"what?"
"Why are you having nightmares again?"
"Hasn't all regrets been satisfied?"
"Now I really don't have much obsession left. Why did I still see Alicia and Weierwei last night? What I saw was even getting more and more outrageous. It seemed that they even wanted to come looking for me after the fight."
Jiang Cheng tried his best to piece together the remaining fragments of his dream from last night, and his fingers unconsciously covered his head - there was no pain, but the chaotic thoughts and nonsensical information and images that existed here at this moment were more difficult to deal with than the pain.
At least the pain can be relieved, just like most of the time, except for some terminal illnesses, psychological problems are often more difficult to deal with than physical problems.
For physical illness, you just need to find the cause and then perform surgery. The worst case scenario is that you will need to take a lot of medicine or the surgery will be more difficult.
From a psychological perspective, if past regrets or holes cannot be made up for, then the so-called medicine is nothing more than making the sick person more harmless, or at least look more like a normal person, so that others can feel at ease.
Weight gain, decreased intelligence, drowsiness... these are the side effects of those drugs, and if taken for a long time, they may be more painful than the disease itself.
……
"That one simulation lasted for so many years. Is it really that important? So important that I'm still fantasizing about it even half a month after the simulation ended?"
I couldn’t understand it, or I was a little afraid to understand it for the first time.
It's not because of the emotional conflict with Alicia or Velvet that he is afraid, but because he is fundamentally afraid of the side effects of simulation.
If each simulation has such a big impact, will we need to buffer a lot of time after each simulation?
If there is no buffer and you simulate many times in one breath, will you be unable to correctly recognize yourself due to excessive information and the superposition of multiple lives, or will you directly fall into autism due to a large number of regrets?
If every simulation is of the previous civilization, then no matter how hard you try, you will not be able to overcome the collapse, and all you will be greeted with in the end is despair.
If you have seen too many disasters and experienced too many life and death separations, no one can give an answer as to whether you will become autistic.
If she became like Velvet, she would be equally lucky... at least relatively lucky, unlike the one in the original plot who had split herself into pieces and fell into a deep sleep, which could almost be called a spiral of death.
If you really meet another "self" who can provide salvation and save yourself from the autistic state, then everything in your life will depend solely on the state of one person. Can this really be called healthy?
Do not……
That would only be a path of self-destruction.
Jiang Cheng shook his head without hesitation, and his drooping eyebrows gave the answer in the first instant. This was the result of personal experience over several years or even decades, from clear memories, and even memories that could be retained in the body.
This is not just an isolated case, because even the resurrected Alicia can be included in this, as a completely autistic fairy who needs to be saved.
I'm afraid that in this world, except for professionals... perhaps most professionals don't know as much as I do about autism.
Especially salvation.
Especially the connection.
Especially the feeling of being captured by gravity.
The meaning of life, the value of life, even life itself, everything above life exists only for one person.
If there is even the slightest possibility of another solution, falling into this state can be called the most tragic and humiliating.
What's more, this is a burden for both parties. If I weren't for the fact that I am also a lazy person with almost no ideals, no plans, no obsessions, and no things to accomplish.
Any normal person who has his own plans would not be able to accept being held back by others and being captured by infinite gravity for eternity.
Because people are uncertain, ideals and love will change. Who in this world can accept that a certain part of their life becomes certain?
……
"Huh...ha..."
The young man was silent, actively trying to communicate his memory fragments for the first time, breathing that might have lost its meaning, and with his right hand he casually made his hair, which had been blown too much by the wind, messy again.
Not just for simulation, but for self-preservation.
If I only take care of myself with the power I have now, I can actually survive until the end of the Apocalypse. Maybe I can even go to Mars to play the second round.
It is also so that when he is with Mei Raiden, he won't think about others and won't hurt her. Moreover, if he wants to protect the people around him, he must conduct more simulations.
The current strength is still too weak.
Transforming into a Herrscher is a unique way to kill one thousand enemies but injure thirty thousand of your own.
If this trick is really used, the end result will be either the destruction of humanity or his own death. It can only be used to deal with Otto.
It is not worth using this trick against any enemy in this world. Even Kevin is convinced that at least he can find a way to save his life. If he surrenders quickly, he will not lose his position as a cadre in the world.
Only Otto, who would find ways to capture relatives and friends, and even threaten innocent residents nearby if he realized that the other party was a good person, could force the Incarnation of the Herrscher to break his bottom line.
The best way to use nuclear bombs is to deter others, because even those who clamor to use them are actually afraid of the price they will have to pay.
The simulation cannot be stopped, so we must find a way to alleviate the possible psychological factors, at least not to become Wei Wei, and not to reach the desperate level of gravity of my former lover.
This is not an exaggeration, it literally means that I can only be with Weiwei, and even the slightest distance away will cause a tsunami.
You must have an absolute understanding of the other party, know the deeper meaning behind every seemingly strange behavior, and understand the other party's somewhat strange behavior.
Knowing that the other party is avoiding you not because she hates you, but simply because of her inferiority complex, you should take the initiative to approach her and give her warmth when the time is right.
When you notice that you are feeling strange, find a way to resolve it rather than letting the emotions pile up. Don't be too lax in your daily life.
You cannot misunderstand the other person's emotions as something else. Any slight mistake, any inappropriate temper, may cause the girl to die suddenly and silently like a fragile flower.
With the inhuman talent that Weiwei possesses, a person can live very well, and the only thing he will ask for from the outside world is affection and love.
Even if one can bear the heavy burden of love and give one's whole heart, one will still be limited by the inequality in talent between the two parties, which can almost be said to be a difference between the two species. This is enough to awaken dissatisfaction in anyone with a little jealousy in their heart, because Versailles is everywhere in life.
There are often girls who do things that they think are easy, and it is really easy for a complete spiral.
The difficulty for her might be just raising her right hand, or picking up a stone from the ground, and tearing an ordinary A4 paper in half.
But in the eyes of ordinary people, the task that they tried their best and could not affect Fenhao was accomplished by others, and the person who accomplished it was just like taking a step forward, climbing a small hill, and lifting up his right leg in the simplest way in the world.
No matter what, it is impossible to get even a little bit closer, no matter what, it is impossible to glimpse the limit of Weiwei's talent. The huge sense of gap is probably enough to make anyone with a little backbone collapse mentally.
Anyone who has a little bit of jealousy will be angry and feel jealous, and anyone who has a little bit of backbone will feel the pain as if their bones have been pulled out.
One needs qualifications to be a gigolo. At least one has to know that he is a gigolo, be content with it and not feel ashamed of it.
Know yourself, know what you can do and what you really want to do, so that you can make two-way contributions, exchange your love for the girl's love, and exchange your incompetence for the girl's best efforts to help.
It doesn’t matter if my talent is exploited or I am treated as a plaything, as long as my need for love is met and as long as I can be saved from the darkness.
……
Self-inflicted? .jpg
Reality: When the thunder breaks the sky: 218. It seems that I am a bit mentally ill
too frightening.
Too dangerous.
Even if you know that the person on the other side is a bad guy, even if you know that there is a cliff in front of you, you will rush up without hesitation, and even still feel warm when falling, because you are helping the one you love.
Even Jiang Cheng himself could only promise to try his best not to turn himself into a pit and not to accidentally strangle Wei Erwei to death one day.
Every word and action will be taken seriously, and any hobbies that are occasionally revealed will be studied by girls, and they are even willing to turn themselves into a perverted alphabet circle.
Even if she wanted stars, Weiwei would find a way to pick them. No matter how inappropriate or inappropriate the request was, it would be met unconditionally, with all her might and no matter how much it cost.
This kind of personality... I can only say that fortunately Weili is a top genius who can do most things in the world. Even if she is really seriously injured, she can come up with a medical measure that is ahead of her time and revive herself to full health while continuing to satisfy her perverted hobbies.
——Where did it come from?
The problem is that I just saw a little bit accidentally. Just like most ordinary people, I have a pure body and XP as deep as the abyss. At most, I am a little more knowledgeable. How come I am regarded as an enthusiast?
The problem is that I don’t want to hurt the person I love at all, nor do I want to do those perverted things that I have simply seen to my lover.
The result was that no matter how she explained, Weiwei would think that she cared about her and that she was her, so she would rather suppress her hobbies and interests.
Although this was indeed partly the reason, it also made the girl more determined to fulfill her wish, and she even advanced medical-related technology by hundreds of years, saying - no matter what she wanted to do, her body could be restored to its original state in an instant no matter how roughly she tortured it, so please don't treat her gently or roughly.
It is true that even the organs can be re-molded out. A half-dead or even dying person lying in it can be fully restored to normal in two or three minutes.
Without even giving him a chance to explain or refuse, the soldier got down from his seat and handed the specially made adjustment tools to him on his knees. If he didn't accept them, Wei Erwei would keep this posture.
Doesn't this also become exposure play?
Even at home, there may be guests.
For example, a very big snake, a snake with a hard mouth but a soft heart, or a snake with high attack and low defense that will be stunned when seeing this scene.
In the end, she will find her way to satisfy her own hobbies anyway. Weiwei has designed everything from the beginning, and there is no doubt that the so-called medical technology is just a way to make herself better, even if it doesn't, even if it will really cause serious damage.
As long as she thinks it is her hobby, the girl will risk her life without hesitation, even if the reason seems ridiculous.
Perhaps for her, there is nothing ridiculous as long as it is related to herself, and her own will and thoughts are countless times more important than those of gods.
……
"I probably... probably... there's no possibility of me collapsing like that, right?"
The boy recalled his continuous hallucinations about Alicia and Velvet, which started out nearly normal and became increasingly outrageous. These scenes could occur whenever he was walking on the street or sleeping at night.
what……
Already a little scared.
If she is really so autistic, then she will have no hope of living. Whether she is autistic or rescued, she will be in the same state, unless there is a complete and normal Alicia, not any of the states before and after her resurrection that she encountered in the simulation.
In the true sense, she is as flawless and beautiful as a flower. She grows into a pure and beautiful flower under the watering of kindness and love, and blooms with her own fragrance. Alicia is willing to spend all her time trying to find ways to help herself.
Alicia is dead, and her death is very complete. She has merged into the Sea of Origin and the river water has flowed back into the sea.
Even if Velvet, the Hero of the Spiral who was still alive 50,000 years ago, traveled around the world, she would not be lucky enough to meet someone who could save her.
Not to mention the most top-notch savior like that fairy, even an ordinary person like herself, Spiral Velvet, had never encountered one, not even once, until she completely gave up on self-division.
The world is so big. Everyone is busy and has their own life. Most people’s world is just a tunnel that can only move forward. The wilderness is just a privilege owned by a very small number of people.
Even though it seems that all we need to do is start to play badly so that we can live a less tiring life, the education we have received so far has made playing badly a wrong thing.
It is so difficult to find someone in this busy world who is willing to stop and help someone who is also willing to stop and squat where he is.
For Wei Liwei, even someone like herself who has actually accomplished nothing, has almost no talent or special qualities, and is ordinary from any perspective, will fall for her if she just provides a little care and offers the kindness that will most likely be there whenever someone comes to chat, and will reply to the messages left as long as they see them.
Just being a little more patient and treating someone a little more gently, how can it be worthy of the free food and everything that you get?
……
Maybe... we can look forward to Raiden Mei.
It's not just the expectation that the other person can help you.
There is a possibility, at least a slight possibility, that the long time in the simulation can be countered by the superposition of emotions.
It's all memory in essence. The reason why the problem occurs is just like playing a game and suddenly opening a second file.
The idea of the game you are playing is bound to be affected by the second game. If the second game takes too long, you may even forget all the details of the first game.
In this case, if you finish the second game and go back to the first game, conflicts and problems will naturally arise. In essence, it is equivalent to suddenly inserting an event that is almost unrelated to the previous one into a continuous series of events.
If the memories gained in reality are sweeter, happier, and more shocking, to the point where they cannot even be erased or damaged by time, then it's fine to suppress the emotions generated in the simulation.
……
Don't think so much anymore.
Now is not the time to think too much.
I clearly have important things to do today, and I don't want to make friends with a bunch of dying people like I did before, so I'm just sitting around doing nothing.
It would be bad if I couldn't make it to my date with Mei Raiden today. It would be really shameless to make the girl wait at this time.
Is it true that Velvi and Alicia behind her are too indulgent to herself?
They all unconsciously tend to support disabled people.
It's almost as if there was a communication plan.
I subconsciously lost my sense of time, and I almost forgot some of the time planning I might have had, such as going to bed early and getting up early in the morning, and arriving on time for agreed things.
These things are the basic necessities for everyone to live. Anyone who can forget and ignore even this common sense can only be a complete useless person.
Although I felt inexplicably that the way Velvi and Alicia treated me was somewhat familiar, there was an inexplicable feeling that they seemed to be exactly the same.
Especially the whole person getting off the seat, this kind of thing should not be something that only a few works have, something that only unlucky people or perverts know.
"Why are you having nightmares again?"
"Hasn't all regrets been satisfied?"
"Now I really don't have much obsession left. Why did I still see Alicia and Weierwei last night? What I saw was even getting more and more outrageous. It seemed that they even wanted to come looking for me after the fight."
Jiang Cheng tried his best to piece together the remaining fragments of his dream from last night, and his fingers unconsciously covered his head - there was no pain, but the chaotic thoughts and nonsensical information and images that existed here at this moment were more difficult to deal with than the pain.
At least the pain can be relieved, just like most of the time, except for some terminal illnesses, psychological problems are often more difficult to deal with than physical problems.
For physical illness, you just need to find the cause and then perform surgery. The worst case scenario is that you will need to take a lot of medicine or the surgery will be more difficult.
From a psychological perspective, if past regrets or holes cannot be made up for, then the so-called medicine is nothing more than making the sick person more harmless, or at least look more like a normal person, so that others can feel at ease.
Weight gain, decreased intelligence, drowsiness... these are the side effects of those drugs, and if taken for a long time, they may be more painful than the disease itself.
……
"That one simulation lasted for so many years. Is it really that important? So important that I'm still fantasizing about it even half a month after the simulation ended?"
I couldn’t understand it, or I was a little afraid to understand it for the first time.
It's not because of the emotional conflict with Alicia or Velvet that he is afraid, but because he is fundamentally afraid of the side effects of simulation.
If each simulation has such a big impact, will we need to buffer a lot of time after each simulation?
If there is no buffer and you simulate many times in one breath, will you be unable to correctly recognize yourself due to excessive information and the superposition of multiple lives, or will you directly fall into autism due to a large number of regrets?
If every simulation is of the previous civilization, then no matter how hard you try, you will not be able to overcome the collapse, and all you will be greeted with in the end is despair.
If you have seen too many disasters and experienced too many life and death separations, no one can give an answer as to whether you will become autistic.
If she became like Velvet, she would be equally lucky... at least relatively lucky, unlike the one in the original plot who had split herself into pieces and fell into a deep sleep, which could almost be called a spiral of death.
If you really meet another "self" who can provide salvation and save yourself from the autistic state, then everything in your life will depend solely on the state of one person. Can this really be called healthy?
Do not……
That would only be a path of self-destruction.
Jiang Cheng shook his head without hesitation, and his drooping eyebrows gave the answer in the first instant. This was the result of personal experience over several years or even decades, from clear memories, and even memories that could be retained in the body.
This is not just an isolated case, because even the resurrected Alicia can be included in this, as a completely autistic fairy who needs to be saved.
I'm afraid that in this world, except for professionals... perhaps most professionals don't know as much as I do about autism.
Especially salvation.
Especially the connection.
Especially the feeling of being captured by gravity.
The meaning of life, the value of life, even life itself, everything above life exists only for one person.
If there is even the slightest possibility of another solution, falling into this state can be called the most tragic and humiliating.
What's more, this is a burden for both parties. If I weren't for the fact that I am also a lazy person with almost no ideals, no plans, no obsessions, and no things to accomplish.
Any normal person who has his own plans would not be able to accept being held back by others and being captured by infinite gravity for eternity.
Because people are uncertain, ideals and love will change. Who in this world can accept that a certain part of their life becomes certain?
……
"Huh...ha..."
The young man was silent, actively trying to communicate his memory fragments for the first time, breathing that might have lost its meaning, and with his right hand he casually made his hair, which had been blown too much by the wind, messy again.
Not just for simulation, but for self-preservation.
If I only take care of myself with the power I have now, I can actually survive until the end of the Apocalypse. Maybe I can even go to Mars to play the second round.
It is also so that when he is with Mei Raiden, he won't think about others and won't hurt her. Moreover, if he wants to protect the people around him, he must conduct more simulations.
The current strength is still too weak.
Transforming into a Herrscher is a unique way to kill one thousand enemies but injure thirty thousand of your own.
If this trick is really used, the end result will be either the destruction of humanity or his own death. It can only be used to deal with Otto.
It is not worth using this trick against any enemy in this world. Even Kevin is convinced that at least he can find a way to save his life. If he surrenders quickly, he will not lose his position as a cadre in the world.
Only Otto, who would find ways to capture relatives and friends, and even threaten innocent residents nearby if he realized that the other party was a good person, could force the Incarnation of the Herrscher to break his bottom line.
The best way to use nuclear bombs is to deter others, because even those who clamor to use them are actually afraid of the price they will have to pay.
The simulation cannot be stopped, so we must find a way to alleviate the possible psychological factors, at least not to become Wei Wei, and not to reach the desperate level of gravity of my former lover.
This is not an exaggeration, it literally means that I can only be with Weiwei, and even the slightest distance away will cause a tsunami.
You must have an absolute understanding of the other party, know the deeper meaning behind every seemingly strange behavior, and understand the other party's somewhat strange behavior.
Knowing that the other party is avoiding you not because she hates you, but simply because of her inferiority complex, you should take the initiative to approach her and give her warmth when the time is right.
When you notice that you are feeling strange, find a way to resolve it rather than letting the emotions pile up. Don't be too lax in your daily life.
You cannot misunderstand the other person's emotions as something else. Any slight mistake, any inappropriate temper, may cause the girl to die suddenly and silently like a fragile flower.
With the inhuman talent that Weiwei possesses, a person can live very well, and the only thing he will ask for from the outside world is affection and love.
Even if one can bear the heavy burden of love and give one's whole heart, one will still be limited by the inequality in talent between the two parties, which can almost be said to be a difference between the two species. This is enough to awaken dissatisfaction in anyone with a little jealousy in their heart, because Versailles is everywhere in life.
There are often girls who do things that they think are easy, and it is really easy for a complete spiral.
The difficulty for her might be just raising her right hand, or picking up a stone from the ground, and tearing an ordinary A4 paper in half.
But in the eyes of ordinary people, the task that they tried their best and could not affect Fenhao was accomplished by others, and the person who accomplished it was just like taking a step forward, climbing a small hill, and lifting up his right leg in the simplest way in the world.
No matter what, it is impossible to get even a little bit closer, no matter what, it is impossible to glimpse the limit of Weiwei's talent. The huge sense of gap is probably enough to make anyone with a little backbone collapse mentally.
Anyone who has a little bit of jealousy will be angry and feel jealous, and anyone who has a little bit of backbone will feel the pain as if their bones have been pulled out.
One needs qualifications to be a gigolo. At least one has to know that he is a gigolo, be content with it and not feel ashamed of it.
Know yourself, know what you can do and what you really want to do, so that you can make two-way contributions, exchange your love for the girl's love, and exchange your incompetence for the girl's best efforts to help.
It doesn’t matter if my talent is exploited or I am treated as a plaything, as long as my need for love is met and as long as I can be saved from the darkness.
……
Self-inflicted? .jpg
Reality: When the thunder breaks the sky: 218. It seems that I am a bit mentally ill
too frightening.
Too dangerous.
Even if you know that the person on the other side is a bad guy, even if you know that there is a cliff in front of you, you will rush up without hesitation, and even still feel warm when falling, because you are helping the one you love.
Even Jiang Cheng himself could only promise to try his best not to turn himself into a pit and not to accidentally strangle Wei Erwei to death one day.
Every word and action will be taken seriously, and any hobbies that are occasionally revealed will be studied by girls, and they are even willing to turn themselves into a perverted alphabet circle.
Even if she wanted stars, Weiwei would find a way to pick them. No matter how inappropriate or inappropriate the request was, it would be met unconditionally, with all her might and no matter how much it cost.
This kind of personality... I can only say that fortunately Weili is a top genius who can do most things in the world. Even if she is really seriously injured, she can come up with a medical measure that is ahead of her time and revive herself to full health while continuing to satisfy her perverted hobbies.
——Where did it come from?
The problem is that I just saw a little bit accidentally. Just like most ordinary people, I have a pure body and XP as deep as the abyss. At most, I am a little more knowledgeable. How come I am regarded as an enthusiast?
The problem is that I don’t want to hurt the person I love at all, nor do I want to do those perverted things that I have simply seen to my lover.
The result was that no matter how she explained, Weiwei would think that she cared about her and that she was her, so she would rather suppress her hobbies and interests.
Although this was indeed partly the reason, it also made the girl more determined to fulfill her wish, and she even advanced medical-related technology by hundreds of years, saying - no matter what she wanted to do, her body could be restored to its original state in an instant no matter how roughly she tortured it, so please don't treat her gently or roughly.
It is true that even the organs can be re-molded out. A half-dead or even dying person lying in it can be fully restored to normal in two or three minutes.
Without even giving him a chance to explain or refuse, the soldier got down from his seat and handed the specially made adjustment tools to him on his knees. If he didn't accept them, Wei Erwei would keep this posture.
Doesn't this also become exposure play?
Even at home, there may be guests.
For example, a very big snake, a snake with a hard mouth but a soft heart, or a snake with high attack and low defense that will be stunned when seeing this scene.
In the end, she will find her way to satisfy her own hobbies anyway. Weiwei has designed everything from the beginning, and there is no doubt that the so-called medical technology is just a way to make herself better, even if it doesn't, even if it will really cause serious damage.
As long as she thinks it is her hobby, the girl will risk her life without hesitation, even if the reason seems ridiculous.
Perhaps for her, there is nothing ridiculous as long as it is related to herself, and her own will and thoughts are countless times more important than those of gods.
……
"I probably... probably... there's no possibility of me collapsing like that, right?"
The boy recalled his continuous hallucinations about Alicia and Velvet, which started out nearly normal and became increasingly outrageous. These scenes could occur whenever he was walking on the street or sleeping at night.
what……
Already a little scared.
If she is really so autistic, then she will have no hope of living. Whether she is autistic or rescued, she will be in the same state, unless there is a complete and normal Alicia, not any of the states before and after her resurrection that she encountered in the simulation.
In the true sense, she is as flawless and beautiful as a flower. She grows into a pure and beautiful flower under the watering of kindness and love, and blooms with her own fragrance. Alicia is willing to spend all her time trying to find ways to help herself.
Alicia is dead, and her death is very complete. She has merged into the Sea of Origin and the river water has flowed back into the sea.
Even if Velvet, the Hero of the Spiral who was still alive 50,000 years ago, traveled around the world, she would not be lucky enough to meet someone who could save her.
Not to mention the most top-notch savior like that fairy, even an ordinary person like herself, Spiral Velvet, had never encountered one, not even once, until she completely gave up on self-division.
The world is so big. Everyone is busy and has their own life. Most people’s world is just a tunnel that can only move forward. The wilderness is just a privilege owned by a very small number of people.
Even though it seems that all we need to do is start to play badly so that we can live a less tiring life, the education we have received so far has made playing badly a wrong thing.
It is so difficult to find someone in this busy world who is willing to stop and help someone who is also willing to stop and squat where he is.
For Wei Liwei, even someone like herself who has actually accomplished nothing, has almost no talent or special qualities, and is ordinary from any perspective, will fall for her if she just provides a little care and offers the kindness that will most likely be there whenever someone comes to chat, and will reply to the messages left as long as they see them.
Just being a little more patient and treating someone a little more gently, how can it be worthy of the free food and everything that you get?
……
Maybe... we can look forward to Raiden Mei.
It's not just the expectation that the other person can help you.
There is a possibility, at least a slight possibility, that the long time in the simulation can be countered by the superposition of emotions.
It's all memory in essence. The reason why the problem occurs is just like playing a game and suddenly opening a second file.
The idea of the game you are playing is bound to be affected by the second game. If the second game takes too long, you may even forget all the details of the first game.
In this case, if you finish the second game and go back to the first game, conflicts and problems will naturally arise. In essence, it is equivalent to suddenly inserting an event that is almost unrelated to the previous one into a continuous series of events.
If the memories gained in reality are sweeter, happier, and more shocking, to the point where they cannot even be erased or damaged by time, then it's fine to suppress the emotions generated in the simulation.
……
Don't think so much anymore.
Now is not the time to think too much.
I clearly have important things to do today, and I don't want to make friends with a bunch of dying people like I did before, so I'm just sitting around doing nothing.
It would be bad if I couldn't make it to my date with Mei Raiden today. It would be really shameless to make the girl wait at this time.
Is it true that Velvi and Alicia behind her are too indulgent to herself?
They all unconsciously tend to support disabled people.
It's almost as if there was a communication plan.
I subconsciously lost my sense of time, and I almost forgot some of the time planning I might have had, such as going to bed early and getting up early in the morning, and arriving on time for agreed things.
These things are the basic necessities for everyone to live. Anyone who can forget and ignore even this common sense can only be a complete useless person.
Although I felt inexplicably that the way Velvi and Alicia treated me was somewhat familiar, there was an inexplicable feeling that they seemed to be exactly the same.
Especially the whole person getting off the seat, this kind of thing should not be something that only a few works have, something that only unlucky people or perverts know.