Chapter 240
Emperor Jingde seems to like Jinse very much, maybe this is the reason why I am popular among people in Xijing Jianghu, because she has nothing to ask for.
Her aunt was a little annoyed, she wanted her to help the prince in front of the emperor, but she couldn't do anything, and she was her niece after all, so she couldn't really do anything to her.
Su Zhen quoted Jiang Xiyuan's words to explain Emperor Jingde's love for Jinse, "Men like delicate and submissive women to highlight their masculinity."
But Jiang Xiyuan always slaps himself in the face. When he said this, he must have never imagined that the girl he loved to death in the end had nothing to do with being weak and soft, but she was almost more majestic than him.
I admire that girl very much. She has done things that many women dare not do or even think about.
Su Zhen also likes her, maybe I should use the word 'love'.That girl also has two dimples when she smiles, which always reminds me of Jinse's bright unlike Jinse, she followed her inner choice in entering the palace.
She doesn't have the shackles of a family, but even if she had, things might still be envy her, and I envy her for Jinse.
Jinse never strives for the emperor's favor, because she doesn't , this does not mean that she can stay out of the fights of those women.
I thought that if I was closer to her, I could protect her more, but most things in the palace cannot be solved by kung fu.
In the 17th year of Jingde, a noble concubine in the palace was pregnant, but she had an accidental miscarriage when she was four months was the Lantern Festival, when watching the lanterns, no one saw clearly how she lost her child in a fall, but this incident fell on Jinse's head inexplicably, and then things got bigger and bigger. Jinse is not dead, which means endlessly.
This kind of thing, no matter how good my kung fu is, I can't do anything about it, so that I had the idea of snatching her away.
I know that if she disappears out of thin air, all the people in the first palace of Splendid Beauty Palace will die, and her family will be implicated. Maybe even Su Zhen will be affected after all. After all, I am his bodyguard.
But I just want Jinse to be safe, even if she will blame me, I want her to be doesn't matter if everyone in the world blames me, I just want her to be safe.
In the end, it was Su Zhen who suppressed my irritability.
He asked his mother and concubine to come forward to turn things around, and finally the matter bounced back to Jinse's aunt, the Jingde took away her aunt's power to take care of the harem, put Fengyi Palace under house arrest, and was almost was implicated a little, but she was only confined for three months, and her life was finally safe.
Su Zhen said: "You don't have to take it to heart. Although I invited my concubine mother to come forward, she is not purely for helping Jin Zhaoyi." He looked at me, his eyes were not as clear as when I first met him. At the end of the day, I gradually began to wonder what he was thinking.
"But my mother and concubine did not do this, you have to understand this." He said.
"As long as Jinse is safe. I don't like her aunt."
Su Zhen smiled softly, "Min Feng, you also have times when you are in chaos." After speaking, he said like someone who has experienced it: "The word love is not harmful, why bother."
But one day he finally understood my feelings at that time, and said astringently: "You know it's poison but you have to taste it. Such a stupid thing can only be explained by the word 'love'."
During the three months of Jinse's confinement, her palace servants were very lazy, and no one would suddenly disturb I often go to see her at night, when the palace is quiet, just me and her.
Those were the most comfortable and intimate three months I had with her in many always think of it when I have nothing to do, just like taking out a treasured book, gently stroking away the dust, and carefully opening the pages one by one.
There are few records of the past between me and Jinse in the thin old paper, so few, but there are so many accumulations of smiles and smiles in my heart.
"Three months is too short." Sitting in the small garden of her bedroom, Jinse said with a low smile, "I am afraid that no one in the palace would wish to be grounded for the rest of their lives, except me."
It was early spring, but the night was still a bit cold. She gathered the thin blanket around her body and leaned her head on my wisteria in the garden is just blooming, and the lavender color becomes a little thicker at night.
We looked up at the stars all over the sky, just like when we were in Minfeng can't go back to the age when we first fell in love, but at that time, I still hoped for the future.
I looked at the gently swaying vines and said, "The Fifth Prince will let me take you away."
"He is not the emperor."
"I help him."
She turned her head to look at me, smiled quietly, but said: "I don't want you to do dangerous things, Brother Min Feng, I hope you will be well."
Jinse sighed again, "Brother Min Feng, do you blame me?"
I shook my head, not understanding why she would ask such a question.
"Originally, you could be as tall as the sky and as wide as the sea. If you want to see the mountains, you can see the mountains. If you want to see the sea, you can see the sea. The world is so big..."
"It's not that big." I said, "I'll miss you and come back after I leave."
She laughed twice, and suddenly hugged my neck, "Brother Min Feng, if only I hadn't been to Mifeng Mountain, I've never seen such a big world, and I've never seen you. Min Feng Brother..., it would be even better if you haven't seen me."
"That's not good." I haven't seen her, so who should I think about?
"That's not good..." Jinse murmured, "I don't even know who to think about and what to remember. That's not good."
"There is a future."
"In the future..., I dare not think about the future. I heard you blow grass leaves on the day I entered the palace. I really wanted to jump off the carriage and follow you regardless, but I didn't dare. When I first entered the palace, I really wanted to die. Fortunately, You came."
She cried and said, "I can only think about tomorrow every day. I think that I might see you tomorrow. After tomorrow, after tomorrow, maybe I can see you again."
I held her in my arms, bowed my head and kissed her eyes, "I'm here every day."
"Brother Min Feng, if you take me away in the future, will you take me away?"
"I can."
"No matter what day in the future. I'm getting old, I'm getting ugly, will you take me away?"
"meeting."
She will not become ugly, let alone grow old, she will stay at that age forever.
The oath at that time is now more like a dream, we said it so sincerely, we laughed sincerely when we cried sincerely.
Jinse imagined the future that would never said that she wanted to go to the sea and build a house by the sea. Every morning, she would go to the beach to see how beautiful the sunrise I said was, and she would go to the beach every night to see the moon I mentioned. how bright it is.
She said that she would go to every place I have been to, and I said that I have only been to Minfeng Mountain, Xijing and the said, then walk with me, and go everywhere you can think of until we can't walk anymore.
I said yes.
It seems that such a day is very near, and it will come Jingde's health is not good, I very unkindly hope that he will die early and let my Jinse go.
Jinse's confinement was soon lifted, and it has not been three months returned to those days again, looking at me from afar, and smiling at me silently.
I was her hope that she could endure in the palace at that time, and she was also my hope.
Not long after, Jinse was diagnosed with a happy pulse, and she was pregnant.
Emperor Jingde was overjoyed, promoted her to be Jin Concubine, and sent many palace servants to take care of her. Even her aunt's house arrest was released, and she was asked to take care of Jinse's baby.
Jinse is also very saw her in the Imperial Garden that day. She was still wearing a goose-yellow ruqun, and her belly was slightly bulging. She stood in front of a blooming pansy and looked back to see me.
She was a little plump, she gently stroked her belly with her fingers, and smiled at me. The two pear dimples were as sweet as when I first saw her, but the greenness had faded, and the whole person was glowing differently of brilliance.
Just like I always remember how she looked when she walked into the sea of flowers, Jinse that day was like a painting, in all our memories, what I think about the most is her smile looking back.
I laughed Zhen glanced at me and said nothing.
During those days, I was very afraid that Jinse would lose her child and hurt herself if she accidentally fell like that noble concubine; her.
At that time, Jiang Xiyuan asked Su Zhen why I always looked like a mother-in-law, and Su Zhen said I was Xiyuan laughed out loud, "Is he still going crazy?"
I will.
Since Jinse was diagnosed as pregnant in the spring, I spent the summer tremblingly, and passed through the autumn carefully. It seemed that I was sweating every day for belly got bigger and her body got heavier day by day, but her smile became brighter day by is looking forward to the birth of the baby, and I am also looking forward to it.
But we have not seen him, this child who may be happier than us, happier than us.
Jinse gave birth on a snowy corner of Jinxiu Palace was lit that night, and there were people standing everywhere, as if everyone was more nervous than Jinse.
including stood on the roof opposite Jinse's bedroom, listening to her moaning in pain, and hearing her aunt talking loudly, either encouraging or reprimanding, or instructing Po Wen to let them keep the child no matter what.
Pots of blood came out of the hall, but the child's cries could not be heart suddenly went cold, until the people in the yard suddenly fell silent.
I heard crying, but it wasn't the child' voice of the eunuch's funeral came, but I felt in a trance that it was only the concubine Jin who died, not my Jinse.
Tomorrow, my Jinse will still look back at me with a smile, and call me Brother the sea of flowers, in front of the bushes of pansies in full bloom, there is only snow in front of my eyes.
I want to grab a blade of grass and play a tune that has never been named, like a farewell every time, but there is only cold snow in hand.
The past is gone forever, and the future will never stayed in the snow that covered the sky that day.
Like the winter in Minfeng Mountain, the long and never-ending the sea of flowers that will never open again, freezing the clear stream that will never flow again.
Also, never come back again, my Jinse.
(End of this chapter)
Emperor Jingde seems to like Jinse very much, maybe this is the reason why I am popular among people in Xijing Jianghu, because she has nothing to ask for.
Her aunt was a little annoyed, she wanted her to help the prince in front of the emperor, but she couldn't do anything, and she was her niece after all, so she couldn't really do anything to her.
Su Zhen quoted Jiang Xiyuan's words to explain Emperor Jingde's love for Jinse, "Men like delicate and submissive women to highlight their masculinity."
But Jiang Xiyuan always slaps himself in the face. When he said this, he must have never imagined that the girl he loved to death in the end had nothing to do with being weak and soft, but she was almost more majestic than him.
I admire that girl very much. She has done things that many women dare not do or even think about.
Su Zhen also likes her, maybe I should use the word 'love'.That girl also has two dimples when she smiles, which always reminds me of Jinse's bright unlike Jinse, she followed her inner choice in entering the palace.
She doesn't have the shackles of a family, but even if she had, things might still be envy her, and I envy her for Jinse.
Jinse never strives for the emperor's favor, because she doesn't , this does not mean that she can stay out of the fights of those women.
I thought that if I was closer to her, I could protect her more, but most things in the palace cannot be solved by kung fu.
In the 17th year of Jingde, a noble concubine in the palace was pregnant, but she had an accidental miscarriage when she was four months was the Lantern Festival, when watching the lanterns, no one saw clearly how she lost her child in a fall, but this incident fell on Jinse's head inexplicably, and then things got bigger and bigger. Jinse is not dead, which means endlessly.
This kind of thing, no matter how good my kung fu is, I can't do anything about it, so that I had the idea of snatching her away.
I know that if she disappears out of thin air, all the people in the first palace of Splendid Beauty Palace will die, and her family will be implicated. Maybe even Su Zhen will be affected after all. After all, I am his bodyguard.
But I just want Jinse to be safe, even if she will blame me, I want her to be doesn't matter if everyone in the world blames me, I just want her to be safe.
In the end, it was Su Zhen who suppressed my irritability.
He asked his mother and concubine to come forward to turn things around, and finally the matter bounced back to Jinse's aunt, the Jingde took away her aunt's power to take care of the harem, put Fengyi Palace under house arrest, and was almost was implicated a little, but she was only confined for three months, and her life was finally safe.
Su Zhen said: "You don't have to take it to heart. Although I invited my concubine mother to come forward, she is not purely for helping Jin Zhaoyi." He looked at me, his eyes were not as clear as when I first met him. At the end of the day, I gradually began to wonder what he was thinking.
"But my mother and concubine did not do this, you have to understand this." He said.
"As long as Jinse is safe. I don't like her aunt."
Su Zhen smiled softly, "Min Feng, you also have times when you are in chaos." After speaking, he said like someone who has experienced it: "The word love is not harmful, why bother."
But one day he finally understood my feelings at that time, and said astringently: "You know it's poison but you have to taste it. Such a stupid thing can only be explained by the word 'love'."
During the three months of Jinse's confinement, her palace servants were very lazy, and no one would suddenly disturb I often go to see her at night, when the palace is quiet, just me and her.
Those were the most comfortable and intimate three months I had with her in many always think of it when I have nothing to do, just like taking out a treasured book, gently stroking away the dust, and carefully opening the pages one by one.
There are few records of the past between me and Jinse in the thin old paper, so few, but there are so many accumulations of smiles and smiles in my heart.
"Three months is too short." Sitting in the small garden of her bedroom, Jinse said with a low smile, "I am afraid that no one in the palace would wish to be grounded for the rest of their lives, except me."
It was early spring, but the night was still a bit cold. She gathered the thin blanket around her body and leaned her head on my wisteria in the garden is just blooming, and the lavender color becomes a little thicker at night.
We looked up at the stars all over the sky, just like when we were in Minfeng can't go back to the age when we first fell in love, but at that time, I still hoped for the future.
I looked at the gently swaying vines and said, "The Fifth Prince will let me take you away."
"He is not the emperor."
"I help him."
She turned her head to look at me, smiled quietly, but said: "I don't want you to do dangerous things, Brother Min Feng, I hope you will be well."
Jinse sighed again, "Brother Min Feng, do you blame me?"
I shook my head, not understanding why she would ask such a question.
"Originally, you could be as tall as the sky and as wide as the sea. If you want to see the mountains, you can see the mountains. If you want to see the sea, you can see the sea. The world is so big..."
"It's not that big." I said, "I'll miss you and come back after I leave."
She laughed twice, and suddenly hugged my neck, "Brother Min Feng, if only I hadn't been to Mifeng Mountain, I've never seen such a big world, and I've never seen you. Min Feng Brother..., it would be even better if you haven't seen me."
"That's not good." I haven't seen her, so who should I think about?
"That's not good..." Jinse murmured, "I don't even know who to think about and what to remember. That's not good."
"There is a future."
"In the future..., I dare not think about the future. I heard you blow grass leaves on the day I entered the palace. I really wanted to jump off the carriage and follow you regardless, but I didn't dare. When I first entered the palace, I really wanted to die. Fortunately, You came."
She cried and said, "I can only think about tomorrow every day. I think that I might see you tomorrow. After tomorrow, after tomorrow, maybe I can see you again."
I held her in my arms, bowed my head and kissed her eyes, "I'm here every day."
"Brother Min Feng, if you take me away in the future, will you take me away?"
"I can."
"No matter what day in the future. I'm getting old, I'm getting ugly, will you take me away?"
"meeting."
She will not become ugly, let alone grow old, she will stay at that age forever.
The oath at that time is now more like a dream, we said it so sincerely, we laughed sincerely when we cried sincerely.
Jinse imagined the future that would never said that she wanted to go to the sea and build a house by the sea. Every morning, she would go to the beach to see how beautiful the sunrise I said was, and she would go to the beach every night to see the moon I mentioned. how bright it is.
She said that she would go to every place I have been to, and I said that I have only been to Minfeng Mountain, Xijing and the said, then walk with me, and go everywhere you can think of until we can't walk anymore.
I said yes.
It seems that such a day is very near, and it will come Jingde's health is not good, I very unkindly hope that he will die early and let my Jinse go.
Jinse's confinement was soon lifted, and it has not been three months returned to those days again, looking at me from afar, and smiling at me silently.
I was her hope that she could endure in the palace at that time, and she was also my hope.
Not long after, Jinse was diagnosed with a happy pulse, and she was pregnant.
Emperor Jingde was overjoyed, promoted her to be Jin Concubine, and sent many palace servants to take care of her. Even her aunt's house arrest was released, and she was asked to take care of Jinse's baby.
Jinse is also very saw her in the Imperial Garden that day. She was still wearing a goose-yellow ruqun, and her belly was slightly bulging. She stood in front of a blooming pansy and looked back to see me.
She was a little plump, she gently stroked her belly with her fingers, and smiled at me. The two pear dimples were as sweet as when I first saw her, but the greenness had faded, and the whole person was glowing differently of brilliance.
Just like I always remember how she looked when she walked into the sea of flowers, Jinse that day was like a painting, in all our memories, what I think about the most is her smile looking back.
I laughed Zhen glanced at me and said nothing.
During those days, I was very afraid that Jinse would lose her child and hurt herself if she accidentally fell like that noble concubine; her.
At that time, Jiang Xiyuan asked Su Zhen why I always looked like a mother-in-law, and Su Zhen said I was Xiyuan laughed out loud, "Is he still going crazy?"
I will.
Since Jinse was diagnosed as pregnant in the spring, I spent the summer tremblingly, and passed through the autumn carefully. It seemed that I was sweating every day for belly got bigger and her body got heavier day by day, but her smile became brighter day by is looking forward to the birth of the baby, and I am also looking forward to it.
But we have not seen him, this child who may be happier than us, happier than us.
Jinse gave birth on a snowy corner of Jinxiu Palace was lit that night, and there were people standing everywhere, as if everyone was more nervous than Jinse.
including stood on the roof opposite Jinse's bedroom, listening to her moaning in pain, and hearing her aunt talking loudly, either encouraging or reprimanding, or instructing Po Wen to let them keep the child no matter what.
Pots of blood came out of the hall, but the child's cries could not be heart suddenly went cold, until the people in the yard suddenly fell silent.
I heard crying, but it wasn't the child' voice of the eunuch's funeral came, but I felt in a trance that it was only the concubine Jin who died, not my Jinse.
Tomorrow, my Jinse will still look back at me with a smile, and call me Brother the sea of flowers, in front of the bushes of pansies in full bloom, there is only snow in front of my eyes.
I want to grab a blade of grass and play a tune that has never been named, like a farewell every time, but there is only cold snow in hand.
The past is gone forever, and the future will never stayed in the snow that covered the sky that day.
Like the winter in Minfeng Mountain, the long and never-ending the sea of flowers that will never open again, freezing the clear stream that will never flow again.
Also, never come back again, my Jinse.
(End of this chapter)
