"I have always been conceited." Luo Xiuyan said softly, "I am naturally smart and learn things quickly. I can learn almost everything in one go. Everything is divided by me into two types: those I know how to learn, and those I don't want to learn. .Then I suffered the first blow of my life.”
When Luo Xiuyan said this, he laughed at himself, "I seem to have lost my freedom in the Spirit-Gathering Continent."
"Why do you say it seems like?
Because I don’t reject that kind of life. I still learn everything very quickly. Others still don’t know what I can do after just a few glances. Those who know the truth are still always wary of me and afraid of me, even if I am lazy all day long. Basking in the sun and wandering around the peaks, I can still see the fear of me in their eyes until I appear in front of those people.
It seems that I just lost the right to make choices. I just can't choose to leave the Spirit-Juling Continent. I just can't choose to draw the sword. I just can't choose whether to be the peak master. At that time, I felt that there seemed to be no problem. I originally There is no need for so many choices.
After all, I know that I am strong, I know that I am stronger than anyone in the entire Juling Continent, and I know that those people do not dare to really push me.
I have no ideals or pursuits, and I live in a muddle all day long. Those choices are actually not that important to me.
Until I met you. "
Speaking of this, Luo Xiuyan's tone became slightly lighter.
"I chose you to stay at Thumb Peak. At that moment, I felt that my entire peaceful life was in turmoil, like a pool of stagnant water being injected with new energy.
At that moment I felt, ah, it turns out that this is how it feels to make a choice. It is not the feeling of being thrown into a deserted land and forced to grow up. It is not the feeling of making some inexplicable vows because of emotional constraints. It is not the feeling of having The feeling of being laughed at by juniors and unable to draw a sword to shock.
It turns out I still care.
Later, I found that they began to force you. At that time, I was thinking, I am already like this, and I can’t let you become like me. Your life should be free, and you cannot be like me. Shackles imprison death. I started running around, giving up my favorite leisure life of Xianyun Yehe all day long, and planning for another person, but I was happy, happy from the bottom of my heart, I liked the days of running for the people I cared about, and gradually I didn't even notice that the relationship I originally cared about had changed, until one day, an opportunity came to me and I suddenly had an epiphany.
I can't even tell when this emotion changed, but this is good.
What makes me happy is that I found that you have the same feelings as me.
At that time, I thought, well, that’s great. It turns out that this is what it feels like to be in love.
It was also from that time that I began to hate those people who forced me. Because of them, because of those constraints, I seemed unable to wander around the world with you and accompany you to various places.
Then I decided to be self-righteous.
Sacrifice yourself and give you everything you have, so that you can fly higher, live better, and be able to accomplish all the things you want to accomplish. "
“Growing up, I have always felt that death is the most terrifying thing, because as long as you are alive, you have a chance.
Although I am arrogant, I am not unaware of it. I am well aware of the dangers of the Shura world, and I am not sure whether I can survive.
When I wanted to sign a master-servant contract with you, I was even self-satisfied, thinking that I was the most affectionate person in the world. Look, Yusang, I am not even afraid of death, which I fear most. I only hope that you will be well. "
When Luo Xiuyan said this, he laughed at himself, "I seem to have lost my freedom in the Spirit-Gathering Continent."
"Why do you say it seems like?
Because I don’t reject that kind of life. I still learn everything very quickly. Others still don’t know what I can do after just a few glances. Those who know the truth are still always wary of me and afraid of me, even if I am lazy all day long. Basking in the sun and wandering around the peaks, I can still see the fear of me in their eyes until I appear in front of those people.
It seems that I just lost the right to make choices. I just can't choose to leave the Spirit-Juling Continent. I just can't choose to draw the sword. I just can't choose whether to be the peak master. At that time, I felt that there seemed to be no problem. I originally There is no need for so many choices.
After all, I know that I am strong, I know that I am stronger than anyone in the entire Juling Continent, and I know that those people do not dare to really push me.
I have no ideals or pursuits, and I live in a muddle all day long. Those choices are actually not that important to me.
Until I met you. "
Speaking of this, Luo Xiuyan's tone became slightly lighter.
"I chose you to stay at Thumb Peak. At that moment, I felt that my entire peaceful life was in turmoil, like a pool of stagnant water being injected with new energy.
At that moment I felt, ah, it turns out that this is how it feels to make a choice. It is not the feeling of being thrown into a deserted land and forced to grow up. It is not the feeling of making some inexplicable vows because of emotional constraints. It is not the feeling of having The feeling of being laughed at by juniors and unable to draw a sword to shock.
It turns out I still care.
Later, I found that they began to force you. At that time, I was thinking, I am already like this, and I can’t let you become like me. Your life should be free, and you cannot be like me. Shackles imprison death. I started running around, giving up my favorite leisure life of Xianyun Yehe all day long, and planning for another person, but I was happy, happy from the bottom of my heart, I liked the days of running for the people I cared about, and gradually I didn't even notice that the relationship I originally cared about had changed, until one day, an opportunity came to me and I suddenly had an epiphany.
I can't even tell when this emotion changed, but this is good.
What makes me happy is that I found that you have the same feelings as me.
At that time, I thought, well, that’s great. It turns out that this is what it feels like to be in love.
It was also from that time that I began to hate those people who forced me. Because of them, because of those constraints, I seemed unable to wander around the world with you and accompany you to various places.
Then I decided to be self-righteous.
Sacrifice yourself and give you everything you have, so that you can fly higher, live better, and be able to accomplish all the things you want to accomplish. "
“Growing up, I have always felt that death is the most terrifying thing, because as long as you are alive, you have a chance.
Although I am arrogant, I am not unaware of it. I am well aware of the dangers of the Shura world, and I am not sure whether I can survive.
When I wanted to sign a master-servant contract with you, I was even self-satisfied, thinking that I was the most affectionate person in the world. Look, Yusang, I am not even afraid of death, which I fear most. I only hope that you will be well. "
