Chapter 337 Spring 2023 (2)
After eight years of living in Beidiao, I have no sorrows, joys or regrets after leaving BJ
This is the second post for 2023.
I finally made a decision to end my nearly eight years of living in Beidiao and bid farewell to BJ.
The first time I came to BJ was in the summer of 2013, when I was studying in Hebei the summer vacation, I came to BJ with my junior high school classmates from my hometown in Cangzhou to play for a few went to Sanlitun, Old Summer Palace, Tsinghua University, Peking University, the Great Wall, and the Forbidden City.
BJ gave me the feeling that this city is really prosperous, and after graduating from university, I will come here to find and realize my dreams and start a different life.
The second time I came to BJ was in May 2015. I clearly remember that it was after Labor Day. I bought a green ticket from QHD to BJ getting out of BJ West Station, I stood on the bus platform with a snakeskin luggage bag on my back. I was extremely excited by the heavy traffic and crowds in front of me. BJ, here I come, I'm here to fulfill my dream.
At that time, I rented a basement of a few square meters in the Pearl River Oasis Home, opposite the Communication University of China, and the rent was 400 yuan a May, I was almost looking for a job. My purpose at that time was very clear. I wanted to study music at BJ and do media-related work.
I took my resume and applied for copywriter, editor, screenwriter and other positions in one media company after also took the lyrics I once wrote to some record companies to submit and interview, and I also went to some film and television companies to apply for group performers and assistant jobs. I also paid homage to a few teachers who specialize in music arrangement and production in BJ. They learn to compose.
At that time, I just wanted to be a music lyricist or arranger, and my original music works could be heard by more that time, I also wanted to be a screenwriter, so that I could write good film and television dramas so that more people could see even want to be a director or an actor who can shine on the screen.
Now that I think about it, the dreams and enthusiasm I had at the time, Chicheng and courage, determination and fearlessness all came from the truest love in my heart.
But during this month, I got nothing, learned nothing, and earned the contrary, the 2000 yuan I brought with me at the beginning was not much left within a month, and only the travel expenses to return to QHD was like a frost-beaten eggplant, with physical and mental exhaustion, regret and disappointment, frustration and frustration, I returned to QHD, and lost the courage to come to BJ again.
I feel that I am nothing, and wanting to realize my dream in BJ is simply whimsical.
After returning to BJ, I began to submit my resume to QHD and SJZ to find a jobs include sales, editors, and children's that time, for me, having a job to support myself was worthy of more than ten years of hard for the original dream in my heart, I feel that it is out of reach.
I was finally hired by a children's training institution in QHD. At that time, my position was responsible for the promotion of enrollment, as well as the daily management and teaching of students.
On the eve of graduation, a classmate from the student union with me came to my dormitory to play. After some conversation, he asked me to go to work in the company where he was an intern in BJ. More than that time, I thought this was a fantasy, and I even suspected that my classmates had joined the MLM also asked me to send my luggage to his sister who lived in BJ Mentougou in advance. I asked suspiciously: "BJ still has Mentougou?"
I am dubious about what my classmates say, and I am in a dilemma about my future stay in QHD to teach and educate people?Or continue to go to BJ Curve to save the country and find your dream?I can't help but feel very entangled. At the age of 23, I think that choice is an important moment that determines and affects my own heat of summer and the inner struggle kept me awake at night. I got up from the bed in the dormitory in the middle of the night and strolled to the beach of Beidaihe by myself, blowing the sea breeze all night.
The next day I made up my mind to go to BJ's.
On June 2015, 6, I graduated from went to that Internet company with my classmates. This is my third visit to BJ.
Since then, I have entered the Internet industry, and my college classmates did not lie to me. Since my work is sales-oriented, I can get a commission based on my performance. Starting from the third month, my monthly after-tax salary is 2015% It is more than ten the end of 3, when I returned home during the Spring Festival, I gave my mother [-] yuan in cash and told her that this was my first pot of gold after graduation. I felt a sense of accomplishment at that time.
Afterwards, I also swayed in the Internet industry and the media industry several times, and later experienced listed companies such as HKUST Xunfei, TAL, and Cheetah of February 2023, I have worked and lived in BJ for nearly eight years.
In the past eight years, I don't know what standard to use to measure my success or don't even know what language to use to describe all the time spent in these eight years, and I don't know how to summarize BJ's life in these eight have been thinking these days. Before I leave BJ, I want to write an article to write about my experience in the past eight when I wrote this moment with a turbulent mood, my heart was suddenly as calm as years of time, in the end, it was nothing more than a calm situation.
There is no sorrow, no regrets, and no emotional ups and may only take a moment for a person to be completely relieved of the past.
If you are interested in my past eight years, you can read on WeChat, or search for my latest novel "Beipiao Workplace Illustrated Book". This 70-word novel tells what I have experienced in the past eight years. Every story, everyone I it is things or people, they have played important roles in many moments of my life.
People like to use money and material things to measure everything, so I simply use this to define years ago, when I first came to BJ, I only had 2 yuan in my , eight years later, with my own efforts, I have a house worth more than one million yuan, and I have almost paid off the is also a small car and a six-figure deposit in the bank the beginning, I started my business in BJ alone with 2 years later, BJ gave me more than 700 times in return, and I am extremely grateful to the city of BJ for its kindness to me.
But I prefer to use the realization of ideals and spiritual satisfaction to measure my achievements. In the past eight years, I have also realized many of my original dreams. Now, you can search for my name on major mainstream music platforms and hear me written can also search for my name on major mainstream reading platforms to see my novels.
I measure my past eight years by looking at the current results and whether I have realized my original intention.
From a practical point of view, I tentatively achieved from an ideal point of view, I feel that I am far behind, and I feel that I have still achieved nothing in the past eight from last year to now, I have struggled painfully at the intersection of ideal and reality, tired of the unchanging life today, unhappy, often feel that life is meaningless, and I feel that I am wasting a lot of time, doing things that are surviving, like a walking dead.
There are mountains and rivers hidden in the heart, and the jungle and hills are seen in the bound in a three-inch golden cage, lamenting that the good times have not achieved desire and longing in the heart, only you know.
So, I finally decided to give up everything I have so-called big factories with high salaries, goodbye!Money can never be earned, but how many years of youth can there be?The so-called lovers, goodbye! !If there is love, we may meet again in our so-called original dream of drifting north, goodbye! ! !There are so many people, even in another world, we are still unwilling to be ordinary.
Attached, BJ's eight-year memorabilia:
2015 (23 years old)
In April 2015, the first campus love novel "The Girl I Chased in Those Years" was completed (4 words)
On the eve of graduation in May 2015, I came to BJ with my dream of music and media
Graduated from university in June 2015, joined Xiu Nail Company as a business manager
In September 2015, the first single "Goodbye, Hometown" was launched
In October 2015, the second single "Remember Too Long" was launched
In December 2015, the third single "BJ Summer" was launched
Start publishing prose essays
2016 (24 years old)
In January 2016, the fourth single "Someone's Heart" was launched
In February 2016, she resigned from Xiu Naijia and joined the correction network as a regional manager and an assistant researcher at the BJ Language Institute
Traveled to Guangzhou in March 2016 and has since been responsible for the business in Guangdong
In July 2016, the fifth single "Looking for" was launched
Traveled to ZZ City, Hunan Province in August 2016
Travel to Hong Kong in September 2016
In October 2016, he resigned from and joined BJ Mi Ai Mier Culture Media Company as the editor-in-chief of new media operations
In November 2016, the second urban romance novel "Post-11s" was completed (20 words)
In December 2016, he left BJ Mi Ai Mier Company and began to write the third campus romance novel "Youth Without Graduation"
2017 (25 years old)
Joined Gaosi Education as an account manager in February 2017
In March 2017, he resigned from Gaosi Education and joined ZOSE Dingli Media Company as the South China Regional Channel Director
In May 2017, he resigned from Zhongshi Dingli and joined HKUST Xunfei as the consulting manager of
Traveled to AH Hefei in June 2017 to participate in the company's business training and 6th anniversary celebration
In August 2017, he began to create the fourth urban romance novel "I'm Waiting for You at BJ"
Buying a car in September 2017
2018 (26 years old)
In February 2018, he was transferred from the consulting manager of to the Marketing Center of Education BG and served as the senior consulting manager of Beijing-Tianjin-Hebei
Travel to Nanjing in April 2018
In May 2018, the sixth single "Walk Through Nanjing" was launched and traveled to Shanghai
Traveled to Xi'an in June 2018, finished the novel "I'm Waiting for You at BJ" (6 words)
In July 2018, the novel "Youth Without Graduation" was completed (7 words)
In August 2018, he began to create the fifth urban romance novel "Love in Xierqi"
In December 2018, the novel "Love in Xierqi" was completed (12 words)
2019 (27 years old)
Leaving HKUST Xunfei in January 2019
Joined TAL in February 2019 as the solution manager of the Smart Education Division
In March 2019, he began to create the sixth urban workplace novel "The Road is in Houchang Village"
Traveled to Yunnan, Henan, Hainan and other places in April 2019
Traveled to AH, Chongqing, Jiangxi and other places in May 2019
Traveled to Hubei, Shandong, Liaoning and other places in June 2019
Traveled to Shaanxi, Guizhou, Ningxia and other places in July 2019
Traveled to Gansu, Hebei, Sichuan and other places in August 2019
In December 2019, the novel "The Road in Houchang Village" was completed (12 words)
2020 (28 years old)
In February 2020, he began to create the seventh urban romance novel "After the Wind"
Leaving TAL in April 2020, the novel "After the Wind Passes" is finished (4 words)
Began to create the eighth urban workplace novel "Pre-sales Manager"
Joined Jinshan Cheetah in May 2020 as the pre-sales technical manager of the AI Education Strategy Department, and bought a house in SJZ, Hebei
In June 2020, he was assigned to Orion Star, a subsidiary of Kingsoft Cheetah, as the pre-sales manager of the government and enterprise business department
In July 2020, he was dispatched to Jiangxi JDZ to be responsible for the pre-sales work of smart city-related projects, and traveled to Shanghai, Zhejiang and other places
In November 2020, study psychology and prepare for the professional examination of psychological counselors of the Institute of Psychology, Chinese Academy of Sciences
In December 2020, the novel "Pre-sales Manager" was completed (12 words)
2021 (29 years old)
Start writing the ninth urban workplace novel "BJ Programmer" in February 2021
The novel "BJ Programmer" will be completed in April 2021 (4 words)
In May 2021, take the professional examination for psychological counselors of the Institute of Psychology, Chinese Academy of Sciences and pass
In June 2021, the seventh single "The Land of Chu" will be launched
Resigned from Orion Star in July 2021, and traveled alone to the eight provinces of Mongolia, Shanxi, Shaanxi, Sichuan, Tibet, Qinghai, Singapore, and Gansu
In September 2021, after the self-driving trip in eight provinces, return to BJ and start writing the tenth urban romance novel "Traveling Lovers"
Joined Yitai Education (later renamed Langcong Technology) as a pre-sales product manager
In November 2021, the novel "Traveling Lovers" will be completed (11 words)
In December 2021, the No. 12 urban workplace novel "Beipiao Workplace Illustrated Book" will be created
Business trip to Qinzhou, Guangxi
2022 (30 years old)
In January 2022, the eighth single "Jianghu Da BJ" will be launched, and the decision to apply for the postgraduate entrance examination class of Offcn Education
In April 2022, he resigned from Langcong Technology and joined e-signature as a project expert
In August 2022, he resigned from e-signature and joined Baidu Jobbang as a pre-sales consultant
Travel to Fujian, Hunan, Jiangxi and other places in September 2022
In November 2022, I decided to leave BJ next year, settle in SJZ, and spend more time on self-media, reading, writing, etc.
Travel to Guangxi Yulin, Guilin, Nanning and other places in December 2022 to participate in the national postgraduate examination
2023 (31 years old)
Leaving Baidu Jobbang in January 2023
In February 2023, the novel "Beipiao Workplace Illustrated Book" was completed (2 words), leaving BJ
Liu Haifeng
2022. 2, 7
Yu BJ
(End of this chapter)
After eight years of living in Beidiao, I have no sorrows, joys or regrets after leaving BJ
This is the second post for 2023.
I finally made a decision to end my nearly eight years of living in Beidiao and bid farewell to BJ.
The first time I came to BJ was in the summer of 2013, when I was studying in Hebei the summer vacation, I came to BJ with my junior high school classmates from my hometown in Cangzhou to play for a few went to Sanlitun, Old Summer Palace, Tsinghua University, Peking University, the Great Wall, and the Forbidden City.
BJ gave me the feeling that this city is really prosperous, and after graduating from university, I will come here to find and realize my dreams and start a different life.
The second time I came to BJ was in May 2015. I clearly remember that it was after Labor Day. I bought a green ticket from QHD to BJ getting out of BJ West Station, I stood on the bus platform with a snakeskin luggage bag on my back. I was extremely excited by the heavy traffic and crowds in front of me. BJ, here I come, I'm here to fulfill my dream.
At that time, I rented a basement of a few square meters in the Pearl River Oasis Home, opposite the Communication University of China, and the rent was 400 yuan a May, I was almost looking for a job. My purpose at that time was very clear. I wanted to study music at BJ and do media-related work.
I took my resume and applied for copywriter, editor, screenwriter and other positions in one media company after also took the lyrics I once wrote to some record companies to submit and interview, and I also went to some film and television companies to apply for group performers and assistant jobs. I also paid homage to a few teachers who specialize in music arrangement and production in BJ. They learn to compose.
At that time, I just wanted to be a music lyricist or arranger, and my original music works could be heard by more that time, I also wanted to be a screenwriter, so that I could write good film and television dramas so that more people could see even want to be a director or an actor who can shine on the screen.
Now that I think about it, the dreams and enthusiasm I had at the time, Chicheng and courage, determination and fearlessness all came from the truest love in my heart.
But during this month, I got nothing, learned nothing, and earned the contrary, the 2000 yuan I brought with me at the beginning was not much left within a month, and only the travel expenses to return to QHD was like a frost-beaten eggplant, with physical and mental exhaustion, regret and disappointment, frustration and frustration, I returned to QHD, and lost the courage to come to BJ again.
I feel that I am nothing, and wanting to realize my dream in BJ is simply whimsical.
After returning to BJ, I began to submit my resume to QHD and SJZ to find a jobs include sales, editors, and children's that time, for me, having a job to support myself was worthy of more than ten years of hard for the original dream in my heart, I feel that it is out of reach.
I was finally hired by a children's training institution in QHD. At that time, my position was responsible for the promotion of enrollment, as well as the daily management and teaching of students.
On the eve of graduation, a classmate from the student union with me came to my dormitory to play. After some conversation, he asked me to go to work in the company where he was an intern in BJ. More than that time, I thought this was a fantasy, and I even suspected that my classmates had joined the MLM also asked me to send my luggage to his sister who lived in BJ Mentougou in advance. I asked suspiciously: "BJ still has Mentougou?"
I am dubious about what my classmates say, and I am in a dilemma about my future stay in QHD to teach and educate people?Or continue to go to BJ Curve to save the country and find your dream?I can't help but feel very entangled. At the age of 23, I think that choice is an important moment that determines and affects my own heat of summer and the inner struggle kept me awake at night. I got up from the bed in the dormitory in the middle of the night and strolled to the beach of Beidaihe by myself, blowing the sea breeze all night.
The next day I made up my mind to go to BJ's.
On June 2015, 6, I graduated from went to that Internet company with my classmates. This is my third visit to BJ.
Since then, I have entered the Internet industry, and my college classmates did not lie to me. Since my work is sales-oriented, I can get a commission based on my performance. Starting from the third month, my monthly after-tax salary is 2015% It is more than ten the end of 3, when I returned home during the Spring Festival, I gave my mother [-] yuan in cash and told her that this was my first pot of gold after graduation. I felt a sense of accomplishment at that time.
Afterwards, I also swayed in the Internet industry and the media industry several times, and later experienced listed companies such as HKUST Xunfei, TAL, and Cheetah of February 2023, I have worked and lived in BJ for nearly eight years.
In the past eight years, I don't know what standard to use to measure my success or don't even know what language to use to describe all the time spent in these eight years, and I don't know how to summarize BJ's life in these eight have been thinking these days. Before I leave BJ, I want to write an article to write about my experience in the past eight when I wrote this moment with a turbulent mood, my heart was suddenly as calm as years of time, in the end, it was nothing more than a calm situation.
There is no sorrow, no regrets, and no emotional ups and may only take a moment for a person to be completely relieved of the past.
If you are interested in my past eight years, you can read on WeChat, or search for my latest novel "Beipiao Workplace Illustrated Book". This 70-word novel tells what I have experienced in the past eight years. Every story, everyone I it is things or people, they have played important roles in many moments of my life.
People like to use money and material things to measure everything, so I simply use this to define years ago, when I first came to BJ, I only had 2 yuan in my , eight years later, with my own efforts, I have a house worth more than one million yuan, and I have almost paid off the is also a small car and a six-figure deposit in the bank the beginning, I started my business in BJ alone with 2 years later, BJ gave me more than 700 times in return, and I am extremely grateful to the city of BJ for its kindness to me.
But I prefer to use the realization of ideals and spiritual satisfaction to measure my achievements. In the past eight years, I have also realized many of my original dreams. Now, you can search for my name on major mainstream music platforms and hear me written can also search for my name on major mainstream reading platforms to see my novels.
I measure my past eight years by looking at the current results and whether I have realized my original intention.
From a practical point of view, I tentatively achieved from an ideal point of view, I feel that I am far behind, and I feel that I have still achieved nothing in the past eight from last year to now, I have struggled painfully at the intersection of ideal and reality, tired of the unchanging life today, unhappy, often feel that life is meaningless, and I feel that I am wasting a lot of time, doing things that are surviving, like a walking dead.
There are mountains and rivers hidden in the heart, and the jungle and hills are seen in the bound in a three-inch golden cage, lamenting that the good times have not achieved desire and longing in the heart, only you know.
So, I finally decided to give up everything I have so-called big factories with high salaries, goodbye!Money can never be earned, but how many years of youth can there be?The so-called lovers, goodbye! !If there is love, we may meet again in our so-called original dream of drifting north, goodbye! ! !There are so many people, even in another world, we are still unwilling to be ordinary.
Attached, BJ's eight-year memorabilia:
2015 (23 years old)
In April 2015, the first campus love novel "The Girl I Chased in Those Years" was completed (4 words)
On the eve of graduation in May 2015, I came to BJ with my dream of music and media
Graduated from university in June 2015, joined Xiu Nail Company as a business manager
In September 2015, the first single "Goodbye, Hometown" was launched
In October 2015, the second single "Remember Too Long" was launched
In December 2015, the third single "BJ Summer" was launched
Start publishing prose essays
2016 (24 years old)
In January 2016, the fourth single "Someone's Heart" was launched
In February 2016, she resigned from Xiu Naijia and joined the correction network as a regional manager and an assistant researcher at the BJ Language Institute
Traveled to Guangzhou in March 2016 and has since been responsible for the business in Guangdong
In July 2016, the fifth single "Looking for" was launched
Traveled to ZZ City, Hunan Province in August 2016
Travel to Hong Kong in September 2016
In October 2016, he resigned from and joined BJ Mi Ai Mier Culture Media Company as the editor-in-chief of new media operations
In November 2016, the second urban romance novel "Post-11s" was completed (20 words)
In December 2016, he left BJ Mi Ai Mier Company and began to write the third campus romance novel "Youth Without Graduation"
2017 (25 years old)
Joined Gaosi Education as an account manager in February 2017
In March 2017, he resigned from Gaosi Education and joined ZOSE Dingli Media Company as the South China Regional Channel Director
In May 2017, he resigned from Zhongshi Dingli and joined HKUST Xunfei as the consulting manager of
Traveled to AH Hefei in June 2017 to participate in the company's business training and 6th anniversary celebration
In August 2017, he began to create the fourth urban romance novel "I'm Waiting for You at BJ"
Buying a car in September 2017
2018 (26 years old)
In February 2018, he was transferred from the consulting manager of to the Marketing Center of Education BG and served as the senior consulting manager of Beijing-Tianjin-Hebei
Travel to Nanjing in April 2018
In May 2018, the sixth single "Walk Through Nanjing" was launched and traveled to Shanghai
Traveled to Xi'an in June 2018, finished the novel "I'm Waiting for You at BJ" (6 words)
In July 2018, the novel "Youth Without Graduation" was completed (7 words)
In August 2018, he began to create the fifth urban romance novel "Love in Xierqi"
In December 2018, the novel "Love in Xierqi" was completed (12 words)
2019 (27 years old)
Leaving HKUST Xunfei in January 2019
Joined TAL in February 2019 as the solution manager of the Smart Education Division
In March 2019, he began to create the sixth urban workplace novel "The Road is in Houchang Village"
Traveled to Yunnan, Henan, Hainan and other places in April 2019
Traveled to AH, Chongqing, Jiangxi and other places in May 2019
Traveled to Hubei, Shandong, Liaoning and other places in June 2019
Traveled to Shaanxi, Guizhou, Ningxia and other places in July 2019
Traveled to Gansu, Hebei, Sichuan and other places in August 2019
In December 2019, the novel "The Road in Houchang Village" was completed (12 words)
2020 (28 years old)
In February 2020, he began to create the seventh urban romance novel "After the Wind"
Leaving TAL in April 2020, the novel "After the Wind Passes" is finished (4 words)
Began to create the eighth urban workplace novel "Pre-sales Manager"
Joined Jinshan Cheetah in May 2020 as the pre-sales technical manager of the AI Education Strategy Department, and bought a house in SJZ, Hebei
In June 2020, he was assigned to Orion Star, a subsidiary of Kingsoft Cheetah, as the pre-sales manager of the government and enterprise business department
In July 2020, he was dispatched to Jiangxi JDZ to be responsible for the pre-sales work of smart city-related projects, and traveled to Shanghai, Zhejiang and other places
In November 2020, study psychology and prepare for the professional examination of psychological counselors of the Institute of Psychology, Chinese Academy of Sciences
In December 2020, the novel "Pre-sales Manager" was completed (12 words)
2021 (29 years old)
Start writing the ninth urban workplace novel "BJ Programmer" in February 2021
The novel "BJ Programmer" will be completed in April 2021 (4 words)
In May 2021, take the professional examination for psychological counselors of the Institute of Psychology, Chinese Academy of Sciences and pass
In June 2021, the seventh single "The Land of Chu" will be launched
Resigned from Orion Star in July 2021, and traveled alone to the eight provinces of Mongolia, Shanxi, Shaanxi, Sichuan, Tibet, Qinghai, Singapore, and Gansu
In September 2021, after the self-driving trip in eight provinces, return to BJ and start writing the tenth urban romance novel "Traveling Lovers"
Joined Yitai Education (later renamed Langcong Technology) as a pre-sales product manager
In November 2021, the novel "Traveling Lovers" will be completed (11 words)
In December 2021, the No. 12 urban workplace novel "Beipiao Workplace Illustrated Book" will be created
Business trip to Qinzhou, Guangxi
2022 (30 years old)
In January 2022, the eighth single "Jianghu Da BJ" will be launched, and the decision to apply for the postgraduate entrance examination class of Offcn Education
In April 2022, he resigned from Langcong Technology and joined e-signature as a project expert
In August 2022, he resigned from e-signature and joined Baidu Jobbang as a pre-sales consultant
Travel to Fujian, Hunan, Jiangxi and other places in September 2022
In November 2022, I decided to leave BJ next year, settle in SJZ, and spend more time on self-media, reading, writing, etc.
Travel to Guangxi Yulin, Guilin, Nanning and other places in December 2022 to participate in the national postgraduate examination
2023 (31 years old)
Leaving Baidu Jobbang in January 2023
In February 2023, the novel "Beipiao Workplace Illustrated Book" was completed (2 words), leaving BJ
Liu Haifeng
2022. 2, 7
Yu BJ
(End of this chapter)
