Chapter 93
Sunny on Sunday.
Open the window, and the wind that blows against the face also carries a warm turns out that spring has quietly approached.
It was almost ten o'clock, and Minyu came out of the room unkempt, and was surprised to see all kinds of books and magazines scattered on the floor of the living room. Feet high.
Minyu looked up at the bright light outside the window, and said smartly: "Oh, my goodness, you are going to post books!" Rubbing her messy hair, she felt something was wrong, "Comrade sister, you really want to take all these books with you!" Go abroad!"
Yi Nan's formalities for studying in Australia have been completed. As soon as the visa is issued, she rushes to book the air ticket. There is still more than a month before she leaves for school. She has nothing to do and starts to organize things quietly. time.
Yi Nan didn't even look at her, and just piled the books she had read and didn't want behind her back, and said slowly: "If you go downstairs later, remember to call the scrap collector to come up." She muttered again , "I don't know what the price of waste paper is now."
"Ah? You want to sell it!" Minyu came back to her senses, and immediately threw herself beside her, "Wait, wait, let me sift through it first! Maybe there is something I want to see!"
Seeing her anxious look, Yi Nan couldn't help but sneered and said, "When did you ever read a book?"
Minyu gave her a white look, "It sounds like I'm illiterate, after all, I'm a serious university with a four-year undergraduate degree, okay! I don't know half a basket of words, but I know a little!" She flipped through a few nearby books as she spoke. I turned it over and over again, and finally threw it back in frustration, "What's all this! It's too profound, I don't understand it!"
A card used as a bookmark fell out of a certain book under her inadvertent swing, and just fell into Yi Nan's eyes. She leaned over, picked it up, and looked at it carefully: the gray mountain, The blue sea and the lonely and persistent it over, it's Xu Zhiyuan's name.
Although Minyu has no interest in the contents of the books, she feels sorry for selling these books as waste paper, "Don't you feel bad? When you bought them, you spent a lot of money!"
Yi Nan looked at the thin, faded yellow picture again and again, then carefully put it in a magazine at hand, and said slowly: "No matter how good something is, if it's not what you need, keep it Just a nuisance—I don't need them now."
Min Yu poked her head over, grinning happily at her.
"Don't look at me with that look! It's like looking at a fool." Yinan said angrily, "I just want to understand how to live my life."
In the not short period of two months, all kinds of things with Liang Zhongming often flashed through her mind like clouds and smoke: the first meeting between her and him in the car, the re-encounter in the cafe, his desperate embrace. Kissing her, the look of him hugging her in the hospital and loudly saying "go to hell together"...
After Feng Yi told her all the truth, she went back to those details non-stop, even painfully, trying to distinguish which ones were true and which ones were false.
But in the end, she found that she was not discerning at all, perhaps because she was too subjective, and every detail had been integrated into her most sincere emotions, and it would be cruel to subvert them completely.
But she gradually understands that in her eyes, love may be everything, but to others, it is just a small area that can be used in the complete territory.
She finally chose to give up the pursuit.
What is the truth?Why can't everyone's truth be completely unified?
If so, then believe what you believe.
Even though Liang Zhongming completely wiped out the bits and pieces of the past between them, they are still vividly kept in Yinan's the reason why these memories are nostalgic for her is no longer because of Liang Zhongming, but because - those vivid memories hide an unforgettable period of her own youth.
Minyu nodded repeatedly, "Yes! Yes! That's why I'm happy for you! Come back tomorrow, after finishing your studies, a standard female 'sea turtle'! How awesome! Maybe you can come back again Start a business or something, now there are preferential policies for overseas returnees to start a business!"
"Look at you, it's getting farther and farther away, hurry up and brush your teeth!" Yinan thought she was wordy, and pushed her to the bathroom.
Minyu got up, and proudly said: "When you leave, I will dominate this nest again, hehe, the task of dove occupying the magpie's nest is considered an honorable completion!"
Yi Nan had already paid the whole year's rent at the beginning of the year. Min Yu wanted to give her money, but Yi Nan refused to accept it, so she stopped being polite and was happy to get a bargain.
After washing her face, Minyu's mouth still refused to be idle, and her voice came out from the bathroom after a while, "I said, what are your plans for the future! Are you going to idle around like this?"
Yi Nan thought for a while and said, "I have to go home. My mother called me several times to ask me. She's really upset that she didn't go back during the Chinese New Year!"
"Oh!" Minyu was thoughtful, and asked after a while: "Don't rush to go. Our company will hold an event next week, and you can bring your family. I have signed up for you."
"No need." Yi Nan got up, sitting for too long, his legs were a little numb, "You can play by yourself. I have to leave in two days, if I don't leave, my mother will kill me."
"That's it!" Min Yu was a little disappointed, pouted her lips in the mirror, frowned and thought about it, and didn't say anything else.
When she was dressed up and standing at the gate refreshed, Yi Nan had already bundled up a tall stack of books, and looked at Min Yu with a disheartened look, "Oh, I really want to go out!"
Min Yu bent over to change her shoes, "Well, I have an appointment for dinner." She turned around and opened the door, and asked after a moment of hesitation, "Do you want to go together?" Her tone was a bit weak.
Yi Nan didn't care, and said casually: "Your date, what am I messing with, go. Have fun!"
"Hey." Minyu replied softly, and after closing the door, she sighed again.
The person she dated was Meng an exquisite Cantonese restaurant, I found out that I came a little early and there were not many waiter was quite polite, and offered her tea and a plate of melon seeds knocked a few grains, but they were not crispy, so she threw them aside, and only picked up the teacup from time to time, and took a couple of sips without taste.
He propped his head until his neck became sore, only to see Meng Shaoyu's handsome figure swaying on the street outside the glass.
"Yo, you have been waiting for a long time. I'm sorry, I worked overtime last night and overslept without turning on the alarm clock in the morning."
Minyu watched him sit down opposite her, curled her lips, and wrote lightly: "Don't apologize, we two, each other, I came a little earlier than you."
Meng Shaoyu smiled in relief, "That's good."
Minyu suddenly felt unwilling, and stabbed him, "I'm not your girlfriend anyway, so it's okay to wait a little longer."
Meng Shaoyu looked at her in surprise, Minyu made a face at him, to hide a trace of embarrassment, he smiled helplessly, but his eyes were a bit lonely, and asked casually: "Have you ordered?"
Minyu beckoned the waiter, asked for the menu, and handed it to Meng Shaoyu, "I'll pay, you order."
Meng Shaoyu smiled again, "Why is it the other way around today?"
Min Yu still put her arms on her cheeks, and said lazily: "Stop talking nonsense, I will eat whatever you order."
He was very focused on ordering, Min Yu secretly looked at him, a little absent-minded, but suddenly he raised his eyes, "Do you want to eat abalone crisps? This is the signature dish here."
Minyu quickly restrained the tenderness in her eyes, blushed slightly, and said vaguely, "Whatever you want."
Meng Shaoyu asked for a guest, then lowered his head to search, he didn't care about her distress at all, which made Minyu both relieved and disappointed.
The food was served very quickly, but neither of them seemed to feel hungry, they just slowly consumed the delicious food presented.
Meng Shaoyu sipped a cup of stewed fish soup, and asked her casually, "How are you doing recently?"
"What can I do? It's just like this. By the way, you will come to the event next Saturday. I brought your character sketch to the company last time. Several of our designers admire you so much. No, they are all clamoring to see you!"
Meng Shaoyu laughed and said, "Come on, you interior decorators, why do you worship me, a three-legged cat!"
"Then are you going or not?"
Meng Shaoyu glanced at her hesitantly, "I don't know if I will have time... Let's see when the time comes."
Minyu looked down at the tender yellow abalone crisps on the plate, felt aggrieved, and after brewing for a while, she suddenly raised her head and smiled dryly at him, "Are you worried that you will run into my sister-in-law?"
Meng Shaoyu's face obviously became unnatural when she told her what was on his mind, and he argued to himself, "Where are you going?"
"Don't hide it." Min Yu snorted and exposed him bluntly, "Are you afraid of seeing her, or do you want to see her?"
He frowned, pretending to be busy serving dishes.
Minyu felt sad for no reason, "Actually, you still have her in your heart, don't you! You are willing to come out to eat with me because you hope to get some news about her from me."
He finally put down his chopsticks, without admitting or denying, but just kept his face away.
"You two...why bother!" Min Yu sighed, stared at him quietly for a while, and then said: "Her application has already been issued, and she will go to Australia next month."
Meng Shaoyu turned his head to look at her, Min Yu immediately turned his gaze away, she couldn't stand the undisguised concern in his eyes.
"She has nothing to do with the person surnamed Liang for a long time. She came forward to help him that time because she felt guilty for the surname Liang. Although she didn't say anything, I can tell... She has always had you in her heart. "Minyu finished speaking with difficulty, took out a wallet from her bag, picked two banknotes and put them under the plate, then looked at Meng Shaoyu and said: "I have told you everything, what to do, you can figure it out Bar."
Meng Shaoyu's eyes were still fixed on a certain dish, his expression was conflicted and tangled, Minyu knew that he couldn't save knocked on the table with her hand, and regained her usual relaxed look, "Here is the money. If you have more money, please collect it and ask me next time. If you don't have enough, you can pay for it yourself. I have something to do, so I have to go first."
Just got up and unrestrained demeanor was maintained until the street outside the restaurant, and she was sure she was out of his sight before she relaxed.
He secretly cursed himself, and thought angrily: "What am I called!" The circles of his eyes suddenly turned red.
But she understands that she is not the kind of person who doesn't care about her relationship. No matter how good the other party is, as long as there is someone else in his heart, she will not be able to do anything to win love.
Although she feels regretful, she has no psychological burden, and she can continue to live easily, which is more important than anything else.
(End of this chapter)
Sunny on Sunday.
Open the window, and the wind that blows against the face also carries a warm turns out that spring has quietly approached.
It was almost ten o'clock, and Minyu came out of the room unkempt, and was surprised to see all kinds of books and magazines scattered on the floor of the living room. Feet high.
Minyu looked up at the bright light outside the window, and said smartly: "Oh, my goodness, you are going to post books!" Rubbing her messy hair, she felt something was wrong, "Comrade sister, you really want to take all these books with you!" Go abroad!"
Yi Nan's formalities for studying in Australia have been completed. As soon as the visa is issued, she rushes to book the air ticket. There is still more than a month before she leaves for school. She has nothing to do and starts to organize things quietly. time.
Yi Nan didn't even look at her, and just piled the books she had read and didn't want behind her back, and said slowly: "If you go downstairs later, remember to call the scrap collector to come up." She muttered again , "I don't know what the price of waste paper is now."
"Ah? You want to sell it!" Minyu came back to her senses, and immediately threw herself beside her, "Wait, wait, let me sift through it first! Maybe there is something I want to see!"
Seeing her anxious look, Yi Nan couldn't help but sneered and said, "When did you ever read a book?"
Minyu gave her a white look, "It sounds like I'm illiterate, after all, I'm a serious university with a four-year undergraduate degree, okay! I don't know half a basket of words, but I know a little!" She flipped through a few nearby books as she spoke. I turned it over and over again, and finally threw it back in frustration, "What's all this! It's too profound, I don't understand it!"
A card used as a bookmark fell out of a certain book under her inadvertent swing, and just fell into Yi Nan's eyes. She leaned over, picked it up, and looked at it carefully: the gray mountain, The blue sea and the lonely and persistent it over, it's Xu Zhiyuan's name.
Although Minyu has no interest in the contents of the books, she feels sorry for selling these books as waste paper, "Don't you feel bad? When you bought them, you spent a lot of money!"
Yi Nan looked at the thin, faded yellow picture again and again, then carefully put it in a magazine at hand, and said slowly: "No matter how good something is, if it's not what you need, keep it Just a nuisance—I don't need them now."
Min Yu poked her head over, grinning happily at her.
"Don't look at me with that look! It's like looking at a fool." Yinan said angrily, "I just want to understand how to live my life."
In the not short period of two months, all kinds of things with Liang Zhongming often flashed through her mind like clouds and smoke: the first meeting between her and him in the car, the re-encounter in the cafe, his desperate embrace. Kissing her, the look of him hugging her in the hospital and loudly saying "go to hell together"...
After Feng Yi told her all the truth, she went back to those details non-stop, even painfully, trying to distinguish which ones were true and which ones were false.
But in the end, she found that she was not discerning at all, perhaps because she was too subjective, and every detail had been integrated into her most sincere emotions, and it would be cruel to subvert them completely.
But she gradually understands that in her eyes, love may be everything, but to others, it is just a small area that can be used in the complete territory.
She finally chose to give up the pursuit.
What is the truth?Why can't everyone's truth be completely unified?
If so, then believe what you believe.
Even though Liang Zhongming completely wiped out the bits and pieces of the past between them, they are still vividly kept in Yinan's the reason why these memories are nostalgic for her is no longer because of Liang Zhongming, but because - those vivid memories hide an unforgettable period of her own youth.
Minyu nodded repeatedly, "Yes! Yes! That's why I'm happy for you! Come back tomorrow, after finishing your studies, a standard female 'sea turtle'! How awesome! Maybe you can come back again Start a business or something, now there are preferential policies for overseas returnees to start a business!"
"Look at you, it's getting farther and farther away, hurry up and brush your teeth!" Yinan thought she was wordy, and pushed her to the bathroom.
Minyu got up, and proudly said: "When you leave, I will dominate this nest again, hehe, the task of dove occupying the magpie's nest is considered an honorable completion!"
Yi Nan had already paid the whole year's rent at the beginning of the year. Min Yu wanted to give her money, but Yi Nan refused to accept it, so she stopped being polite and was happy to get a bargain.
After washing her face, Minyu's mouth still refused to be idle, and her voice came out from the bathroom after a while, "I said, what are your plans for the future! Are you going to idle around like this?"
Yi Nan thought for a while and said, "I have to go home. My mother called me several times to ask me. She's really upset that she didn't go back during the Chinese New Year!"
"Oh!" Minyu was thoughtful, and asked after a while: "Don't rush to go. Our company will hold an event next week, and you can bring your family. I have signed up for you."
"No need." Yi Nan got up, sitting for too long, his legs were a little numb, "You can play by yourself. I have to leave in two days, if I don't leave, my mother will kill me."
"That's it!" Min Yu was a little disappointed, pouted her lips in the mirror, frowned and thought about it, and didn't say anything else.
When she was dressed up and standing at the gate refreshed, Yi Nan had already bundled up a tall stack of books, and looked at Min Yu with a disheartened look, "Oh, I really want to go out!"
Min Yu bent over to change her shoes, "Well, I have an appointment for dinner." She turned around and opened the door, and asked after a moment of hesitation, "Do you want to go together?" Her tone was a bit weak.
Yi Nan didn't care, and said casually: "Your date, what am I messing with, go. Have fun!"
"Hey." Minyu replied softly, and after closing the door, she sighed again.
The person she dated was Meng an exquisite Cantonese restaurant, I found out that I came a little early and there were not many waiter was quite polite, and offered her tea and a plate of melon seeds knocked a few grains, but they were not crispy, so she threw them aside, and only picked up the teacup from time to time, and took a couple of sips without taste.
He propped his head until his neck became sore, only to see Meng Shaoyu's handsome figure swaying on the street outside the glass.
"Yo, you have been waiting for a long time. I'm sorry, I worked overtime last night and overslept without turning on the alarm clock in the morning."
Minyu watched him sit down opposite her, curled her lips, and wrote lightly: "Don't apologize, we two, each other, I came a little earlier than you."
Meng Shaoyu smiled in relief, "That's good."
Minyu suddenly felt unwilling, and stabbed him, "I'm not your girlfriend anyway, so it's okay to wait a little longer."
Meng Shaoyu looked at her in surprise, Minyu made a face at him, to hide a trace of embarrassment, he smiled helplessly, but his eyes were a bit lonely, and asked casually: "Have you ordered?"
Minyu beckoned the waiter, asked for the menu, and handed it to Meng Shaoyu, "I'll pay, you order."
Meng Shaoyu smiled again, "Why is it the other way around today?"
Min Yu still put her arms on her cheeks, and said lazily: "Stop talking nonsense, I will eat whatever you order."
He was very focused on ordering, Min Yu secretly looked at him, a little absent-minded, but suddenly he raised his eyes, "Do you want to eat abalone crisps? This is the signature dish here."
Minyu quickly restrained the tenderness in her eyes, blushed slightly, and said vaguely, "Whatever you want."
Meng Shaoyu asked for a guest, then lowered his head to search, he didn't care about her distress at all, which made Minyu both relieved and disappointed.
The food was served very quickly, but neither of them seemed to feel hungry, they just slowly consumed the delicious food presented.
Meng Shaoyu sipped a cup of stewed fish soup, and asked her casually, "How are you doing recently?"
"What can I do? It's just like this. By the way, you will come to the event next Saturday. I brought your character sketch to the company last time. Several of our designers admire you so much. No, they are all clamoring to see you!"
Meng Shaoyu laughed and said, "Come on, you interior decorators, why do you worship me, a three-legged cat!"
"Then are you going or not?"
Meng Shaoyu glanced at her hesitantly, "I don't know if I will have time... Let's see when the time comes."
Minyu looked down at the tender yellow abalone crisps on the plate, felt aggrieved, and after brewing for a while, she suddenly raised her head and smiled dryly at him, "Are you worried that you will run into my sister-in-law?"
Meng Shaoyu's face obviously became unnatural when she told her what was on his mind, and he argued to himself, "Where are you going?"
"Don't hide it." Min Yu snorted and exposed him bluntly, "Are you afraid of seeing her, or do you want to see her?"
He frowned, pretending to be busy serving dishes.
Minyu felt sad for no reason, "Actually, you still have her in your heart, don't you! You are willing to come out to eat with me because you hope to get some news about her from me."
He finally put down his chopsticks, without admitting or denying, but just kept his face away.
"You two...why bother!" Min Yu sighed, stared at him quietly for a while, and then said: "Her application has already been issued, and she will go to Australia next month."
Meng Shaoyu turned his head to look at her, Min Yu immediately turned his gaze away, she couldn't stand the undisguised concern in his eyes.
"She has nothing to do with the person surnamed Liang for a long time. She came forward to help him that time because she felt guilty for the surname Liang. Although she didn't say anything, I can tell... She has always had you in her heart. "Minyu finished speaking with difficulty, took out a wallet from her bag, picked two banknotes and put them under the plate, then looked at Meng Shaoyu and said: "I have told you everything, what to do, you can figure it out Bar."
Meng Shaoyu's eyes were still fixed on a certain dish, his expression was conflicted and tangled, Minyu knew that he couldn't save knocked on the table with her hand, and regained her usual relaxed look, "Here is the money. If you have more money, please collect it and ask me next time. If you don't have enough, you can pay for it yourself. I have something to do, so I have to go first."
Just got up and unrestrained demeanor was maintained until the street outside the restaurant, and she was sure she was out of his sight before she relaxed.
He secretly cursed himself, and thought angrily: "What am I called!" The circles of his eyes suddenly turned red.
But she understands that she is not the kind of person who doesn't care about her relationship. No matter how good the other party is, as long as there is someone else in his heart, she will not be able to do anything to win love.
Although she feels regretful, she has no psychological burden, and she can continue to live easily, which is more important than anything else.
(End of this chapter)
