"You are fighting a lost battle; give up. Actually, I know what you feel for me, but I can't guarantee you don't have a messed-up feeling: love and lust. Anyway, (whether you have developed your emotional quotient to that end) there is still no difference. However, there is someone that does love you—give that person your heart and time. I am not qualified to be by your side, and neither are you." I said to him clearly. At this point, I can see his temperament change, I can see his heart beating rapidly, and I can see him miserable.
"Then permit me to protect and die for you if necessary; there is no reward—I want nothing." He was not going to give up, and I was already tired and speechless. This guy should try the burning oven if he wanted, but I will never love him; not now, not ever.
"Suit yourself, then." Saying that—I saw him as excited as a playing child. Qing Yuan saw the whole episode; she was more determined to make me disappear, but I didn't care about her hostility. When I was ready, I would bury her myself if she did not behave.
Inside my room, I opened the letter and saw the content. 'there will be an inspection on Wuxing town by the last day of this month. The inspector is Yunxu Biming. Remember, other than the inspection period, the town's heads forbid people other than the hunters guarding it. The SSS hunter guarding Wuxing is Huizhong Hong. You must make your move during this period, or wait till the next inspection, which I don't know when. During this period, people traded goods and services; use the process as camouflage.' there was much valuable information. I absorbed them carefully and thought about the possibility of false information. Or Chueng Fu not being trusted again after our fight. In fact, the upper echelon of hunters might not trust people below, which might be more reasonable. But even so, I must go there to see. This period was the only period to behold my dear friend, and I didn't want to miss it. For a very long time, I had practiced in my mental world. At least, I am not the same as when I fought Cheung Fu—no, I am better.
After some thought, I opened my door and headed towards the inner court of the building. I changed several directions before getting to the designated place that I needed. In front of the heart-breaking mahogany door stood someone—Ching Yanay. She had her usual harmless and plain face. 'This guy, does she not rest?' I wondered. Anyway, I did not want to care. If she didn't give me trouble—then I won't care about her.
"Miss Jun." she greeted me respectfully, albeit cautiously.
"Miss Ching." I nodded gently as a response.
"I want to see lady Chang." I respectfully demanded.
But before Ching Yanay could respond, there was a dissatisfied grunt. It came through the mahogany door. "I have said not to be too courteous with me, sister Jun Mey." The door opened, availing a charming teenager with a brilliant smile. This person had no worldly problem that was bothering her. At this moment, Ching Yanay gave way to make her more comfortable. As she came out, her brilliant eyes shone with a smile as she threw herself to me. This feeling, I was still getting used to it. Over the short period spent here, Chang Jiao had become bolder in robbing skin with me. Well, that was her temperament. Or maybe because she admired me so much or because she felt great that way. Of course, such a relationship did not exist between her and her bodyguard. It might also be because that lady was stiff and had difficulty adapting.
Finding it difficult and uncomfortable—not daring to get used to this treatment, lest it became my weakness. I finally, with struggle, wrapped my hands around Chang Jiao's waist. This way, I directly felt her gentle aura, her body fragrant, and her heartbeat. Meanwhile, Ching Yanay was beside us but pretended to be a ghost, not seeing anything.
"Come in, big sister." Chang Jiao dragged me in despite the gaze of Ching Yanay. Anyway, she didn't care at all. This situation also made me think deep. Did she desire an elder sister so much? Inside her room was the usual: various painted art, calligraphy piece, and artistic designs.
"Big sister, come appraise my art. It's great that you remembered to visit me today. I have been meaning to come to you but dad won't let me disturb your practice." She was simply happy and engaging.
"You know I don't understand the key things in art. I'm afraid I can't give a satisfactory appraisal." I said with reluctance and avoidance. However, this girl was still cheerily smiling in front of me. This situation made me weak, then I gave in and said all the rubbish I could think of with my broken brain.
After I've done everything, I could finally state my business. "Chang Jiao, I need your help. There is a place I would likely go to in the future. So, there is something I would like you to do for me." With that, I started to explain. It was a simple matter for an artist. After all, she did not need extra effort to understand me.
"When would you need it?" she asked.
"Soonest!" I replied just simply.
"You have to call me little sis and treat me as such. And then, you must come back safe and unharmed. You have to promise." She said seriously.
'Doesn't this girl understand that I don't want to be too attached to people and this place? This reason was simple: I can leave with a piece of mind to be with Chi An.' This thought pecked me awake. Then I nodded in agreement (although I struggled in my mind).
"That reminds me, Chang…Junior sister, where can I find Jin Feng?" I asked.
Chang Jiao saw me struggle to adapt; she nodded with approval and was spirited. She effortlessly held my hand and smiled with satisfaction.
"I will take you there," she said confidently; she led the way out of her door.. Just as we came out, Ching Yanay followed robotically.
"Then permit me to protect and die for you if necessary; there is no reward—I want nothing." He was not going to give up, and I was already tired and speechless. This guy should try the burning oven if he wanted, but I will never love him; not now, not ever.
"Suit yourself, then." Saying that—I saw him as excited as a playing child. Qing Yuan saw the whole episode; she was more determined to make me disappear, but I didn't care about her hostility. When I was ready, I would bury her myself if she did not behave.
Inside my room, I opened the letter and saw the content. 'there will be an inspection on Wuxing town by the last day of this month. The inspector is Yunxu Biming. Remember, other than the inspection period, the town's heads forbid people other than the hunters guarding it. The SSS hunter guarding Wuxing is Huizhong Hong. You must make your move during this period, or wait till the next inspection, which I don't know when. During this period, people traded goods and services; use the process as camouflage.' there was much valuable information. I absorbed them carefully and thought about the possibility of false information. Or Chueng Fu not being trusted again after our fight. In fact, the upper echelon of hunters might not trust people below, which might be more reasonable. But even so, I must go there to see. This period was the only period to behold my dear friend, and I didn't want to miss it. For a very long time, I had practiced in my mental world. At least, I am not the same as when I fought Cheung Fu—no, I am better.
After some thought, I opened my door and headed towards the inner court of the building. I changed several directions before getting to the designated place that I needed. In front of the heart-breaking mahogany door stood someone—Ching Yanay. She had her usual harmless and plain face. 'This guy, does she not rest?' I wondered. Anyway, I did not want to care. If she didn't give me trouble—then I won't care about her.
"Miss Jun." she greeted me respectfully, albeit cautiously.
"Miss Ching." I nodded gently as a response.
"I want to see lady Chang." I respectfully demanded.
But before Ching Yanay could respond, there was a dissatisfied grunt. It came through the mahogany door. "I have said not to be too courteous with me, sister Jun Mey." The door opened, availing a charming teenager with a brilliant smile. This person had no worldly problem that was bothering her. At this moment, Ching Yanay gave way to make her more comfortable. As she came out, her brilliant eyes shone with a smile as she threw herself to me. This feeling, I was still getting used to it. Over the short period spent here, Chang Jiao had become bolder in robbing skin with me. Well, that was her temperament. Or maybe because she admired me so much or because she felt great that way. Of course, such a relationship did not exist between her and her bodyguard. It might also be because that lady was stiff and had difficulty adapting.
Finding it difficult and uncomfortable—not daring to get used to this treatment, lest it became my weakness. I finally, with struggle, wrapped my hands around Chang Jiao's waist. This way, I directly felt her gentle aura, her body fragrant, and her heartbeat. Meanwhile, Ching Yanay was beside us but pretended to be a ghost, not seeing anything.
"Come in, big sister." Chang Jiao dragged me in despite the gaze of Ching Yanay. Anyway, she didn't care at all. This situation also made me think deep. Did she desire an elder sister so much? Inside her room was the usual: various painted art, calligraphy piece, and artistic designs.
"Big sister, come appraise my art. It's great that you remembered to visit me today. I have been meaning to come to you but dad won't let me disturb your practice." She was simply happy and engaging.
"You know I don't understand the key things in art. I'm afraid I can't give a satisfactory appraisal." I said with reluctance and avoidance. However, this girl was still cheerily smiling in front of me. This situation made me weak, then I gave in and said all the rubbish I could think of with my broken brain.
After I've done everything, I could finally state my business. "Chang Jiao, I need your help. There is a place I would likely go to in the future. So, there is something I would like you to do for me." With that, I started to explain. It was a simple matter for an artist. After all, she did not need extra effort to understand me.
"When would you need it?" she asked.
"Soonest!" I replied just simply.
"You have to call me little sis and treat me as such. And then, you must come back safe and unharmed. You have to promise." She said seriously.
'Doesn't this girl understand that I don't want to be too attached to people and this place? This reason was simple: I can leave with a piece of mind to be with Chi An.' This thought pecked me awake. Then I nodded in agreement (although I struggled in my mind).
"That reminds me, Chang…Junior sister, where can I find Jin Feng?" I asked.
Chang Jiao saw me struggle to adapt; she nodded with approval and was spirited. She effortlessly held my hand and smiled with satisfaction.
"I will take you there," she said confidently; she led the way out of her door.. Just as we came out, Ching Yanay followed robotically.
