Chapter 440 I Have Thought About It
My name is Gu You. Although I have never admitted this name myself, everyone calls it that, so let's just leave it at that.
From the beginning of knowing people, I feel that I have never been happy, because I don't have a father.
Although there are tens of thousands of people without a father in the world, I still feel that I am the most unfortunate, because other people's affairs have nothing to do with me, so I can't empathize with them.
Later, I had my father, but I was even more unhappy because I lost my mother again.
My mother is Long Ziling, everyone calls her Mrs. Long.
She gave birth to me when she was unmarried, and she never fulfilled the responsibility of being a mother for a day, because she always dressed up and socialized outside. Although she is the second lady of the Long family, this status is beyond the reach of many people, but She is still not satisfied, it seems that she wants more than money and power.
Later she got her wish and married my cheap father Gu Sheng.
From that day on, the slightest bit of attention she left on me has dissipated.
That's why I said, I had a father, but lost my mother.
Gu Sheng's father has a son whom he loves very much. I envy him very much, so I also like him. He is like sunshine in my heart.
So, despite having no mom and no dad, I wish I had an older brother.
However, the word wishful thinking was probably made for me.
Not only did my brother dislike me, he even pushed me down the stairs several times.
"Miss bastard! Stay away from me."
He always said that.
I've heard this sentence countless times, and I really want to tell him, you can scold Mrs. Long, but me?How innocent I am, no one has asked me if I am willing to be born, and if I am willing to be treated coldly since I was born.
But my life like a weed may be the toughest.
So, my brother was killed by me, but I am still alive.
Everyone said that I killed Gu Lun, but no one wanted to think about whether I really wanted to do it.
Gurlen has depression and only I know it.
I thought maybe because he hated me, or maybe he thought he was as pitiful as me, so on a sunny morning, we piously exchanged secrets with each other.
"Xiaoyou, do you really like brother?"
"like!"
"Then would you like to do my brother a favor?"
"Yes." After I said these two words without hesitation, Gu Lun cried.
He cried so badly that he needed me to comfort him.
So, for the first time, I really hugged my relatives in my sense. He buried his head on my shoulders, and his tears wet my clothes, so warm.
But within a moment, it became icy and cold, and I couldn't help shivering.
He sniffed and said, "My brother wants to go somewhere else, a place where the world will not disturb you."
I heard the words and asked very curiously: "Then brother, can you take Xiaoyou with you?"
"Okay, but Xiaoyou has to wait for his brother to go and have a look first." Gu Lun said with a smile on his face, as if he had already simulated in his mind how beautiful the place he was about to go to was.
So, I looked forward to it even more, because my brother promised to take me with him.
Perhaps that place can allow us all to live the days we look forward to.
I imagined that there was a father and a mother in that place, not Gu Sheng or Madam Long.
Of course, I hope they are not Gu Sheng who hates me to the bone, nor Madam Long who ignores me.
Rather, real parents who love me as much as I love them.
The penultimate fourth change~
Thanks to the little angels "^另リㄖinch亻影▓", "Weird ucb", "Ba la la little zhiman", and "Xifeng" for their rewards ~ Thank you!
(End of this chapter)
My name is Gu You. Although I have never admitted this name myself, everyone calls it that, so let's just leave it at that.
From the beginning of knowing people, I feel that I have never been happy, because I don't have a father.
Although there are tens of thousands of people without a father in the world, I still feel that I am the most unfortunate, because other people's affairs have nothing to do with me, so I can't empathize with them.
Later, I had my father, but I was even more unhappy because I lost my mother again.
My mother is Long Ziling, everyone calls her Mrs. Long.
She gave birth to me when she was unmarried, and she never fulfilled the responsibility of being a mother for a day, because she always dressed up and socialized outside. Although she is the second lady of the Long family, this status is beyond the reach of many people, but She is still not satisfied, it seems that she wants more than money and power.
Later she got her wish and married my cheap father Gu Sheng.
From that day on, the slightest bit of attention she left on me has dissipated.
That's why I said, I had a father, but lost my mother.
Gu Sheng's father has a son whom he loves very much. I envy him very much, so I also like him. He is like sunshine in my heart.
So, despite having no mom and no dad, I wish I had an older brother.
However, the word wishful thinking was probably made for me.
Not only did my brother dislike me, he even pushed me down the stairs several times.
"Miss bastard! Stay away from me."
He always said that.
I've heard this sentence countless times, and I really want to tell him, you can scold Mrs. Long, but me?How innocent I am, no one has asked me if I am willing to be born, and if I am willing to be treated coldly since I was born.
But my life like a weed may be the toughest.
So, my brother was killed by me, but I am still alive.
Everyone said that I killed Gu Lun, but no one wanted to think about whether I really wanted to do it.
Gurlen has depression and only I know it.
I thought maybe because he hated me, or maybe he thought he was as pitiful as me, so on a sunny morning, we piously exchanged secrets with each other.
"Xiaoyou, do you really like brother?"
"like!"
"Then would you like to do my brother a favor?"
"Yes." After I said these two words without hesitation, Gu Lun cried.
He cried so badly that he needed me to comfort him.
So, for the first time, I really hugged my relatives in my sense. He buried his head on my shoulders, and his tears wet my clothes, so warm.
But within a moment, it became icy and cold, and I couldn't help shivering.
He sniffed and said, "My brother wants to go somewhere else, a place where the world will not disturb you."
I heard the words and asked very curiously: "Then brother, can you take Xiaoyou with you?"
"Okay, but Xiaoyou has to wait for his brother to go and have a look first." Gu Lun said with a smile on his face, as if he had already simulated in his mind how beautiful the place he was about to go to was.
So, I looked forward to it even more, because my brother promised to take me with him.
Perhaps that place can allow us all to live the days we look forward to.
I imagined that there was a father and a mother in that place, not Gu Sheng or Madam Long.
Of course, I hope they are not Gu Sheng who hates me to the bone, nor Madam Long who ignores me.
Rather, real parents who love me as much as I love them.
The penultimate fourth change~
Thanks to the little angels "^另リㄖinch亻影▓", "Weird ucb", "Ba la la little zhiman", and "Xifeng" for their rewards ~ Thank you!
(End of this chapter)
