Chapter 238 One String and One Pillar of Reminiscence
That year, Jinse brought her qin.
I went to the sea of flowers with her, and she said that she wanted to play the piano when she saw the sea of flowers last year. "I have learned a lot of songs, high mountains and flowing water, sunny spring and white snow, drunk fish singing late, all are beautiful scenery."
She caressed the piano with her fingers, and when she pressed them together, she made a long sound, "But I've never seen it before." She lowered her head and smiled, and looked at me, "My house is quite big, but No matter how big the steps are, you can walk from east to west with 180 or [-] steps. Look how nice it is here.”
She looked at Huahai stretching her arms, "If you want to go, you can go on forever, and you will never reach the end."
"The south is the sea." I said.
Jinse chuckled, and gave me a contemptuous look, "It's a sight to behold, that's what I mean. Brother Minfeng has seen the sea?"
"No, I rarely leave Mifeng Mountain."
"I'd like to see it if I have the chance." She put her hand on the piano again, and slid out a series of tunes, covering up the words behind spoke softly, but I could still hear her.
She said there would be no chance.
It was a very regretful remark, but her tone was not her identity nor her body will give her a all, the sea is so far away that even I have never been there.
Jiang Xiyuan said that I was boring, "What do you say you do every day? Come to the flower shop, Min Feng, I won't charge you for tea and wine."
He weighed the fan in his palm, "Even if you listen to the music, the girls' piano skills are all first-class." He shook his head intoxicated, "You have to appreciate the beauty of beautiful women, good wine and good music. experience."
How does he know that I haven't experienced it?
In the sea of flowers that year, Jinse played a piece of music on the south slope, which was quieter than the sound of ice water dripping down the mountain stream, more mellow than the sound of morning birds chirping in the pine forest, and softer than the sound of the breeze blowing through the sea of flowers. Be gentle.
Later, Jiang Xiyuan fell in love with a girl, so in his eyes, no girl in this world could be called a same goes for me, I have listened to that song by Jinse, and the songs in this world are not called songs anymore, they can only be called sounds.
That day I watched her play the piano seriously and listened to the tones slowly flowing out of her , to this day I can still remember the movement of her slender fingers twisting on the piano, and I can even play this piece on the piano from memory, although I don't know any technique.
"What song is this?" I asked Jinse after she finished playing.
She laughed, "I don't know, I just played it at will. How about...call it 'The Sea of Flowers on Minfeng Mountain'? Or call it 'Jinse played a piece for Brother Minfeng'?"
She laughed more and more, "I can't play it again, I don't remember. But I think it sounds good." She put the piano aside and stood up, "When you play the piano at home, you need to burn incense, but you can't play it again. How can a good fragrance compare to this sea of flowers!"
I watched her walk into the flowers and startled a few butterflies. She reached out to fish but found stood up, pinched a butterfly in mid-air, and placed it in her hand.
She stretched out her hand but didn't hold it, just said how beautiful it was, and the butterfly flew away wanted to grab another one for her, but she grabbed it, "It's better to fly."
This is her third year here.
I used to naively think that she is like a bud on a tree, a leaf in the grass, and she will appear in Mifeng Mountain every dainty figure of light yellow, with my whole year's expectation, melts my winter's waiting.
But she did not come in the spring of 13 in Jingde.
I waited until the branches were covered with leaves, the sea of flowers bloomed on the southern slope, and the ice and snow melted into a stream, but she still didn't after day, I looked down the mountain from that rock and saw the sky full of stars.
The senior brother said narrowly: "Min Feng, where are you waiting for Miss Xiao? Have you fallen in love with her?"
It dawned on environment I used to live in was too simple, which caused me to mature too was only when I understood what liking meant that I realized that I already belonged.
That kind of joy, that kind of anticipation, that kind of waiting, finally has a word to sum it was happy about this, so I logically dug up another word called mutual affection.
That is my new I said to Master, I want to go down the mountain.
"That's right, you should go outside and have a look." Master nodded after listening to fact, it is enough to stop here, but I was very stupid at that time.
I said, "I'm going to find Miss Xiao."
Master looked at me a few times and felt that I was baffled, "Why are you looking for her?"
"Because she didn't come."
"Oh." The master nodded again and continued to cook his tea, "She won't come here from now on."
"Oh." I also nodded, "Then I'll go."
Master grabbed me again and beat me the master beats people, he always mutters words, that is, he beats and scolds at the same is how I found out about Jinse's identity last time. This time, I know that she is going to get married.
"Min Feng, did I name it wrong? You are really crazy." Master said was blessed in my heart, and said sincerely: "Then I won't look for her, I'm going down the mountain."
Master locked me up, but I felt that I had fulfilled my obligation to inform, so I packed my bags and left Minfeng that time, the sun was dim, and I looked back from the foot of the mountain, and Master was standing on that rock.
But he didn't chase him down, so I left with peace of mind.
Me that year.
I have to find she may not know that I like her, so she will may also be that she doesn't like me after she finds out, and she will still for me, at least I have no regrets.
The distance from Minfeng Mountain to Xijing is not very far, but I may have taken a detour at that time, because the time to return to Minfeng Mountain will always arrive at that time, I thought that what I was walking was the way Jinse walked.
I went all the way to Xijing and met many women along the are also different from those village women, but they are even more different from have seen many people wearing light yellow dresses, but I don't even need to look to know that it is not Jinse.
I personally call her 'my Jinse'.The teeth were closed gently, and her name was pronounced, and the corners of the lips would be bent when she said it, as if she was I'm actually laughing.
After entering Xijing, I searched all the houses with the signboard of "Xiao's Mansion", and later I found out that Jinse's home was not called Xiao's Mansion, but Guogong's Mansion.
I knocked on the door of the Duke's Mansion and said I wanted to find man called the girl's boudoir name when he came to the door, and wanted to see her carelessly, but he could only be thrown out.
The courtyard wall of this house is very high, but no matter how high it is, it cannot be higher than Minxia I went up to the roof.
It was late summer was sitting on the roof of the Duke's Mansion, looking at the room where Jinse lived, watching the window paper was warm yellow by the candlelight, and there was her shadow on it, which was very faint.
Many years later, I sat on the roof and saw another girl. It was only my task, but she reminded me of Jinse, and I remembered that midsummer night.
Jinse was playing the piano that night, and I sat on the roof and she played was the song by the seaside of flowers, the song 'Jinse played for Brother Min Feng'.She said she didn't remember, but she hadn't at all.
I understood what this meant without a teacher, and my heart was like a sea of flowers blooming, and every blossom was full of didn't jump off the roof until I heard that she put away the piano, turned off the lights, and the yard was quiet. Then I jumped off the roof and pushed open the door of Jinse's was still asleep at that time, so she asked cautiously who it was.
"Min Feng." I answered her.
"Who?" She asked again, not as if she didn't hear clearly, but as if she couldn't believe stood at the door without approaching, and said clearly again: "Min Feng."
Soon, the curtain was sat on the edge of the bed with her clothes on, looked at me carefully, and asked softly, "Brother Minfeng?"
"Well, it's me." I saw that she could see clearly, so I felt relieved, as if I had practiced countless times, I closed my teeth lightly, and smiled and called her name: "Jinse."
"Is it really you? Why did you come to Xijing?"
"Looking for you. I have something to say." I said.
"What?" Jinse asked me while getting dressed, put on her shoes and walked out.
"I like you."
Jinse froze for a moment, opened her big eyes, and tried hard to look at me standing in the dark, "What?" She asked me again.
"I like you." I she cried.
There is a word called liking, there is a word called mutual affection, and there is a word called helplessness.
After a long time, I slowly discovered that the first two words are very rare, but the last word is everywhere.
Empress Xiao's influence in the palace is getting weaker and weaker, even though she is a queen, even though her son is already a she has no favor, and the prince's qualifications are very mediocre, which makes her and her family emperor has many women and many sons, and there is no one who cannot be replaced.
Therefore, the Xiao family needs a heavy insurance, and they need someone to help the queen in the palace. In other words, there must be someone in the Xiao family who is in front of the emperor, no matter who it the Xiao family who can enter the palace at the right age, and who is also beautiful, only Jinse is the only one.
This was something I couldn't understand at the time. Although I saw it too much in the days to come, I still couldn't let go of saw those women living in the lonely deep palace, every one of them seemed to have the shadow of Jinse, trapped in a cage for the sake of the family, no matter how prosperous they were, they were lonely.
There are exceptions, such as the current queen, Jiang Xiyuan's younger is here for her love.
And love is often an exception in this world, driving people to do things they didn't want to do, and even enjoy it.
Jiang Xiyuan, who is the most indulgent, left his hometown for love, but he was so happy that he couldn't close his mouth; I also left Mifeng Mountain for love, but I was not as lucky as him.
Although I used to think I was lucky.
(End of this chapter)
That year, Jinse brought her qin.
I went to the sea of flowers with her, and she said that she wanted to play the piano when she saw the sea of flowers last year. "I have learned a lot of songs, high mountains and flowing water, sunny spring and white snow, drunk fish singing late, all are beautiful scenery."
She caressed the piano with her fingers, and when she pressed them together, she made a long sound, "But I've never seen it before." She lowered her head and smiled, and looked at me, "My house is quite big, but No matter how big the steps are, you can walk from east to west with 180 or [-] steps. Look how nice it is here.”
She looked at Huahai stretching her arms, "If you want to go, you can go on forever, and you will never reach the end."
"The south is the sea." I said.
Jinse chuckled, and gave me a contemptuous look, "It's a sight to behold, that's what I mean. Brother Minfeng has seen the sea?"
"No, I rarely leave Mifeng Mountain."
"I'd like to see it if I have the chance." She put her hand on the piano again, and slid out a series of tunes, covering up the words behind spoke softly, but I could still hear her.
She said there would be no chance.
It was a very regretful remark, but her tone was not her identity nor her body will give her a all, the sea is so far away that even I have never been there.
Jiang Xiyuan said that I was boring, "What do you say you do every day? Come to the flower shop, Min Feng, I won't charge you for tea and wine."
He weighed the fan in his palm, "Even if you listen to the music, the girls' piano skills are all first-class." He shook his head intoxicated, "You have to appreciate the beauty of beautiful women, good wine and good music. experience."
How does he know that I haven't experienced it?
In the sea of flowers that year, Jinse played a piece of music on the south slope, which was quieter than the sound of ice water dripping down the mountain stream, more mellow than the sound of morning birds chirping in the pine forest, and softer than the sound of the breeze blowing through the sea of flowers. Be gentle.
Later, Jiang Xiyuan fell in love with a girl, so in his eyes, no girl in this world could be called a same goes for me, I have listened to that song by Jinse, and the songs in this world are not called songs anymore, they can only be called sounds.
That day I watched her play the piano seriously and listened to the tones slowly flowing out of her , to this day I can still remember the movement of her slender fingers twisting on the piano, and I can even play this piece on the piano from memory, although I don't know any technique.
"What song is this?" I asked Jinse after she finished playing.
She laughed, "I don't know, I just played it at will. How about...call it 'The Sea of Flowers on Minfeng Mountain'? Or call it 'Jinse played a piece for Brother Minfeng'?"
She laughed more and more, "I can't play it again, I don't remember. But I think it sounds good." She put the piano aside and stood up, "When you play the piano at home, you need to burn incense, but you can't play it again. How can a good fragrance compare to this sea of flowers!"
I watched her walk into the flowers and startled a few butterflies. She reached out to fish but found stood up, pinched a butterfly in mid-air, and placed it in her hand.
She stretched out her hand but didn't hold it, just said how beautiful it was, and the butterfly flew away wanted to grab another one for her, but she grabbed it, "It's better to fly."
This is her third year here.
I used to naively think that she is like a bud on a tree, a leaf in the grass, and she will appear in Mifeng Mountain every dainty figure of light yellow, with my whole year's expectation, melts my winter's waiting.
But she did not come in the spring of 13 in Jingde.
I waited until the branches were covered with leaves, the sea of flowers bloomed on the southern slope, and the ice and snow melted into a stream, but she still didn't after day, I looked down the mountain from that rock and saw the sky full of stars.
The senior brother said narrowly: "Min Feng, where are you waiting for Miss Xiao? Have you fallen in love with her?"
It dawned on environment I used to live in was too simple, which caused me to mature too was only when I understood what liking meant that I realized that I already belonged.
That kind of joy, that kind of anticipation, that kind of waiting, finally has a word to sum it was happy about this, so I logically dug up another word called mutual affection.
That is my new I said to Master, I want to go down the mountain.
"That's right, you should go outside and have a look." Master nodded after listening to fact, it is enough to stop here, but I was very stupid at that time.
I said, "I'm going to find Miss Xiao."
Master looked at me a few times and felt that I was baffled, "Why are you looking for her?"
"Because she didn't come."
"Oh." The master nodded again and continued to cook his tea, "She won't come here from now on."
"Oh." I also nodded, "Then I'll go."
Master grabbed me again and beat me the master beats people, he always mutters words, that is, he beats and scolds at the same is how I found out about Jinse's identity last time. This time, I know that she is going to get married.
"Min Feng, did I name it wrong? You are really crazy." Master said was blessed in my heart, and said sincerely: "Then I won't look for her, I'm going down the mountain."
Master locked me up, but I felt that I had fulfilled my obligation to inform, so I packed my bags and left Minfeng that time, the sun was dim, and I looked back from the foot of the mountain, and Master was standing on that rock.
But he didn't chase him down, so I left with peace of mind.
Me that year.
I have to find she may not know that I like her, so she will may also be that she doesn't like me after she finds out, and she will still for me, at least I have no regrets.
The distance from Minfeng Mountain to Xijing is not very far, but I may have taken a detour at that time, because the time to return to Minfeng Mountain will always arrive at that time, I thought that what I was walking was the way Jinse walked.
I went all the way to Xijing and met many women along the are also different from those village women, but they are even more different from have seen many people wearing light yellow dresses, but I don't even need to look to know that it is not Jinse.
I personally call her 'my Jinse'.The teeth were closed gently, and her name was pronounced, and the corners of the lips would be bent when she said it, as if she was I'm actually laughing.
After entering Xijing, I searched all the houses with the signboard of "Xiao's Mansion", and later I found out that Jinse's home was not called Xiao's Mansion, but Guogong's Mansion.
I knocked on the door of the Duke's Mansion and said I wanted to find man called the girl's boudoir name when he came to the door, and wanted to see her carelessly, but he could only be thrown out.
The courtyard wall of this house is very high, but no matter how high it is, it cannot be higher than Minxia I went up to the roof.
It was late summer was sitting on the roof of the Duke's Mansion, looking at the room where Jinse lived, watching the window paper was warm yellow by the candlelight, and there was her shadow on it, which was very faint.
Many years later, I sat on the roof and saw another girl. It was only my task, but she reminded me of Jinse, and I remembered that midsummer night.
Jinse was playing the piano that night, and I sat on the roof and she played was the song by the seaside of flowers, the song 'Jinse played for Brother Min Feng'.She said she didn't remember, but she hadn't at all.
I understood what this meant without a teacher, and my heart was like a sea of flowers blooming, and every blossom was full of didn't jump off the roof until I heard that she put away the piano, turned off the lights, and the yard was quiet. Then I jumped off the roof and pushed open the door of Jinse's was still asleep at that time, so she asked cautiously who it was.
"Min Feng." I answered her.
"Who?" She asked again, not as if she didn't hear clearly, but as if she couldn't believe stood at the door without approaching, and said clearly again: "Min Feng."
Soon, the curtain was sat on the edge of the bed with her clothes on, looked at me carefully, and asked softly, "Brother Minfeng?"
"Well, it's me." I saw that she could see clearly, so I felt relieved, as if I had practiced countless times, I closed my teeth lightly, and smiled and called her name: "Jinse."
"Is it really you? Why did you come to Xijing?"
"Looking for you. I have something to say." I said.
"What?" Jinse asked me while getting dressed, put on her shoes and walked out.
"I like you."
Jinse froze for a moment, opened her big eyes, and tried hard to look at me standing in the dark, "What?" She asked me again.
"I like you." I she cried.
There is a word called liking, there is a word called mutual affection, and there is a word called helplessness.
After a long time, I slowly discovered that the first two words are very rare, but the last word is everywhere.
Empress Xiao's influence in the palace is getting weaker and weaker, even though she is a queen, even though her son is already a she has no favor, and the prince's qualifications are very mediocre, which makes her and her family emperor has many women and many sons, and there is no one who cannot be replaced.
Therefore, the Xiao family needs a heavy insurance, and they need someone to help the queen in the palace. In other words, there must be someone in the Xiao family who is in front of the emperor, no matter who it the Xiao family who can enter the palace at the right age, and who is also beautiful, only Jinse is the only one.
This was something I couldn't understand at the time. Although I saw it too much in the days to come, I still couldn't let go of saw those women living in the lonely deep palace, every one of them seemed to have the shadow of Jinse, trapped in a cage for the sake of the family, no matter how prosperous they were, they were lonely.
There are exceptions, such as the current queen, Jiang Xiyuan's younger is here for her love.
And love is often an exception in this world, driving people to do things they didn't want to do, and even enjoy it.
Jiang Xiyuan, who is the most indulgent, left his hometown for love, but he was so happy that he couldn't close his mouth; I also left Mifeng Mountain for love, but I was not as lucky as him.
Although I used to think I was lucky.
(End of this chapter)
