze turned dim as I expected it, and my calm back to normal after a while. I know that personality determines fate, and Qiu Tong's personality determines the principles behind her character, and determines that she won't be unable to fight against Old Li and his wife, or against reality.
After a while, Qiu Tong said slowly: "Perhaps, to some people, only illusions are beautiful. That kind of beauty makes people linger around for a long time and they don't want to walk out. Reality was bitter, and many people would rather choose illusory sweetness than taste the bitterness of reality. Humans subconsciously want to avoid reality, even though that illusory beauty is a mirage that only appears once in a while, and might even be destroyed in the most brilliant of moments. "
Qiu Tong's voice revealed deep helplessness and melancholy.
I quietly listened to what Qiu Tong was saying and did not say a word.
