Chapter 477 [Be careful when stepping on thunder] Song Shuqing's first perspective
Song Shuqing knew from a young age that she was different from Song Chuqing.

How could it be the same?

One is the daughter of the well-known wife of the Song family, and the other is the daughter of the nanny of the young master of the Song family who had an affair with Song Jicheng in the Song family.

Even her mother doesn't know who she is.

What's even more ridiculous is that when her mother climbed into Song Jicheng's bed, it happened to be the time when Mrs. Song was pregnant with Song Chuqing and separated from Song Jicheng, and her father in the legal sense, her mother's legal husband, not only didn't mind this. Because of this incident, she was named Song Shuqing.

Following the name of the young lady from the Song family, Song Chuqing, she was named Song Chuqing.

Fortunately, her father "coincidentally" also had the surname Song.

But also, what kind of etiquette and shame can such a man have?For the sake of money, he can even encourage his wife to seek friendship with Song Jicheng, and choose to turn a blind eye after his wife does.

This is probably what kind of pot goes with what kind of cover.

Sucks.

And she was born in such a family, and with such a family, it was obvious that she wanted to get the name of Song Chuqing's position.

But she didn't understand this when she was a child. When she was still naive, she actually had a good impression of Song Chuqing, a young lady whose name resembled her own. She always chased after Song Chuqing and called her sister Chuqing.

Song Chuqing was actually ignorant at that time, after all, there was only a one-year difference between the two of them, how could such a young child think of so many things.

They don't understand, but other people understand, Song Jicheng's colorful flags are fluttering, those illegitimate children and illegitimate daughters are not easy-going lamps, and they have become human beings at a young age.

They didn't dare to tease Song Wenyuan, who is the "eldest son and grandson" of the Song family, but would bully Song Chuqing intentionally or unintentionally—the Song family was always harsh on girls anyway, and Mrs. Song completely broke up with Song Ji after giving birth to Song Chuqing. I don't care about this daughter at children are like grass, anyone can bully them twice.

But they bullied Song Chuqing, but it didn't mean they could think highly of Song Shuqing. In fact, Song Shuqing's existence disgusted them even more than Song Chuqing - she was just a nanny's daughter, she didn't even have a genetic test, and she was trying to climb into the Song family?
Gradually, Song Shuqing also understood that it wasn't that Song Chuqing's name resembled her own, but that her name was very similar to Song Chuqing's.

From that day on, she never called Song Chuqing her sister again.

Even if his eyes would still subconsciously look for Song Chuqing.

But it's not such a hard thing to change.

Her mother soon noticed the change in her, and was pleased too.

After all, what future is there for a soft bun like Song Chuqing who doesn't love her mother, doesn't know how to talk to others, and doesn't even care about her brother?

So, Song Shuqing's mother began to teach her to act like a baby to Song Wenyuan, and continued to call Song Wenyuan brother.

At first, Song Shuqing actually didn't accept it.

She had just started kindergarten at that time, which was the same kindergarten as Song sending her in, her mother warned her that school is very expensive for her, she must not conflict with the children in the kindergarten, she must have a good relationship with her brothers, she must be sweet, obedient, and likable.

Song Shuqing did as she did, but she found that it was useless.

How old are everyone, the family has actually decided everything about the children will remember the gossip of their elders at home, and they will learn it in kindergarten.

Many times, adults always think that children don't understand anything, but in fact children understand everything-maybe they don't understand what that means, but they can understand the simplest emotions.

After it was transformed into one's own emotions, it became the purest malice.

And Song Shuqing actually understood, knowing that the children hated her.

Because she is different from them.

She is not stupid, after exploring for a while, she understood why it was different.

Because she is a "slut", her father and her mother are all "sluts".

And children have always had a clear distinction between love and hate.

They said, Song Shuqing is shameless, if she plays with Song Shuqing, she will lose her parents.

That's what the adults say.

No matter what the adults say, that's all they remember.

At the beginning, Song Shuqing was still crying and said these things to her parents. She said she didn't want to go to school.

Then she was beaten.

Dad hit her, and mom hit her too.

She couldn't remember all the words they said, but only remembered "losers" and "debt collectors", so she didn't say anything later.

At that time, she would still go to see Song Chuqing.

Maybe it was because Song Chuqing's life wasn't too good.

It was as if, if even Song Chuqing lived like that, it would not be so unusual for her poor "fake" to be bullied.

Until Song Chuqing met Mu Chushang.

The young lady of the Mu family, the youngest son of the Mu family, the jewel in the palm of everyone in the Mu family.

Compared to Song Chuqing who always seemed to be bullied, compared to the illegitimate children of the Song family who always thought they were special characters, compared to the messy people in the kindergarten...Mu Chushang's posture made Song Shuqing finally understand what it means to be "Miss Qianjin" ".

Mu Chushang, who frightened away the other illegitimate children of the Song family, was like a ray of light, but the light entered was Song Chuqing's day.

Later, Song Chuqing's situation in the Song family was still not very good, but Song Chuqing began to laugh, especially when the Mu family might visit, she would dig out all her own things, and would look out every once in a while, even if she was very happy. Being reprimanded by Song Jicheng didn't feel sad at all.

Song Chuqing changed.

Song Shuqing didn't know where Song Chuqing had changed, anyway, Song Chuqing had changed.

It became, it seemed, less pitiful.

Just because, Miss Mu.

Of course, her mother also knew about Song Chuqing's changes, and knew that she was depressed.

And her mother knew the consequences of all this, and Song Shuqing was not too surprised.

She was beaten again, and her mother scolded her while beating, scolded her for being ignorant, scolded her for being too hot to eat shit, scolded her all kinds of words, anyway, Song Shuqing couldn't fully understand, she only knew that she had done something wrong matter.

Children don't understand anything, and mothers beat themselves, only because they are wrong.

But it hurts to be beaten, and the hidden bruises on my body hurt too.

Song Shuqing cried for a long time, but her mother didn't let her cry, so she could only hide and cry.

Because she was taken by her mother to live in the Song family, even if she hid, she only hid behind the bushes in the Song family's yard.

The child felt that if he hid behind a bush, he would not be seen.

In fact, hiding behind the bushes, it is really not easy to be seen.

But get smashed in the head.

Because this is where Song Wenyuan, the young master of the Song family, played football.

Being hit on the back of the head by a ball falling from the sky would really hurt. Song Shuqing originally just cried secretly, for fear of attracting people by crying out loud. Song Wenyuan, who was only a teenager, also attracted her mother who was already nearby.

Song Shuqing still couldn't remember the specific situation, she only knew that her mother hugged her and said a lot to Song Wenyuan, and then Song Wenyuan also said some other things.

That night, her mother bought her her favorite strawberry cake.

One day after that, when Song Wenyuan saw her, he suddenly asked her: "Is there someone bullying you in class recently?"

Song Shuqing was overwhelmed by the flattery, and after a moment of stunned, she shook her head quickly.

Song Wenyuan frowned, and the young man's expression was arrogant: "It's fine if you don't say it, here, this thing is for you, you will be so ugly when you cry."

He threw something to Song Shuqing, Song Shuqing picked it up in a daze, and found that it was a hairpin, shiny, something that other little girls have.

In fact, she also has, because her mother said that she should not be looked down upon when she goes to school.

But this mother gave her a different feeling.

She looked at Song Wenyuan for a long time, and asked cautiously, "Can I call you brother?"

Song Wenyuan: "You can bark if you like."

After finishing speaking, Song Wenyuan didn't wait where he was, but left with a frown—Song Jicheng was looking for him because he didn't pass the exam.

Song Shuqing was left in place, staring blankly at Song Wenyuan's back for a while, grabbed the hairpin in her hand, and said softly, "Thank you, Brother Wenyuan."

On the same day, her mother found her little hairpin, asked her the ins and outs, then kissed and hugged her, and praised her for being a good child.

This was the first time Song Shuqing was praised as a good child.

Children also know how to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.

Also know how to be grateful.

So later, when she saw Song Wenyuan again, she would pluck up the courage to call out "Brother Wenyuan". Song Wenyuan was not salty at the beginning, but later he really regarded her as his own sister.

Song Shuqing actually asked Song Wenyuan why she left her sister alone, but the teenage Song Wenyuan was unhappy, saying that Song Chuqing liked to get close to outsiders and it had nothing to do with him.

At that time, Song Shuqing was ten years old. Although she was still a little old, she was able to think things through clearly - but it was because from the very beginning, Song Wenyuan never thought of taking the initiative to get close to her sister, and because she was forced to learn this and that. She couldn't separate her thoughts from this to that, and Song Chuqing didn't have anyone to teach her, and she didn't dare to get close to her brother.

In the blink of an eye, a few years have passed, Song Chuqing was pulled by Mu Chushang once, and she has found her sustenance, and began to follow Mu Chushang.

Therefore, Song Wenyuan clearly wanted to have a delicate and soft younger sister, but he missed his own younger sister. The young man was arrogant, unwilling to think about why, and couldn't bear to tease his younger sister.

So much so that Song Shuqing had the opportunity to "take advantage of the situation".

She also thought that this might be unfair to Song Chuqing, but what could be done?It was originally Song Chuqing who missed it.

Song Wenyuan enjoys the feeling of having a younger sister who looks up to and trusts her, while Song Shuqing needs someone to treat her well in order to prove her "worth".

She just wanted to live a good life.

So even though on the one hand she felt that it was really appropriate for her to grab something, on the other hand she felt a secret pleasure.

She admitted that she was still jealous of Song Chuqing.

Because even if her brother was snatched away by herself, Song Chuqing still followed Mu Chushang every day, foolishly.

Song Shuqing couldn't understand Song Chuqing.

At the same time, she also envied Song Chuqing.

After all, even if Song Chuqing is just one of Mu Chushang's many "friends", and Mu Chushang is like a dude, as long as someone bullies Song Chuqing and she sees her, she will protect Song Chuqing.

Even if Song Chuqing couldn't bring her anything.

Mu Chushang never needed anything in return from Song Chuqing, because she was a person who did her own thing, and if she helped, she would help.

To Song Chuqing, Mu Chushang is a good person who is superior and does his own thing.

But to Song Chuqing, Song Wenyuan was not a good person.

Her mother knew this very well, and Song Shuqing herself knew it very well.

The men of the Song family have never been good Song Wenyuan, she might just be a toy. When Song Wenyuan loses interest, she will lose her "meaning".

Song Wenyuan will find out sooner or later that he can have more "sisters".

But it was very difficult for Song Shuqing to find another brother like Song Wenyuan.

Their relationship was never equal.

And Song Shuqing never thought of going further.

Not to mention whether she was related to Song Wenyuan by blood, the way the old man of the Song family and Song Jicheng looked at her made her understand that as long as she dared to cross the line, she would be the one who would be dealt with.

Because the heir of the Song family cannot marry a nanny's daughter.

She can't be delusional.

But that's all for later.

Song Shuqing originally thought that she could at least finish high school in a safe and sound way, but she never thought that accidents would still happen.

Mu Chushang was lost, and Mu Chushang was found again. The found Mu Chushang seemed to be very kind to Song Chuqing, and Song Chuqing also made other good friends.

Like Mu Chushang, a good friend who will not be snatched away by her.

Someone who would firmly stand on Song Chuqing's side.

The way Song Chuqing looked at her and Song Wenyuan also changed.

It's like you don't care about them anymore.

Like, sooner or later, he will fly out of the cage of the Song family.

Song Shuqing was jealous.

Song Shuqing was very jealous.

Until that day, she failed Song Chuqing's exam.

That pitiful sense of superiority finally collapsed overnight.

She wanted to comfort herself with her elder brother who at least still possessed Song Chuqing.

Then, Song Wenyuan beat Song Chuqing.

That was not her intention.

That is to say, from that time on, everything cannot go back to the past.

She, Song Wenyuan, and Song Chuqing.

Although, there was nothing in the past between them.

It shouldn't be like this.

Song Shuqing didn't know what it should be like, but it shouldn't be like this.

Song Wenyuan also knew that he was wrong.

He began to try to apologize to his own sister.

Song Shuqing knew all these things, but Song Shuqing didn't think there was anything wrong with Song Wenyuan's doing so.

Or rather, she couldn't tell the difference.

She is confused.

Then, after many years, her mother beat and scolded her again.

She couldn't listen to the class well at school, and her grades plummeted.

Later, I tried my best to catch up with my homework, but still failed to enter the top [-] list.

There are more and more unpleasant words in my ears.

Song Chuqing is getting better and better.

Song Shuqing felt that she was going to collapse.

But she can't break down.

She doesn't deserve to break down.

If there is cause and effect in the world, she deserves it all.

She deserved it.

Song Wenyuan was originally Song Chuqing's biological brother.

Besides, such a person who will only repent when it is irretrievable is... not a good person in the first place.

This wasn't her brother in the first place.

At that time, Song Shuqing thought about many things that she deliberately did not think about before.

She thought, what if.

If she hadn't been jealous of Song Chuqing...

If she hadn't snatched away Song Chuqing's brother...

If she hadn't been crying behind that bush, hadn't been hit by Song Wenyuan's ball...

If she didn't have such parents...

If she hadn't been born...

Would things have been better if she hadn't been born?
But these are useless.

She has been born.

She is still alive.

To live is to pay the price.

 Unexpectedly, the [-] words were not finished

  There is a little bit more, after thinking about it, I feel that it is still broken.
  Because the rest is Song Shuqing's ending, not many, a thousand words

  If you really hate Song Shuqing, just read this, don't read the next chapter, just read the next chapter

  see you tomorrow

  
 
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