Chapter 103 Unexpectedly
The high school entrance examination is just a step away.
But in the second year of junior high school, no one thought that the hard work before the door would be so important.
The students in Pan Xishi's class are reviewing in full self-study, the class is silent, almost all the children are working diligently with the special projects they have prepared, the real questions from previous years or the teaching aids that suit them, checking for omissions and filling in the gaps.
When Pan Shengnan was making his rounds in the corridor, he always felt particularly shocked when he looked at Class [-] of Year [-] from outside the class that used to be the most troublesome in the whole grade is now all twisted into one rope. There is a good atmosphere, a force is formed, and the mental outlook is completely new.
And the head teacher of this class, Pan Xishi, is just a substitute teacher. With her dedication and perseverance to be a good teacher, she brought this difficult class into the right track, and she can create A new "miracle".
Not to mention anything else, let's just talk about my son Shangyan. After returning from Wanfu during the winter vacation, this child seemed to have been beaten with chicken blood. He was doing the questions and learning the secrets. As long as he kept his eyes open, he was studying hard without being stared at or People remind me, at most, I still behave like a young master in life, I don’t want to “take care of myself”, and I still need the care of my parents. I don’t need people to remind me in my studies anymore, and I have a strong sense of self-reliance. I don’t understand questions and weak subjects. Parents and teachers seek help in a way that wasn't possible before.
Watching Shang Yan bury himself in the sea of questions every day, the people of Pan's family were both relieved and a little distressed when they saw it.
Now there is a saying that middle school students should not do the quizzes, and there is no irony about the small towns who do the quizzes, they should be selected according to their overall quality.
Any idea must be divided into two, and different voices must be allowed to Xishi didn't dare to admit that she was right, but she felt that fighting for grades was a relatively fair path for ordinary families.
If a family is relatively poor and they don't have the financial resources to learn the so-called specialties and cultivate more quality education, are they not eligible to receive higher education?
And take the class she leads as an example. More than of the girls in the class have learned piano and painting. The boys have all learned various ball games and chess. They have many specialties and gained a lot. The certificate, after getting a very high level, after every household starts to pay attention to quality education, how to continue the selection?These specialties may be related to talents, but they are also closely related to the financial resources and energy of the parents.
In the end, when you can't even standardize money, what should you fight for?
If Pan Xishi lived in the same age as she is now, she would still be a foster child at her grandma's house. She doesn't have any specialties such as music and body beauty. Even if she has some talents, no one will find out and pay for them. How about cultivating her?
Therefore, Pan Xishi does not exclude children from doing more questions, and even encourages them to do more time she sees Zheng Xiaoyun, she thinks about it. This is when parents think they are middle-class and think that their financial resources can eliminate many families, but they find that they have no advantage in money, and they personally cut off their children's hard work and hard work. After one right and two wings, tell her that your family is not rich, and you will have to rely on your own example in the future.
On the other hand, those top students sitting in the class, their families are in very good financial situation, but they are all working hard to solve the problems.
In fact, the learning content of middle school does not test talent and Xishi also agrees with Shang Yunxuan's point of view very much now. The high school entrance examination is more important for children to develop the habit of self-discipline and hard work. With this kind of exercise, even if they don't go to high school or university, they will go to vocational school or For other choices, the child's ability has been cultivated, and he will have a good development in any field, which will be of great benefit to the cultivation of future trauma and the enhancement of the ability to resist stress.
Pan Xishi said to the students in the class: "If you don't want to enter the key high schools, or the best schools in the key high schools, as long as you study step by step for three years in junior high school, you won't be so tired. Three, the last semester will not be very hard. It can be done easily.
It's just that you didn't study hard in the first two years, or didn't follow the teacher's requirements, so the third grade of junior high school was so busy that it took for those students who want to be admitted to the top schools or the top schools, you should know that no matter where you are, the top selection is the most you have chosen to go to the top of the high school entrance examination pyramid, you should know that this road must be a single-plank bridge for thousands of troops to cross, and it will not be easy, so you should be mentally prepared to face difficulties.
I want to go to the top of the pyramid, but I am afraid of hard work. How can there be such an easy thing in the world?
Maybe there is, but it basically doesn't happen to ordinary people!As ordinary people like most of us, we should cherish this relatively fair opportunity to achieve our goals as long as we roll up our sleeves and work , when you grow up, you will truly understand that such an opportunity is actually very rare.
If one day, because of your complaints, you can't win the test with hard work, maybe many things will become more powerless. "
Pan Xishi doesn't know whether her point of view is correct, it only represents her personal point of view.
If it was when Pan Xishi had just taken over the class, the students would not have listened to these words at all, and the several kings headed by Shang Yan would definitely turn the class into a big debate scene, she really didn't like it Must be able to argue with the all, they are very thoughtful now, and they can't be persuaded by reason. They can speak more reason than anyone else.
But now Pan Xishi's students can feel that the teacher is doing their best for them from the heart. The teacher is not putting on airs as a teacher from the standpoint of management and pickiness, but from the standpoint of helping them to make suggestions and requests. The effect is is completely different.
If technology can change life and art can change the world, then love can change everything. Pan Xishi feels more and more that the essence of education is actually love!
Soon, the results of the high school entrance examination came out.
Both Zheng Xiaoyun and Li Kun were admitted to high school, and Zheng Xiaoyun even got into a key high school with a passing Yan performed exceptionally well and was admitted to the fifth-ranked high school in the city. The Pan family cheered Fei did the best in the exam, stayed in the high school of City No. [-] Middle School, and successfully advanced to the best high school in Xingang.
Song Jiahui may have never really recognized Pan Xishi from the bottom of her heart, but she was so excited that tears filled her eyes when she was admitted to the fifth Shangyan examination, and wanted to thank her little daughter for the first time.
Pan Xishi only said lightly on the phone: "All education problems are family problems. If the relationship between parents is harmonious, children's problems will naturally be much less. I am a teacher, and everything is within the scope of my responsibilities. , duty-bound, nothing to thank!"
It is this that Song Jiahui wants to be grateful for. Teaching children to solve problems and doing ideological work for children, they themselves are teachers, they understand and can do these the children were the only ones who had pimples in their hearts. They never paid attention to it, didn't find it, and couldn't solve it well.
Song Jiahe also thanked Pan Xishi. Although the grades are not important, considering the current situation of their family, the eldest granddaughter failed in the high school entrance examination and performed super well. She also had an explanation in front of her son and daughter-in-law. Views have also changed dramatically, and the family has become more harmonious.
Now it is said that a child's grades are not important, but a child's good exams can indeed bring joy to the family, solve family conflicts, and promote the relationship between parents and Xiaoyun's parents decided to let the child finish high school in China before considering going abroad. Everyone is happy!
Although Li Kun's grades can be admitted to a key high school in the district, he finally chose to go to the best vocational school in the city. Faced with Pan Xishi's concern, he said this: "Mr. It may not be suitable for everyone. I don’t have a particularly high talent in reading, and what I need most now is to be independent as soon as possible, learn a skill, and afford the living problems of my mother and me. And I can continue my studies after attending a vocational school , and eventually obtain undergraduate and postgraduate degrees.
The key point is that this vocational school can go to a foreign-funded or large-scale domestic production company jointly established by the factory and school for an internship in the third year of study. The internship is the internship, you can sign a formal labor contract with such a company, and you can continue your studies in your spare time, which means you will be accepted by a good big company after three years, and you will have the skills to survive. "
Li Kun's mother disagreed at first, and still wanted her son to be admitted to Peking University and Tsinghua University in the future, to honor his ancestors, but the child grew up and had his own ideas. In the end, the mother had no choice but to compromise, but it was hard to this is not something that the teacher can get involved in deeply, because in a sense, what Li Kun said is not Pan Xishi will be moved because Li Kun turned himself into a man who has the courage to take responsibility at a young age.
Looking at Li Kun's mother and son, she is more certain that education is not for the sake of being outstanding, not for oneself to win over others, but for children to feel love while learning to love others, to love the world, and ultimately for their own dreams and family For the happiness of this world, we will work hard and make unremitting efforts to make this world a better place.
Ren Fei's parents stayed in Xingang during the few days when their child was taking the high school entrance the results of the high school entrance examination were inquired, the family of three hugged each other and that the high school of No. [-] Middle School can provide accommodation, Ren Fei's parents can temporarily was like a gamble to leave the child to live and study in Xingang. If Teacher Pan hadn't been taking care of the little girl, they would be very afraid of many things now.
When they knew that Pan Xishi's Class [-] of Year [-] ranked among the best in the senior high school entrance examination, but still hadn't become a regular, they all complained about this good teacher.
Yes, the children did well in the exam, but Pan Xishi did not become a regular!
It would be a lie to say that there is no grievance in my Pan Xishi was happy for the children, he was also disappointed that he would still be a substitute teacher in the is one thing to earn money elsewhere, but being a teacher is her lifelong dream, which is irreplaceable.
On weekends, Pan Xishi cooks delicious food in his new had a sudden craving for something sweet today.
According to the book, sweet food has the effect of spiritual placebo, because the milk in the dessert can relax the nerves, the chocolate can boost the spirit, the flour can bring fullness and satisfaction, and the soft taste makes people feel explanation is that the dessert can make people's brain secrete more benzoan, which is a substance that makes people feel happy.
So, Pan Xishi baked a chocolate cake for himself early in the morning and made a cup of on the lazy sofa in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, basking in the sun the intercom ringtone, she frowned, got up to look at the surveillance, and Song Jiahui actually appeared in the lobby downstairs.
This is the mother, the first in many years to be alone with her little this moment, she looked around at the high-end residence in front of her, feeling extremely complicated.
"It's quite particular to live alone, and it's cake and coffee, you can think about it!"
Pan Xishi's visit to this uninvited guest was also the phone, the mother's sincere thanks to her had exceeded her expectations, and now she came to the door in person. She was very uncomfortable, and she didn't know the reason.
Song Jiahui looked at a cat and a dog and frowned: "Can you put them in a cage first, I don't like them."
Pan Xishi said: "The cat was so frightened that it didn't know where to go, and the dog was carried to the bedroom by me. How can I lock it?"
"Animals are animals, and animals have to be kept in cages to make people feel at ease. I don't feel at ease when I say this."
Pan Xishi said: "To you, they are animals, but to me, they are family members. This is their home, and they have the right to stay where they want."
"They are family members. What am I? Even if I didn't raise you, but I gave birth to you, I am your mother, so I can't be inferior to your cats and dogs, right?"
Pan Xishi is also convinced, whether he and Song Jiahui are incompatible, and they can quarrel as soon as they meet.
"You came here to decide for me to deal with my cats and dogs? If so, then with all due respect, no, there is no discussion at all. I know what you want to say, isn't it just that you are worried about my life with cats and dogs in the future, Tell me that cats and dogs can’t support me in the elderly, that a woman has a house and a family, I know all of this, you don’t have to say it every time you meet, it’s a waste of time and goodwill!”
Song Jiahui was at a loss for words for a while, she didn't intend to say these things, but it seemed that she really wanted to say these things below.
Pan Xishi's mood for eating the cake was completely ruined, and his complexion also began to turn seems to be more patient with anyone than with Song Jiahui, because the other party is her own mother, her biological mother, who should have given her the most, but she has never said a few good words to Dalian since she was a child, so this is also her own grievance. Not eliminated.
Both sides seem to be aware of their problems.
The air was immediately quiet!
Song Jiahui said: "Xi Shi, actually I came this time to say that as parents, your dad and I really owe you."
Pan Xishi raised his head in disbelief, thinking that his ears were hallucinating.
"I don't have time to take care of you when things are difficult, and I don't know how to take care of you when the conditions are a little better. I have been making you live like a child without parents. In fact, I don't feel good when I think about it. I don't have any other thoughts when I come today. , just want to say this sentence!"
Pan Xishi's eye circles suddenly turned red, but she knew she couldn't cry, so she held on stubbornly.
She said: "In fact, you should know that there is no way before I became an adult. After I became an adult, I never wanted any material things from you. Maybe I still longed for your love when I was in my 20s, but later, I only wanted Wanted a fair statement. Now, I don’t even want that.”
Song Jiahui watched Pan Xishi hesitate to speak, for a long time, she couldn't control her tears, and suddenly fell down: "Why don't you, you should be like other children, eating and drinking with your parents, wanting to Money needs land, if there is a disagreement, you will be rude, and you will cry to your parents to ask for an explanation. Why do you have such a strong self-esteem like your old lady and me, so strong, so arrogant, and like to knock teeth into your belly so much? swallow?"
Pan Xishi shook his head: "I'm not like anyone else, I'm not born this way, my character is formed little by little because of my life experience. Who didn't think he was a little princess when he first came into contact with this world?"
Song Jiahui's heart felt uncomfortable for a while, she knew that she and this little daughter would never seem to be able to empathize, she just wanted to finish what she wanted to say this time.
"You still need to pay close attention to the matter of you and Shang Yunxuan being together. I heard from Shengnan that you failed to become a regular this time. But Mr. Shang was rated as an excellent teacher, and the school will send him to a famous university in the UK for further studies. Your age It's almost the same, but men are different from women, he came back from advanced studies this time, and he was plated with another layer of gold, you have to hurry up."
Pan Xishi said: "I will consider my own affairs!"
Song Jiahui said: "What else are you thinking about? Do you really think that you are a great writer, or that you are a fairy? Can you live with cats and dogs for a lifetime? Your writing novels is just a side job. Now your basic identity is still not a full-time job. substitute teacher.
I know what you're struggling can talk to Shang Yunxuan's you are alive, you will not stop communicating with each other for a lifetime just because of a few they were such a family that would not judge the situation, they would not be able to develop to today's level. "
Pan Xishi said firmly, "No need!"
"You child, why are you so mean?" Song Jiahui said, covering his heart, "You may think I'm belittling you again, I swear to God, I don't think you are bad, I just hope you are better, after such a long time According to my observation, Shang Yunxuan is a good guy. I heard that he is going to England, and I immediately raised my heart."
Pan Xishi said: "Do you think he may develop better again, to a height that you can't imagine? I'm not so realistic, so I don't have too many disturbances in this matter."
Song Jiahui said: "Xishi, just listen to me once. After all, I am your own mother and I won't harm you."
Pan Xishi said: "But I'm used to independent thinking. If I don't think carefully, no one else's advice will be of any use!"
"Why are you so hypocritical?"
Pan Xishi smiled helplessly and said, "This is really my own business, so leave it alone."
Song Jiahui said: "I made a special trip here, but can't I convince you? I'm really doing my best for you!"
Pan Xishi really can't empathize, and he can't feel the so-called kindness of his mother.
In the end, Song Jiahui left disappointed. When she closed the door, she looked at her little daughter with Xishi escorted her to the door, then closed the door she didn't hear was that there was a bang in the elevator, and Song Jiahui fell down.
(End of this chapter)
The high school entrance examination is just a step away.
But in the second year of junior high school, no one thought that the hard work before the door would be so important.
The students in Pan Xishi's class are reviewing in full self-study, the class is silent, almost all the children are working diligently with the special projects they have prepared, the real questions from previous years or the teaching aids that suit them, checking for omissions and filling in the gaps.
When Pan Shengnan was making his rounds in the corridor, he always felt particularly shocked when he looked at Class [-] of Year [-] from outside the class that used to be the most troublesome in the whole grade is now all twisted into one rope. There is a good atmosphere, a force is formed, and the mental outlook is completely new.
And the head teacher of this class, Pan Xishi, is just a substitute teacher. With her dedication and perseverance to be a good teacher, she brought this difficult class into the right track, and she can create A new "miracle".
Not to mention anything else, let's just talk about my son Shangyan. After returning from Wanfu during the winter vacation, this child seemed to have been beaten with chicken blood. He was doing the questions and learning the secrets. As long as he kept his eyes open, he was studying hard without being stared at or People remind me, at most, I still behave like a young master in life, I don’t want to “take care of myself”, and I still need the care of my parents. I don’t need people to remind me in my studies anymore, and I have a strong sense of self-reliance. I don’t understand questions and weak subjects. Parents and teachers seek help in a way that wasn't possible before.
Watching Shang Yan bury himself in the sea of questions every day, the people of Pan's family were both relieved and a little distressed when they saw it.
Now there is a saying that middle school students should not do the quizzes, and there is no irony about the small towns who do the quizzes, they should be selected according to their overall quality.
Any idea must be divided into two, and different voices must be allowed to Xishi didn't dare to admit that she was right, but she felt that fighting for grades was a relatively fair path for ordinary families.
If a family is relatively poor and they don't have the financial resources to learn the so-called specialties and cultivate more quality education, are they not eligible to receive higher education?
And take the class she leads as an example. More than of the girls in the class have learned piano and painting. The boys have all learned various ball games and chess. They have many specialties and gained a lot. The certificate, after getting a very high level, after every household starts to pay attention to quality education, how to continue the selection?These specialties may be related to talents, but they are also closely related to the financial resources and energy of the parents.
In the end, when you can't even standardize money, what should you fight for?
If Pan Xishi lived in the same age as she is now, she would still be a foster child at her grandma's house. She doesn't have any specialties such as music and body beauty. Even if she has some talents, no one will find out and pay for them. How about cultivating her?
Therefore, Pan Xishi does not exclude children from doing more questions, and even encourages them to do more time she sees Zheng Xiaoyun, she thinks about it. This is when parents think they are middle-class and think that their financial resources can eliminate many families, but they find that they have no advantage in money, and they personally cut off their children's hard work and hard work. After one right and two wings, tell her that your family is not rich, and you will have to rely on your own example in the future.
On the other hand, those top students sitting in the class, their families are in very good financial situation, but they are all working hard to solve the problems.
In fact, the learning content of middle school does not test talent and Xishi also agrees with Shang Yunxuan's point of view very much now. The high school entrance examination is more important for children to develop the habit of self-discipline and hard work. With this kind of exercise, even if they don't go to high school or university, they will go to vocational school or For other choices, the child's ability has been cultivated, and he will have a good development in any field, which will be of great benefit to the cultivation of future trauma and the enhancement of the ability to resist stress.
Pan Xishi said to the students in the class: "If you don't want to enter the key high schools, or the best schools in the key high schools, as long as you study step by step for three years in junior high school, you won't be so tired. Three, the last semester will not be very hard. It can be done easily.
It's just that you didn't study hard in the first two years, or didn't follow the teacher's requirements, so the third grade of junior high school was so busy that it took for those students who want to be admitted to the top schools or the top schools, you should know that no matter where you are, the top selection is the most you have chosen to go to the top of the high school entrance examination pyramid, you should know that this road must be a single-plank bridge for thousands of troops to cross, and it will not be easy, so you should be mentally prepared to face difficulties.
I want to go to the top of the pyramid, but I am afraid of hard work. How can there be such an easy thing in the world?
Maybe there is, but it basically doesn't happen to ordinary people!As ordinary people like most of us, we should cherish this relatively fair opportunity to achieve our goals as long as we roll up our sleeves and work , when you grow up, you will truly understand that such an opportunity is actually very rare.
If one day, because of your complaints, you can't win the test with hard work, maybe many things will become more powerless. "
Pan Xishi doesn't know whether her point of view is correct, it only represents her personal point of view.
If it was when Pan Xishi had just taken over the class, the students would not have listened to these words at all, and the several kings headed by Shang Yan would definitely turn the class into a big debate scene, she really didn't like it Must be able to argue with the all, they are very thoughtful now, and they can't be persuaded by reason. They can speak more reason than anyone else.
But now Pan Xishi's students can feel that the teacher is doing their best for them from the heart. The teacher is not putting on airs as a teacher from the standpoint of management and pickiness, but from the standpoint of helping them to make suggestions and requests. The effect is is completely different.
If technology can change life and art can change the world, then love can change everything. Pan Xishi feels more and more that the essence of education is actually love!
Soon, the results of the high school entrance examination came out.
Both Zheng Xiaoyun and Li Kun were admitted to high school, and Zheng Xiaoyun even got into a key high school with a passing Yan performed exceptionally well and was admitted to the fifth-ranked high school in the city. The Pan family cheered Fei did the best in the exam, stayed in the high school of City No. [-] Middle School, and successfully advanced to the best high school in Xingang.
Song Jiahui may have never really recognized Pan Xishi from the bottom of her heart, but she was so excited that tears filled her eyes when she was admitted to the fifth Shangyan examination, and wanted to thank her little daughter for the first time.
Pan Xishi only said lightly on the phone: "All education problems are family problems. If the relationship between parents is harmonious, children's problems will naturally be much less. I am a teacher, and everything is within the scope of my responsibilities. , duty-bound, nothing to thank!"
It is this that Song Jiahui wants to be grateful for. Teaching children to solve problems and doing ideological work for children, they themselves are teachers, they understand and can do these the children were the only ones who had pimples in their hearts. They never paid attention to it, didn't find it, and couldn't solve it well.
Song Jiahe also thanked Pan Xishi. Although the grades are not important, considering the current situation of their family, the eldest granddaughter failed in the high school entrance examination and performed super well. She also had an explanation in front of her son and daughter-in-law. Views have also changed dramatically, and the family has become more harmonious.
Now it is said that a child's grades are not important, but a child's good exams can indeed bring joy to the family, solve family conflicts, and promote the relationship between parents and Xiaoyun's parents decided to let the child finish high school in China before considering going abroad. Everyone is happy!
Although Li Kun's grades can be admitted to a key high school in the district, he finally chose to go to the best vocational school in the city. Faced with Pan Xishi's concern, he said this: "Mr. It may not be suitable for everyone. I don’t have a particularly high talent in reading, and what I need most now is to be independent as soon as possible, learn a skill, and afford the living problems of my mother and me. And I can continue my studies after attending a vocational school , and eventually obtain undergraduate and postgraduate degrees.
The key point is that this vocational school can go to a foreign-funded or large-scale domestic production company jointly established by the factory and school for an internship in the third year of study. The internship is the internship, you can sign a formal labor contract with such a company, and you can continue your studies in your spare time, which means you will be accepted by a good big company after three years, and you will have the skills to survive. "
Li Kun's mother disagreed at first, and still wanted her son to be admitted to Peking University and Tsinghua University in the future, to honor his ancestors, but the child grew up and had his own ideas. In the end, the mother had no choice but to compromise, but it was hard to this is not something that the teacher can get involved in deeply, because in a sense, what Li Kun said is not Pan Xishi will be moved because Li Kun turned himself into a man who has the courage to take responsibility at a young age.
Looking at Li Kun's mother and son, she is more certain that education is not for the sake of being outstanding, not for oneself to win over others, but for children to feel love while learning to love others, to love the world, and ultimately for their own dreams and family For the happiness of this world, we will work hard and make unremitting efforts to make this world a better place.
Ren Fei's parents stayed in Xingang during the few days when their child was taking the high school entrance the results of the high school entrance examination were inquired, the family of three hugged each other and that the high school of No. [-] Middle School can provide accommodation, Ren Fei's parents can temporarily was like a gamble to leave the child to live and study in Xingang. If Teacher Pan hadn't been taking care of the little girl, they would be very afraid of many things now.
When they knew that Pan Xishi's Class [-] of Year [-] ranked among the best in the senior high school entrance examination, but still hadn't become a regular, they all complained about this good teacher.
Yes, the children did well in the exam, but Pan Xishi did not become a regular!
It would be a lie to say that there is no grievance in my Pan Xishi was happy for the children, he was also disappointed that he would still be a substitute teacher in the is one thing to earn money elsewhere, but being a teacher is her lifelong dream, which is irreplaceable.
On weekends, Pan Xishi cooks delicious food in his new had a sudden craving for something sweet today.
According to the book, sweet food has the effect of spiritual placebo, because the milk in the dessert can relax the nerves, the chocolate can boost the spirit, the flour can bring fullness and satisfaction, and the soft taste makes people feel explanation is that the dessert can make people's brain secrete more benzoan, which is a substance that makes people feel happy.
So, Pan Xishi baked a chocolate cake for himself early in the morning and made a cup of on the lazy sofa in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, basking in the sun the intercom ringtone, she frowned, got up to look at the surveillance, and Song Jiahui actually appeared in the lobby downstairs.
This is the mother, the first in many years to be alone with her little this moment, she looked around at the high-end residence in front of her, feeling extremely complicated.
"It's quite particular to live alone, and it's cake and coffee, you can think about it!"
Pan Xishi's visit to this uninvited guest was also the phone, the mother's sincere thanks to her had exceeded her expectations, and now she came to the door in person. She was very uncomfortable, and she didn't know the reason.
Song Jiahui looked at a cat and a dog and frowned: "Can you put them in a cage first, I don't like them."
Pan Xishi said: "The cat was so frightened that it didn't know where to go, and the dog was carried to the bedroom by me. How can I lock it?"
"Animals are animals, and animals have to be kept in cages to make people feel at ease. I don't feel at ease when I say this."
Pan Xishi said: "To you, they are animals, but to me, they are family members. This is their home, and they have the right to stay where they want."
"They are family members. What am I? Even if I didn't raise you, but I gave birth to you, I am your mother, so I can't be inferior to your cats and dogs, right?"
Pan Xishi is also convinced, whether he and Song Jiahui are incompatible, and they can quarrel as soon as they meet.
"You came here to decide for me to deal with my cats and dogs? If so, then with all due respect, no, there is no discussion at all. I know what you want to say, isn't it just that you are worried about my life with cats and dogs in the future, Tell me that cats and dogs can’t support me in the elderly, that a woman has a house and a family, I know all of this, you don’t have to say it every time you meet, it’s a waste of time and goodwill!”
Song Jiahui was at a loss for words for a while, she didn't intend to say these things, but it seemed that she really wanted to say these things below.
Pan Xishi's mood for eating the cake was completely ruined, and his complexion also began to turn seems to be more patient with anyone than with Song Jiahui, because the other party is her own mother, her biological mother, who should have given her the most, but she has never said a few good words to Dalian since she was a child, so this is also her own grievance. Not eliminated.
Both sides seem to be aware of their problems.
The air was immediately quiet!
Song Jiahui said: "Xi Shi, actually I came this time to say that as parents, your dad and I really owe you."
Pan Xishi raised his head in disbelief, thinking that his ears were hallucinating.
"I don't have time to take care of you when things are difficult, and I don't know how to take care of you when the conditions are a little better. I have been making you live like a child without parents. In fact, I don't feel good when I think about it. I don't have any other thoughts when I come today. , just want to say this sentence!"
Pan Xishi's eye circles suddenly turned red, but she knew she couldn't cry, so she held on stubbornly.
She said: "In fact, you should know that there is no way before I became an adult. After I became an adult, I never wanted any material things from you. Maybe I still longed for your love when I was in my 20s, but later, I only wanted Wanted a fair statement. Now, I don’t even want that.”
Song Jiahui watched Pan Xishi hesitate to speak, for a long time, she couldn't control her tears, and suddenly fell down: "Why don't you, you should be like other children, eating and drinking with your parents, wanting to Money needs land, if there is a disagreement, you will be rude, and you will cry to your parents to ask for an explanation. Why do you have such a strong self-esteem like your old lady and me, so strong, so arrogant, and like to knock teeth into your belly so much? swallow?"
Pan Xishi shook his head: "I'm not like anyone else, I'm not born this way, my character is formed little by little because of my life experience. Who didn't think he was a little princess when he first came into contact with this world?"
Song Jiahui's heart felt uncomfortable for a while, she knew that she and this little daughter would never seem to be able to empathize, she just wanted to finish what she wanted to say this time.
"You still need to pay close attention to the matter of you and Shang Yunxuan being together. I heard from Shengnan that you failed to become a regular this time. But Mr. Shang was rated as an excellent teacher, and the school will send him to a famous university in the UK for further studies. Your age It's almost the same, but men are different from women, he came back from advanced studies this time, and he was plated with another layer of gold, you have to hurry up."
Pan Xishi said: "I will consider my own affairs!"
Song Jiahui said: "What else are you thinking about? Do you really think that you are a great writer, or that you are a fairy? Can you live with cats and dogs for a lifetime? Your writing novels is just a side job. Now your basic identity is still not a full-time job. substitute teacher.
I know what you're struggling can talk to Shang Yunxuan's you are alive, you will not stop communicating with each other for a lifetime just because of a few they were such a family that would not judge the situation, they would not be able to develop to today's level. "
Pan Xishi said firmly, "No need!"
"You child, why are you so mean?" Song Jiahui said, covering his heart, "You may think I'm belittling you again, I swear to God, I don't think you are bad, I just hope you are better, after such a long time According to my observation, Shang Yunxuan is a good guy. I heard that he is going to England, and I immediately raised my heart."
Pan Xishi said: "Do you think he may develop better again, to a height that you can't imagine? I'm not so realistic, so I don't have too many disturbances in this matter."
Song Jiahui said: "Xishi, just listen to me once. After all, I am your own mother and I won't harm you."
Pan Xishi said: "But I'm used to independent thinking. If I don't think carefully, no one else's advice will be of any use!"
"Why are you so hypocritical?"
Pan Xishi smiled helplessly and said, "This is really my own business, so leave it alone."
Song Jiahui said: "I made a special trip here, but can't I convince you? I'm really doing my best for you!"
Pan Xishi really can't empathize, and he can't feel the so-called kindness of his mother.
In the end, Song Jiahui left disappointed. When she closed the door, she looked at her little daughter with Xishi escorted her to the door, then closed the door she didn't hear was that there was a bang in the elevator, and Song Jiahui fell down.
(End of this chapter)
