Chapter 93 Li Jiuxiao Extra: A Dream in the Mirror and Water Moon
On that day, the blood on the ground was like rouge, and the sunset glow reflected the sky like blood.
His gaze was fixed on the distant horizon. At the last moment of his life, all he could think about was her and the three years with her in the Valley of No Cares, which were the only three years he lived for at this moment, he had to leave.
Snowflakes floated on his cheeks one after another, and then melted into water droplets, falling down drop by drop.
He slowly raised the corners of his mouth, and smiled with relief: "I have to leave, because I still love you. If one day, I start looking for you again, it means that I don't have you in my heart anymore."
……
He was born in the most turbulent era of Xiyu, the ruler of the country was fatuous, and he only favored the demon concubine Yunshi, so that his relatives were in power and the people had no means of living, and his biological mother was that time, his uncle's power was overwhelming, and the Yun family was even less everything went on like this, even if the empress gave birth to a legitimate son, it would not be a threat to him.
The future king of Xiyu can only be him.
However, everything is predestined, he shouldn't have seen the scene in the imperial capital where Lu You was frozen to death, the rich men's wine and meat stink, he shouldn't have seen countless refugees being shot and killed in front of the city gate, and he shouldn't have seen his younger brother. Almost died at the hands of his uncle...
He knew from a very young age that human life is like an ant, in the hands of his mother, concubine and uncle.
And he himself is just a puppet.
But he also knew that his surname was Li, Xiyu belonged to the Li family, and his blood was in the Li family.
He has no childhood.
Because that represents weakness and immaturity.
Everything he possessed was lost one by one in the process of growing up, including siblings and affection.
When he started to care about his people, he put himself on the opposite side of his mother, concubine, uncle and even his mother and concubine killed the queen, he was destined to be isolated by other brothers.
No one knows, in a completely isolated and helpless environment, how he forbearance removed step by step the obstacles that hindered his revival of Xiyu, including his father, mother, concubine, uncle and grandfather; The bone-scratching pain when he killed his own blood relatives; and no one knew that behind his cold-blooded mask was Xi Yu's future...
For 20 years, he buried his feelings too deep, too deep.
Even he himself thought he was a person without feelings until he met Ye Yuan.
In the beginning, he really wanted to kill her.
However, the reason why she didn't do anything was probably due to her "astonishing" behavior, which made him feel that she was very similar to a little wolf dog he raised when he was 's right, the little wolf docile, but actually very narrow-minded, he obviously wants to bite him, but he is flattering.
But later, the little wolf dog was poisoned to death because he ate his food, and he died for had been his only friend and source of fun as a teenager.
Therefore, it is rare for him, who has always been cruel, to be merciful.
He told himself that killing Ye Yuan directly would be better than letting Ye Yuan use it for Qiyan killed her biological father and mother, and exterminated her entire family. If one day she knows the truth, it is impossible not to hate him.
With such a purpose, he approached her little by little.
I don't know when it started, but he gradually liked to tease her, and he found it very fun to watch her lose her like when he was a child, he deliberately teased the little wolf dog. Even if he made the little wolf dog angry again, as long as he gave him a bone, the little wolf dog would still follow him, and then nestle at his feet while sleeping.
He took her to a brothel casino, took her as a bet, and kept losing on purpose, watching her face get darker and darker, and then won a big victory in the last game, watching her face change faster than the sky, and finally pounced Come up and hug him to please him; he taught her to catch crabs, the first step is to insert her fingers into the crab hole, the second step is to wait for the crab to pinch her hand, and the third step is to throw the crab out!She firmly believed in his words, screaming in pain but overjoyed at catching crabs; he gave her an idea to chase Ye Qiyan...
The little things that we get along with, add up to a lot, occupying his heart without his knowing it.
Since when, as long as she nestled beside her, a quarter of an hour passed, and he couldn't turn over a page.
Since when did he feel that it was only natural for him to do things that would make her happy.
Since when did he feel irritable when she mentioned Ye Qiyan repeatedly.
I don't know the origin of the love, but the love is deep.
When he found out, he still thought that she was actually like the little wolf dog who accompanied him when he was heart felt that she was warm only because the space was too lonely.
But when she grew up little by little and only Ye Qiyan was left in her eyes and heart, he began to feel that something was out of control.
At that time, he had a private deal with the empress of Chen Guo. She helped him obtain some military secrets, and he promised that one day he would help her own son to ascend the pretended to inadvertently reveal to the queen that he liked Ye , when she was 15 years old, the queen drugged Ye Yuan and sent her to his bed.
He is no longer an ignorant boy, and she is in the best years, so he naturally has the most primitive desire for her.
That was the first time he kissed her.
She said to him: "Ye Qiyan, I like you, let me be your princess, okay?"
That night, he finally returned her to Ye Qiyan intact.
He told himself that this was also to test Ye Qiyan, if Ye Qiyan also fell in love with her, then she would undoubtedly be Ye Qiyan's fatal Wei Fuhan said that the reason why he let go was because he fell in love with her himself, so he was willing to respect her.
He tried to prove that he only regarded her as a little wolf dog, but he desperately denied it. He chose to tell her the cruel truth when she was the happiest, and he drove her to death bit by bit.
When he learned of her death in dystocia, he finally pushed himself to a dead end.
He hurried to Chen Guo, and fought Ye Qiyan fiercely, only then did he learn that she did not die, but went to Wuyou Shi was distracted while fighting, and the Lihong Sword pierced through his left he lost, he was extremely disregarding Wei Fuhan's obstruction, disregarding the wound, he hurried over all the way.
At that time, his heart was still conflicted.
He bears the rise and fall of Xiyu, the expectations of the people, and too much on his body.
The contradictory psychology tortured him to produce a dual personality.
Thanks to his dual personality, the three years in Wuyou Valley were the happiest three years of his life.
He took off the mask and began to examine himself that time, his name was Er Yuexue, not Li Jiuxiao has too many burdens on him, but Er Yuexue only exists for Ye Yuan.
In those three years, he would go to pick those fresh and tender mushrooms that had just emerged early in the morning, because she liked it, but every time he would just insist that he picked mushrooms by the way while picking herbs.
He would make some incense himself, because there are many mosquitoes in the valley, and then light it for her after she fell asleep.
He always has a frosty face, unwilling to show any emotion easily, but in fact he is hotter than anyone else in his heart. He seems to always make things difficult for her, but she is the one who hurts the most.
However, the dream will eventually wake he realized that he had a dual personality, and when the main personality woke up, he had to take on his own responsibilities again.
That was the second time he kissed her, and it was also the second time he forced himself to give up on her.
Back then, she was the one who brought him to the valley and took out the Lihong Sword from his now, he forced her to kill him with her own hands, just to let everything go back to three years treat these three years as just a dream.
That knife was within his plan, he knew that he would not die, he would only live a life worse than death.
Many things after that were actually within his allowed himself to indulge in the love of his children for three years, but he couldn't allow himself to indulge in it forever.
Cruelly pushing her away, he thought he could let go, but only realized on the day of her wedding that what he let go was never his feelings for her, but the whole of Xiyu, and even the whole world.
When she and another man knelt between heaven and earth, asking for marriage, he was holding Ari and standing at the highest place in , she will never know why he is so determined to stand in the sky that he can't see.
When she got married in a red wedding dress, he took off his mask in front of everyone for the first time. Even though the second personality was cured, he was still the Er Yuexue who put her first.
That night, he said to her: "Even if Er Yuexue, who destroyed the second personality, and Li Jiuxiao, who is the main personality, still like you. Oh, after making it clear, in the end, it was just used to deceive my heart. "
The night was as cold as water, and the moonlight was desolate. He was wearing a black robe and was alone.
All the joy in the city has nothing to do with him.
That was also the third time he kissed her.
Perhaps from that moment on, he had already made a decision, the world and her, he wanted her.
Afterwards, she worked hard, pretending to be an enemy of Ye Qiyan, but actually lured her master into the bait, just to get rid of her master in one fell thought that his hands were already stained with countless blood anyway, and he didn't care about adding some more names, such as her mother and her master.
Someone always needs someone to be a murderer, and this is the last thing he can do for her, even though, she will hate him for the rest of his life.
……
People who don't understand him think he has everything: power, money, status, reputation, women...
In fact, he is the one who has nothing.
In the end, everything is just a mirror image.
He worked hard for half his life, but he gave the throne to his half-brother and left himself the position of regent.
He loved her like his life, but he could only let her go in the end.
Have you ever really loved someone?
The winter is three-pointed, and the blood on the ground is like rouge.
The setting sun is slanting, and the sunset glow reflects the sky like blood.
Red day by day, blood day by day.
He slowly raised the corners of his mouth, and smiled with relief: "I have to leave, because I still love you. If one day, I start looking for you again, it means that I don't have you in my heart anymore."
But, after all, he will never have a chance to find her again...
……
Everything about him came to an abrupt end on that winter day, and there was no later.
(End of this chapter)
On that day, the blood on the ground was like rouge, and the sunset glow reflected the sky like blood.
His gaze was fixed on the distant horizon. At the last moment of his life, all he could think about was her and the three years with her in the Valley of No Cares, which were the only three years he lived for at this moment, he had to leave.
Snowflakes floated on his cheeks one after another, and then melted into water droplets, falling down drop by drop.
He slowly raised the corners of his mouth, and smiled with relief: "I have to leave, because I still love you. If one day, I start looking for you again, it means that I don't have you in my heart anymore."
……
He was born in the most turbulent era of Xiyu, the ruler of the country was fatuous, and he only favored the demon concubine Yunshi, so that his relatives were in power and the people had no means of living, and his biological mother was that time, his uncle's power was overwhelming, and the Yun family was even less everything went on like this, even if the empress gave birth to a legitimate son, it would not be a threat to him.
The future king of Xiyu can only be him.
However, everything is predestined, he shouldn't have seen the scene in the imperial capital where Lu You was frozen to death, the rich men's wine and meat stink, he shouldn't have seen countless refugees being shot and killed in front of the city gate, and he shouldn't have seen his younger brother. Almost died at the hands of his uncle...
He knew from a very young age that human life is like an ant, in the hands of his mother, concubine and uncle.
And he himself is just a puppet.
But he also knew that his surname was Li, Xiyu belonged to the Li family, and his blood was in the Li family.
He has no childhood.
Because that represents weakness and immaturity.
Everything he possessed was lost one by one in the process of growing up, including siblings and affection.
When he started to care about his people, he put himself on the opposite side of his mother, concubine, uncle and even his mother and concubine killed the queen, he was destined to be isolated by other brothers.
No one knows, in a completely isolated and helpless environment, how he forbearance removed step by step the obstacles that hindered his revival of Xiyu, including his father, mother, concubine, uncle and grandfather; The bone-scratching pain when he killed his own blood relatives; and no one knew that behind his cold-blooded mask was Xi Yu's future...
For 20 years, he buried his feelings too deep, too deep.
Even he himself thought he was a person without feelings until he met Ye Yuan.
In the beginning, he really wanted to kill her.
However, the reason why she didn't do anything was probably due to her "astonishing" behavior, which made him feel that she was very similar to a little wolf dog he raised when he was 's right, the little wolf docile, but actually very narrow-minded, he obviously wants to bite him, but he is flattering.
But later, the little wolf dog was poisoned to death because he ate his food, and he died for had been his only friend and source of fun as a teenager.
Therefore, it is rare for him, who has always been cruel, to be merciful.
He told himself that killing Ye Yuan directly would be better than letting Ye Yuan use it for Qiyan killed her biological father and mother, and exterminated her entire family. If one day she knows the truth, it is impossible not to hate him.
With such a purpose, he approached her little by little.
I don't know when it started, but he gradually liked to tease her, and he found it very fun to watch her lose her like when he was a child, he deliberately teased the little wolf dog. Even if he made the little wolf dog angry again, as long as he gave him a bone, the little wolf dog would still follow him, and then nestle at his feet while sleeping.
He took her to a brothel casino, took her as a bet, and kept losing on purpose, watching her face get darker and darker, and then won a big victory in the last game, watching her face change faster than the sky, and finally pounced Come up and hug him to please him; he taught her to catch crabs, the first step is to insert her fingers into the crab hole, the second step is to wait for the crab to pinch her hand, and the third step is to throw the crab out!She firmly believed in his words, screaming in pain but overjoyed at catching crabs; he gave her an idea to chase Ye Qiyan...
The little things that we get along with, add up to a lot, occupying his heart without his knowing it.
Since when, as long as she nestled beside her, a quarter of an hour passed, and he couldn't turn over a page.
Since when did he feel that it was only natural for him to do things that would make her happy.
Since when did he feel irritable when she mentioned Ye Qiyan repeatedly.
I don't know the origin of the love, but the love is deep.
When he found out, he still thought that she was actually like the little wolf dog who accompanied him when he was heart felt that she was warm only because the space was too lonely.
But when she grew up little by little and only Ye Qiyan was left in her eyes and heart, he began to feel that something was out of control.
At that time, he had a private deal with the empress of Chen Guo. She helped him obtain some military secrets, and he promised that one day he would help her own son to ascend the pretended to inadvertently reveal to the queen that he liked Ye , when she was 15 years old, the queen drugged Ye Yuan and sent her to his bed.
He is no longer an ignorant boy, and she is in the best years, so he naturally has the most primitive desire for her.
That was the first time he kissed her.
She said to him: "Ye Qiyan, I like you, let me be your princess, okay?"
That night, he finally returned her to Ye Qiyan intact.
He told himself that this was also to test Ye Qiyan, if Ye Qiyan also fell in love with her, then she would undoubtedly be Ye Qiyan's fatal Wei Fuhan said that the reason why he let go was because he fell in love with her himself, so he was willing to respect her.
He tried to prove that he only regarded her as a little wolf dog, but he desperately denied it. He chose to tell her the cruel truth when she was the happiest, and he drove her to death bit by bit.
When he learned of her death in dystocia, he finally pushed himself to a dead end.
He hurried to Chen Guo, and fought Ye Qiyan fiercely, only then did he learn that she did not die, but went to Wuyou Shi was distracted while fighting, and the Lihong Sword pierced through his left he lost, he was extremely disregarding Wei Fuhan's obstruction, disregarding the wound, he hurried over all the way.
At that time, his heart was still conflicted.
He bears the rise and fall of Xiyu, the expectations of the people, and too much on his body.
The contradictory psychology tortured him to produce a dual personality.
Thanks to his dual personality, the three years in Wuyou Valley were the happiest three years of his life.
He took off the mask and began to examine himself that time, his name was Er Yuexue, not Li Jiuxiao has too many burdens on him, but Er Yuexue only exists for Ye Yuan.
In those three years, he would go to pick those fresh and tender mushrooms that had just emerged early in the morning, because she liked it, but every time he would just insist that he picked mushrooms by the way while picking herbs.
He would make some incense himself, because there are many mosquitoes in the valley, and then light it for her after she fell asleep.
He always has a frosty face, unwilling to show any emotion easily, but in fact he is hotter than anyone else in his heart. He seems to always make things difficult for her, but she is the one who hurts the most.
However, the dream will eventually wake he realized that he had a dual personality, and when the main personality woke up, he had to take on his own responsibilities again.
That was the second time he kissed her, and it was also the second time he forced himself to give up on her.
Back then, she was the one who brought him to the valley and took out the Lihong Sword from his now, he forced her to kill him with her own hands, just to let everything go back to three years treat these three years as just a dream.
That knife was within his plan, he knew that he would not die, he would only live a life worse than death.
Many things after that were actually within his allowed himself to indulge in the love of his children for three years, but he couldn't allow himself to indulge in it forever.
Cruelly pushing her away, he thought he could let go, but only realized on the day of her wedding that what he let go was never his feelings for her, but the whole of Xiyu, and even the whole world.
When she and another man knelt between heaven and earth, asking for marriage, he was holding Ari and standing at the highest place in , she will never know why he is so determined to stand in the sky that he can't see.
When she got married in a red wedding dress, he took off his mask in front of everyone for the first time. Even though the second personality was cured, he was still the Er Yuexue who put her first.
That night, he said to her: "Even if Er Yuexue, who destroyed the second personality, and Li Jiuxiao, who is the main personality, still like you. Oh, after making it clear, in the end, it was just used to deceive my heart. "
The night was as cold as water, and the moonlight was desolate. He was wearing a black robe and was alone.
All the joy in the city has nothing to do with him.
That was also the third time he kissed her.
Perhaps from that moment on, he had already made a decision, the world and her, he wanted her.
Afterwards, she worked hard, pretending to be an enemy of Ye Qiyan, but actually lured her master into the bait, just to get rid of her master in one fell thought that his hands were already stained with countless blood anyway, and he didn't care about adding some more names, such as her mother and her master.
Someone always needs someone to be a murderer, and this is the last thing he can do for her, even though, she will hate him for the rest of his life.
……
People who don't understand him think he has everything: power, money, status, reputation, women...
In fact, he is the one who has nothing.
In the end, everything is just a mirror image.
He worked hard for half his life, but he gave the throne to his half-brother and left himself the position of regent.
He loved her like his life, but he could only let her go in the end.
Have you ever really loved someone?
The winter is three-pointed, and the blood on the ground is like rouge.
The setting sun is slanting, and the sunset glow reflects the sky like blood.
Red day by day, blood day by day.
He slowly raised the corners of his mouth, and smiled with relief: "I have to leave, because I still love you. If one day, I start looking for you again, it means that I don't have you in my heart anymore."
But, after all, he will never have a chance to find her again...
……
Everything about him came to an abrupt end on that winter day, and there was no later.
(End of this chapter)
