Chapter 23 When You Leave, I Become an Orphan (Su Mei Fanwai)
In the cemetery, the silence was is no one, no sound, only rows of green pines silently accompanied by neat tombstones, which makes the cemetery even more desolate and lonely.
Su Mei looked at the photo on the tombstone, she squatted down slowly, stretched out her hand, caressed the photo on the tombstone quietly, and said softly: "Song Wenqi, if you leave, I will become an orphan. Yes, I want to tell you one thing, my wedding with Lu Haiyang has been cancelled, maybe I will still marry someone after many years, that person may be Lu Haiyang, but now I can’t marry him, because I see He seems to have seen you. Am I crazy? Liang Yi and the others say I am crazy, but she has never lost it, so how can she understand the pain of loss. "
She gently stroked Song Wenqi's photo with her hand, and spoke slowly.
At the wedding three days ago, she was wearing a wedding dress and standing there to the customs of Engang, the two did not meet for three days before their her again now, Lu Haiyang can see how haggard she is with just a few in white gauze, she looked even more elegant and lonely.
The groomsmen booed: "The bride is so beautiful, Lu Haiyang, you really made a lot of money in your life."
Su Yuan'an also smiled, and looked at Su Mei and Lu Haiyang lovingly: "Yangyang, I will leave my daughter to you, and you must love her well in the future. The family changes these years have not been easy for her."
Ye Meixiang sat in a corner and clapped her hands, as if she was also affected by the celebration. She sang an old nursery rhyme: "Little boy, sitting on the doorstep, crying for a wife. Why do you want a daughter-in-law?" Light the lamp and talk; blow the lamp and keep company; I will braid your pigtails tomorrow morning.”
Her singing made Su Yuan'an burst into tears. He didn't feel bitter in the cell before, and he didn't feel bitter when all his family property was used for compensation, but seeing his delirious wife and daughter who was about to get married, and lying in the hospital who needed him The ex-wife he took care of, and Zhou Xiaochen, who was serving his sentence, had mixed feelings in his heart.
In order not to affect the excitement of the young people, he turned around silently, not looking at the group of bridesmaids and best men who were making a fuss.
Liang Yi yelled resolutely: "Lu Haiyang kiss one, kiss one, or you won't be allowed to pick up the bride."
Lu Haiyang looked at Su Mei: "That also requires the bride's consent."
Su Mei turned her head slowly, her eyes were a long time, her eyes slowly fell on his face: "I'm sorry, Lu Haiyang."
He had already foreseen this moment, he stared at her blankly, she turned and walked into her room, leaving behind a room of best man and bridesmaid who didn't know what Haiyang was the first to react, and he pushed open the door of her room: "Su Mei, are you going to regret the marriage?"
Su Mei closed the door and calmly took off her wedding dress: "Lu Haiyang, I thought I was always looking and giving because I love you, but it's not true. Sometimes people tend to form a kind of inertia, just like eleven o'clock Go to bed, if you crawl into bed at ten o'clock, you can only sleep with your eyes open. That kind of inertia makes me think that I love you, but in fact it is just an illusion given to me by inertia."
"I don't understand what you're talking about?"
"My affection for you has actually become a kind of inertia."
"Su Mei, tell me is it because of Song Wenqi?"
Su Mei didn't speak.
"What do you want from me? Because of that accident, we have postponed our wedding for more than half a year. I thought he had faded out of our lives. I thought you had let go. Su Mei, Song Wenqi is no longer here This world is gone, we can't lose our whole life because of someone who no longer exists."
"You don't understand that some people won't fade out. You can't understand what Song Wenqi means to me. Once he leaves, I will become an orphan."
"What orphans, you still have me, friends, parents and sisters."
"But in this world, except for him, no one can spoil me like this. Except for him, no one can give me the whole world; except for him, no one can use themselves to fulfill me. Including you, you can't do it either .”
"You are still angry for my resignation back then, right?"
"This has absolutely nothing to do with your leaving without saying goodbye. I'm just making an analogy. I just want to tell you that no one can treat me like this anymore except Song Wenqi."
Lu Haiyang grabbed her shoulder angrily: "Su Mei, you are crazy, Song Wenqi has already left, and there is no such person in this world anymore."
Su Mei broke free from his hand, lowered her head, and said in a calm tone, "I'm sorry, I really can't get married. I can't live a lifetime with another person while living in my heart."
"I can wait for you." Lu Haiyang compromised.
"You can't wait."
"Why?" Lu Haiyang was not convinced.
"It's possible that I won't be able to get out in this life. Lu Haiyang, I only know now that people can't easily rely on another person, it will become your habit. When parting comes, you will find that what you have lost is not some Personally, but a spiritual pillar. Over the years, I have been used to having a Song Wenqi in the world, no matter what happens, he will stand behind me." When she said these words softly, Lu Haiyang was watching Looking at her, her beautiful eyes seemed to be covered with dust.
Lu Haiyang looked at Su Mei disappointedly and desperately, but she kept avoiding it and kept her head finally compromised, he opened the door and ignored the torture of everyone outside, and rushed out of the door like crazy.
Su Mei locked the door tightly, and even though everyone was angry and accused outside the door, she kept hiding until everyone dispersed at night before she opened the door.
Su Yuanan sat on the sofa, as if his hair had turned white in an instant, and his whole body was he didn't criticize Su Mei, and there was wisdom in his voice: "That's fine, if you marry another person with one person's memories, the result may be even worse."
Su Mei froze for a moment, she originally wanted to apologize to her father, but she made him hearing what her father said, she said very seriously: "Dad, maybe one day I will get married and have children, and time will bury everything, but not now."
"I understand." Su Yuanan nodded.
"Dad, I want to go out for a walk alone."
"Have you decided?"
"Ah."
"It's good to be quiet."
After canceling the wedding, Su Mei left Engang alone. Her mother was taken care of by her father, so she didn't need to worry too much.
She wandered from city to city according to the map, and did odd jobs to earn money when she had no half a year, she came to a sea island with beautiful scenery and friendly Mei works part-time in a supermarket. Everyone always mentions a hot pot restaurant when they go to work, because this hot pot restaurant is very generous, and there is a special dish for free every it comes to special dishes, everyone looks at Su Mei.
"Su Mei, you really should go, today is your birthday, please invite us to have hot pot?"
"Why?" Su Mei asked casually, "Didn't you say that seafood is delicious yesterday?"
"Because the special dish of that restaurant is called Su Mei, which is your name. Isn't it very interesting to go to such a restaurant on your birthday?"
Su Mei didn't know why, but she suddenly became interested in this hot pot restaurant. She immediately asked, "Where is the address of that restaurant?"
"I need to take a ferry. There is a ferry at 07:30 every night."
After work, Su Mei and a few colleagues from the supermarket rushed to the port early. The ferry there was full of people, all of whom went to the gourmet island on the other side for leisure.
Su Mei sat on the ferry and listened to everyone's hot discussion: "There will be a fireworks show tonight."
"Yeah, I heard it was sponsored by the owner of the hotpot restaurant."
"Then what is the origin of the boss? A hot pot city is so generous."
"It seems that someone who used to have status came to us after some accidents happened."
"Have you ever seen a real person?"
"No, that boss is quite mysterious, but I heard from a kid in our neighbor's house that he went to the back kitchen of a hot pot restaurant to steal food and saw a ghost. Do you think the boss is really something strange? ?”
"Bah, bah, bah, childish words."
Everyone was discussing, and suddenly they all became quiet again. It turned out that fireworks were being set off on the shore.
Su Mei on the ferry also saw this beautiful fireworks, she smiled years ago, she was like a cluster of beautiful fireworks in a person's heart, and she also bloomed like this.
(End of this chapter)
In the cemetery, the silence was is no one, no sound, only rows of green pines silently accompanied by neat tombstones, which makes the cemetery even more desolate and lonely.
Su Mei looked at the photo on the tombstone, she squatted down slowly, stretched out her hand, caressed the photo on the tombstone quietly, and said softly: "Song Wenqi, if you leave, I will become an orphan. Yes, I want to tell you one thing, my wedding with Lu Haiyang has been cancelled, maybe I will still marry someone after many years, that person may be Lu Haiyang, but now I can’t marry him, because I see He seems to have seen you. Am I crazy? Liang Yi and the others say I am crazy, but she has never lost it, so how can she understand the pain of loss. "
She gently stroked Song Wenqi's photo with her hand, and spoke slowly.
At the wedding three days ago, she was wearing a wedding dress and standing there to the customs of Engang, the two did not meet for three days before their her again now, Lu Haiyang can see how haggard she is with just a few in white gauze, she looked even more elegant and lonely.
The groomsmen booed: "The bride is so beautiful, Lu Haiyang, you really made a lot of money in your life."
Su Yuan'an also smiled, and looked at Su Mei and Lu Haiyang lovingly: "Yangyang, I will leave my daughter to you, and you must love her well in the future. The family changes these years have not been easy for her."
Ye Meixiang sat in a corner and clapped her hands, as if she was also affected by the celebration. She sang an old nursery rhyme: "Little boy, sitting on the doorstep, crying for a wife. Why do you want a daughter-in-law?" Light the lamp and talk; blow the lamp and keep company; I will braid your pigtails tomorrow morning.”
Her singing made Su Yuan'an burst into tears. He didn't feel bitter in the cell before, and he didn't feel bitter when all his family property was used for compensation, but seeing his delirious wife and daughter who was about to get married, and lying in the hospital who needed him The ex-wife he took care of, and Zhou Xiaochen, who was serving his sentence, had mixed feelings in his heart.
In order not to affect the excitement of the young people, he turned around silently, not looking at the group of bridesmaids and best men who were making a fuss.
Liang Yi yelled resolutely: "Lu Haiyang kiss one, kiss one, or you won't be allowed to pick up the bride."
Lu Haiyang looked at Su Mei: "That also requires the bride's consent."
Su Mei turned her head slowly, her eyes were a long time, her eyes slowly fell on his face: "I'm sorry, Lu Haiyang."
He had already foreseen this moment, he stared at her blankly, she turned and walked into her room, leaving behind a room of best man and bridesmaid who didn't know what Haiyang was the first to react, and he pushed open the door of her room: "Su Mei, are you going to regret the marriage?"
Su Mei closed the door and calmly took off her wedding dress: "Lu Haiyang, I thought I was always looking and giving because I love you, but it's not true. Sometimes people tend to form a kind of inertia, just like eleven o'clock Go to bed, if you crawl into bed at ten o'clock, you can only sleep with your eyes open. That kind of inertia makes me think that I love you, but in fact it is just an illusion given to me by inertia."
"I don't understand what you're talking about?"
"My affection for you has actually become a kind of inertia."
"Su Mei, tell me is it because of Song Wenqi?"
Su Mei didn't speak.
"What do you want from me? Because of that accident, we have postponed our wedding for more than half a year. I thought he had faded out of our lives. I thought you had let go. Su Mei, Song Wenqi is no longer here This world is gone, we can't lose our whole life because of someone who no longer exists."
"You don't understand that some people won't fade out. You can't understand what Song Wenqi means to me. Once he leaves, I will become an orphan."
"What orphans, you still have me, friends, parents and sisters."
"But in this world, except for him, no one can spoil me like this. Except for him, no one can give me the whole world; except for him, no one can use themselves to fulfill me. Including you, you can't do it either .”
"You are still angry for my resignation back then, right?"
"This has absolutely nothing to do with your leaving without saying goodbye. I'm just making an analogy. I just want to tell you that no one can treat me like this anymore except Song Wenqi."
Lu Haiyang grabbed her shoulder angrily: "Su Mei, you are crazy, Song Wenqi has already left, and there is no such person in this world anymore."
Su Mei broke free from his hand, lowered her head, and said in a calm tone, "I'm sorry, I really can't get married. I can't live a lifetime with another person while living in my heart."
"I can wait for you." Lu Haiyang compromised.
"You can't wait."
"Why?" Lu Haiyang was not convinced.
"It's possible that I won't be able to get out in this life. Lu Haiyang, I only know now that people can't easily rely on another person, it will become your habit. When parting comes, you will find that what you have lost is not some Personally, but a spiritual pillar. Over the years, I have been used to having a Song Wenqi in the world, no matter what happens, he will stand behind me." When she said these words softly, Lu Haiyang was watching Looking at her, her beautiful eyes seemed to be covered with dust.
Lu Haiyang looked at Su Mei disappointedly and desperately, but she kept avoiding it and kept her head finally compromised, he opened the door and ignored the torture of everyone outside, and rushed out of the door like crazy.
Su Mei locked the door tightly, and even though everyone was angry and accused outside the door, she kept hiding until everyone dispersed at night before she opened the door.
Su Yuanan sat on the sofa, as if his hair had turned white in an instant, and his whole body was he didn't criticize Su Mei, and there was wisdom in his voice: "That's fine, if you marry another person with one person's memories, the result may be even worse."
Su Mei froze for a moment, she originally wanted to apologize to her father, but she made him hearing what her father said, she said very seriously: "Dad, maybe one day I will get married and have children, and time will bury everything, but not now."
"I understand." Su Yuanan nodded.
"Dad, I want to go out for a walk alone."
"Have you decided?"
"Ah."
"It's good to be quiet."
After canceling the wedding, Su Mei left Engang alone. Her mother was taken care of by her father, so she didn't need to worry too much.
She wandered from city to city according to the map, and did odd jobs to earn money when she had no half a year, she came to a sea island with beautiful scenery and friendly Mei works part-time in a supermarket. Everyone always mentions a hot pot restaurant when they go to work, because this hot pot restaurant is very generous, and there is a special dish for free every it comes to special dishes, everyone looks at Su Mei.
"Su Mei, you really should go, today is your birthday, please invite us to have hot pot?"
"Why?" Su Mei asked casually, "Didn't you say that seafood is delicious yesterday?"
"Because the special dish of that restaurant is called Su Mei, which is your name. Isn't it very interesting to go to such a restaurant on your birthday?"
Su Mei didn't know why, but she suddenly became interested in this hot pot restaurant. She immediately asked, "Where is the address of that restaurant?"
"I need to take a ferry. There is a ferry at 07:30 every night."
After work, Su Mei and a few colleagues from the supermarket rushed to the port early. The ferry there was full of people, all of whom went to the gourmet island on the other side for leisure.
Su Mei sat on the ferry and listened to everyone's hot discussion: "There will be a fireworks show tonight."
"Yeah, I heard it was sponsored by the owner of the hotpot restaurant."
"Then what is the origin of the boss? A hot pot city is so generous."
"It seems that someone who used to have status came to us after some accidents happened."
"Have you ever seen a real person?"
"No, that boss is quite mysterious, but I heard from a kid in our neighbor's house that he went to the back kitchen of a hot pot restaurant to steal food and saw a ghost. Do you think the boss is really something strange? ?”
"Bah, bah, bah, childish words."
Everyone was discussing, and suddenly they all became quiet again. It turned out that fireworks were being set off on the shore.
Su Mei on the ferry also saw this beautiful fireworks, she smiled years ago, she was like a cluster of beautiful fireworks in a person's heart, and she also bloomed like this.
(End of this chapter)
